BEFORE YOU FOLLOW - (tw for entire blog)
im severely mentally ill, a communal narcissist, struggle with low empathy, have obsessive tendencies, sex repulsed so if any of that makes you uncomfortable then dont follow! dont hesitate to talk to me though I'd love to be friends ^^
please block dont report. most of it is just venting
call me either ruoxi/misa :) im asexual, use any pronouns, taken forever by my lovely partner
this is a personal blog to journal or just spam. im not as whiny as i seem in my posts lol
IMPORTANT -
untreated bpd & npd traits diagnosed severe ocd and anxiety.
i'm always platonically affectionate towards everyone, tell me if it makes you uncomfy and don't take it romantically
im a genuinely toxic person sometimes but dont correlate that to my mental illnesses. im 100% pro recovery, just not in a position to get treatment rn but still trying my best to be normal. my posts don't reflect what I actually do or how I think most of the time so feel free to give me advice or criticism
EXTRAS -
i don't check my notifs while outside, genuinely sorry if I accidentally ignored someone i will 100000% get back to you, just slowly!














