Wandering star

Robin | 24 | nb lesbian (She/They) refollows from the acc "Prinsje" I use this side blog as a coping mechanism and to vent. (Officially diagnosed with DPD & AvPD. Self diagnosed bpd)

[tachylyte]

tfw ur mood suddenly just drops and ur gripped by the fear no one will ever love u again and that all your efforts you’ve ever done are worthless

[mental-ch-illness]

fuck man bpd is wild one minute everything is chill and the next im crying in the shower bc nobody laughed at my joke last thursday

[bpd-trichster]

having bpd is basically just going into crisis mode at least 8 times per week and being perpetually exhausted from all the emotional energy you have to spend on not collapsing and dying

[dinahs-whiskers-blog]

BPD feels.

Him: *literally does nothing to show that they are thinking of leaving. Is very reassuring, caring, treats me better than anyone else ever has, spoils me, makes plans for our future together, is patient, listens and holds me thru my breakdowns* I love you, beautiful.

Me: PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME. WHAT DID I DO WRONG? ARE YOU MAD AT ME? Are you getting bored with me? Am I too much for you? Am I draining? I’m toxic aren’t I? Do you find me manipulative? I love you too but I’m saying that because I mean it not because I’m trying to guilt trip you into staying with me… Did I do something wrong?

[ndhoney]

No object permanence we die thinking that everyone has abandoned us because they aren’t in eyesight like men

[iero-slut-blog]

The worst part about being borderline is feeling like nobody cares if they don’t care about you the most

[borderlimes]

does anyone else w bpd find it really hard to handle disappointment? like i’m scared to get excited for things because i know i’ll be crushed if it doesn’t work out.

[bpd-starlight]

fp: *is upset*

me: .... my fault?

fp: not your fault.

me:

fp:

me: .... my fault?

[yourelfcom]

Blessings to @webcomicname

[softgloom]

me: im not gonna let anyone know how im feeling me, three seconds later: hey guys im sad and want your attention

[sad93girl]

me @ myself: it’s okay :))) failing is okay :))) don’t hate yourself for it :)))) stupid piece of shit :))))))))

[bpd-starlight]

bpd issue #20

Me, taking a personality test: *whispers* tell me who I am

[slimetony]

I slept for almost 12 hours but I might still be tired so lets go for 12 more just in case

[andmyvape-deactivated20260103]

Randy that’s a coma

[slimetony]

sounds festive

[bpdanais-deactivated20170815]

Ok but my bpd ass needs to stop idealizing people and then getting upset when they have flaws and turn out to be, ya know, human

[freeadultgame]

Going from “today is a good day” to “i hate my life” takes me approximately 2.8 seconds.

[bpd-starlight]

Im so jealous of the ppl who can take naps, because my anxiety keeps me up both at night and during the day

[szpdyuri-blog]

me: constantly wants to die and idealizes suicide

also me: is afraid to die, doesn’t want to leave this world without having contributed anything, doesn’t want to give up the things they love to do