tfw ur mood suddenly just drops and ur gripped by the fear no one will ever love u again and that all your efforts youāve ever done are worthless
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tfw ur mood suddenly just drops and ur gripped by the fear no one will ever love u again and that all your efforts youāve ever done are worthless
fuck man bpd is wild one minute everything is chill and the next im crying in the shower bc nobody laughed at my joke last thursday
having bpd is basically just going into crisis mode at least 8 times per week and being perpetually exhausted from all the emotional energy you have to spend on not collapsing and dying
BPD feels.
Him: *literally does nothing to show that they are thinking of leaving. Is very reassuring, caring, treats me better than anyone else ever has, spoils me, makes plans for our future together, is patient, listens and holds me thru my breakdowns* I love you, beautiful.
Me: PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME. WHAT DID I DO WRONG? ARE YOU MAD AT ME? Are you getting bored with me? Am I too much for you? Am I draining? Iām toxic arenāt I? Do you find me manipulative? I love you too but Iām saying that because I mean it not because Iām trying to guilt trip you into staying with me⦠Did I do something wrong?
No object permanence we die thinking that everyone has abandoned us because they arenāt in eyesight like men
The worst part about being borderline is feeling like nobody cares if they donāt care about you the most
does anyone else w bpd find it really hard to handle disappointment? like iām scared to get excited for things because i know iāll be crushed if it doesnāt work out.
fp: *is upset*
me: .... my fault?
fp: not your fault.
me:
fp:
me: .... my fault?
Blessings to @webcomicname
me: im not gonna let anyone know how im feeling me, three seconds later: hey guys im sad and want your attention
me @ myself: itās okay :))) failing is okay :))) donāt hate yourself for it :)))) stupid piece of shit :))))))))
bpd issue #20
Me, taking a personality test: *whispers* tell me who I am
I slept for almost 12 hours but I might still be tired so lets go for 12 more just in case
Randy thatās a coma
sounds festive
Ok but my bpd ass needs to stop idealizing people and then getting upset when they have flaws and turn out to be, ya know, human
Going from ātoday is a good dayā to āi hate my lifeā takes me approximately 2.8 seconds.
Im so jealous of the ppl who can take naps, because my anxiety keeps me up both at night and during the day
me: constantly wants to die and idealizes suicide
also me: is afraid to die, doesnāt want to leave this world without having contributed anything, doesnāt want to give up the things they love to do