is this thing on

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intro

adult, he/him

this is a sideblog for venting. commiserate with me

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i want my precious person back! give him back!

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and the cruelest thing is that everything reminds me of you, and i carry you within me, so i can’t escape

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how could he just throw it all away like that

[golden-letters]

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

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i should get an award for not killing myself

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more than anything i hate that this is my life now

[maybeimovedaway]

#NEVERopenup #Yep #DoNotTrustASingleSoul #itsnotworthit #Youwillregretit

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life has been feeling like this lately

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i’m sure my suffering will be over soon <- highly delusional

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days of no contact: 8

days without being on the verge of breaking no contact: 0

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[sh1fr4]

sorry my hands are so cold all the time it's cuz i died a few years back

[loveridden1999]

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present

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