Things I Cant Tell Anyone

Just a hopeless romantic BPD girl stuck in limerance and never ending sadness. Writing her feelings in hopes someone feels the same way and doesn’t feel so alone.

[bpdgirl7]

I’m tired of making myself smaller to be loved.

[bpdgirl7]

I just want to be loved in the same way I love others.

[bpdgirl7]

I feel safe and secure with you. Is this real?

[bpdgirl7]

I’m the type of person who would change everything about myself to be what they want because I want them.

[bpdgirl7]

I’d do anything to feel worthy of being loved. I’m destroying myself for the love of others.

[bpdgirl7]

You left and now the house feels emptier. My hear feels as if there’s a gaping hole in it.

[bpdgirl7]

So tired of being an afterthought.

[bpdgirl7]

Screaming for help being a smiling facade.

[bpdgirl7]

You dragged me down when I was at my worst. Begging for you to stop. I can’t count the amount of times I thought about ending it all.

[bpdgirl7]

I messed up… I miss you. This hurts so bad. My chest feels like it’s going to explode.

[bpdgirl7]

I can’t do this anymore…

[bpdgirl7]

I want to feel like I belong….

[bpdgirl7]

I hate being somewhere when all I want to do is be home and cry.

[bpdgirl7]

We were supposed to stay friends…..

[bpdgirl7]

I always seem to love the wrong people.

[bpdgirl7]

I’ll love you until my heart stops beating and my body turns cold.

[bpdgirl7]

You didn’t deserve that. It wasn’t your fault.