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#negative //#fav

justndthings

When you and your friend are both nd and they really need attention but you don't have he energy to give it

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cryptod-deactivated20160506

having bpd and being in a relationship is so terrifying? you want to hide your feelings, you want to seem normal so they don’t leave you but its so hard. theres so much happening constantly and its scary. if you internalize it all you start to resent them for not knowing youre in pain. if you express it all theyll probably end up hating you and getting overwhelmed and youll feel manipulative. and finding a balance of knowing when to share your feelings and when to keep quiet is almost impossible. youre almost constantly scared theyre going to leave you, that theyre going to become fed up with your mental illnesses and find someone better. no amount of reassurance is enough. the small things they do hurt you so deeply but theyll never know. you feel unlovable because of who you are and what you cant help feeling. you feel like a burden and disgusting and unworthy of ever being close to people and it hurts.

th e fake slain e showed up in th e recommended blog s even thou gh i blocked th em :) :) :)

#deathmemes #sarcasm for smileys //#im. the Real ddon t even try to pull th at

peanut butter is weird

#deathmemes #pls take this with a grain of salt i am So Tired #food mention //

imm gonna take a shower n hopefull y get this perfume off

#deathmemes

so anyways i just sprayed perfume on my face

#deathmemes #i think i did it to get rid of the smell or at least try but #i sprayed it. on my face. wh

i miigh t be hallucinating again and i. this is fin e

#deathmemes #iddont really like my hallucinnnation s #thhi s one is a smmell on e an #d im screa min f

im hearing lil voices again Great

#deathmemes #i should have been asleep like two hours ago #but these Fucking Meds.....

we.....do we deserve to suffer? because its beginning to feel like it......

#deathmemes

coolestbutch

#hsd/aDGHGALISDFDSJAO:SAFD:J #keysmash in tags //#caps in tags /

e-bert-deactivated20230704-deac

stop misreading mentally ill ppls fear of abandonment/break downs as abusive behaviour 2k15

me: i may have an extreme fear of abandonment but ive never been abandoned!!

therapist: ok so tell me about your childhood

me: my brothers needed a lot of therapy and care when i was younger and i was expected to be responsible and independent from a young age, and from first to fourth grades i didn't really have friends

therapist: that's abandonment

#deathmemes #screamin g #abandonment mention /