Beginning of the End

My name's Nyny and this is a blog dedicated to my fan art and deep thoughts. Hope you´ll have a great time here!

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" The Green Lion has an inquisitive personality and needs a pilot of intellect and daring.”

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p l e a s e    m a k e    i t    c a n o n 

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I recently started to watch Avatar The Last Airbender again and damn, I love it some much, I always did and I always will. I got inspired by it and decited to draw a OC fire bender. 

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Pride month! Here I stand, as a proud bisexual and presenting to you my new OC - Jayla. She’s a lesbian and I’m going to make sure I’ll make her a perfect girlfriend as soon as possible. 

(It’s going to be a year since I’ve started doing digital art. I can tell I’ve made great progress but I still wish I’ve practised more, even though it wasn’t really possible, because I was really struggling with depression. I didn’t want to admit I have it for the longest time possible but it was actually making more harm than good. Luckily, I have amazing friends that are literally keeping me alive and I couldn’t be more grateful for that.) 

Update: My friend just asked me if that’s gender-reversed Pyrocynical (probably because of the colours). I mean why not.

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Today, as I stood in the school hallway, I’ve heard one of the most beautiful and amazing sounds ever: when the school radio let all my schoolmates know, that the school is cancelled today. The pure happines and exitement shared with almost 400 hundrets of people was incredibly powerful and I’m never going to forget that.

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Racism

So today on Snapchat, there were stories called “The first time I realized I was black”. It seriously broke me to tears. 

I am white and I live in Europe. But since my childhood there wasn’t anyone who could be called a racist. There were black people in the tv, on the streets, in magazines... nobody found that weird or wrong. So I grew up believing that skin colour, gender or sexual orientation are things that doesn’t really matter. I’ve always judged people only based on how they act towards others and towards themselfs. I’m not saying everybody around me thinks the same way, but none of my friends or relatives have ever shown acts of hard racism. 

When I was watching those stories I couldn’t believe it. I felt so sorry for all the people that got hurt, basically for no reason. I ended up crying and feeling like everything I believe into has been shattered. Why do people hurt others just because of their skin colour? It so fucking stupid. 

To all the black people out there: I love you. You’re amazing and beautiful. You’re funny and openminded and everything you want to be. You are important. Don’t let anybody make you feel like you’re not.  Your opinions, feelings, thoughts - it all matters. 

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I stand with Felix.

I think that right now, Felix needs our support and I would like to explain to you why I’m standing with PewDiePie. 

I’m not one of the Bros which has been with him since the beginning, I’ve joined the family just about a year and a half ago. But believe it or not, I really, truly and honestly like him and the content he makes. His sence of humor is just like mine and I’ve been really enjoying his videos (I still am). I have so many good memories to the afterschool chilling with my friends, watching his videos, laughing and having an amazing time and now the evenings watching his videos after a tiring day.

And now I really feel anxious when I see the titles of many articles, calling Pewds out for being an anti-semitist, because (I hope it’s not going to sound weird) I take him as a friend, as a great person in general. And being the person I am, I really care about people, especially about the ones I like. And seeing something like this happening to one of my favourite youtubers/friends feels the same as if it was happening to my real life friends - it kinda scares me.  

But i feel like it’s so obvious that everything he has said that referred to Hitler or anti-semitism was just a joke. Yes, a joke. There are so many people around the world with this really dark kind of humor, and more or less, I’m one of them. But I don’t believe it makes me a bad person in any way. 

What happened durning World War 2 was unbelievably terrifying. But I think that the jokes can be taken as a way humanity is embracing it’s past. 

In conclusion: Felix doesn’t deserve to be treated like this just because his words and actions were violently taken out of context. The media are really atacking him and convincing people to believe something what is not true, turning people against Felix without letting them see the whole picture. It’s kinda sad, really. 

It’s not human nature to get above others and throw shade, it’s our own decision. The people writing those articles have made they’re choice, now it’s your turn. 

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Sketches i did today in McDonald’s where I was all by myself in an ocean of unknown people. 

Boi, it’s so hard to be somewhere alone without friends when you’re shy. 

So, I present to you my new character. His name is Jack William Basinger and I think i have a crush on him. 

s a v e   m e   p l s 

(seriously I think I need help)

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Mystery Skulls are a blessing. 

I’m always listening to them when I do sketches and man, does it help a lot. 

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I got bored so I decided to make a fan video... I love Isak and Even so much. I’m literally obsessed with them. They’re just so sweet and cute and ah, I just can’t.  I’ve used one of my favourite songs right now: Anathema (by Twenty One Pilots). As probably all of their songs, this one also has a relatable text and awesome melody. 

Have a wonderful day and enjoy the video, friends! (via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmYWgMN818E)

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Quick drawing of one of my favourite characters - Gamora. 

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I just wanted to try a little bit different colouring style and I think it turned out really well! :) Huge inspiration for this piece was an amazing artist Cyarin. I have spent quite some time looking at her artworks and learning from it (but I was not trying to copy it! That´s not how you learn, remember that). And this is the result. To be honest, it took me only hour or so, and I´m still proud of it :). 

Anyways, I hope you´re having a gret day and that you like this drawing (if you do, go and check out Cyarin, please, you won´t regret it)! :)

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Just did a quick fanart of NFKRZ ´cause he´s a cool guy and deserves appreciation for his work. :)

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In the last post I´ve anouced that I´ll propably be making a comic. In a nutshell, the story is about.. YouTube...? Not really but it´s like a fanfiction - in a comic - with so much magic that even Disney would be jealous.

I´ll explain more about the story later, don´t worry :) 

As you can see, we´ll propably meet this wonderful creature somewhere along the way, too.. :)

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There´s a little story in my head and it´s beginning me to let it out but I wasn´t able to figure out in what way should it be done. 

First, I wanted it to be an animation but let´s be honest, animations are so damn hard to make. And that´s the reason why I have so much respect for animators because I´m aware of how much time, determination and talent you need to have to do such thing, and frankly I don´t have enough of these.

Then I wanted to write it. But the story itself in my head is told much more by pictures than by words. 

And then I was just looking at my Marvel poster and it hit me. 

“I can make a comic.” 

And I really like that idea. I´m not promising anything but  I really hope I´ll be able to make it come true.  

(The picture is my drawing of the main character :))

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It's the few, the proud, and the emotional Yo, you, bulletproof in black like a funeral The world around us is burning but we're so cold It's the few, the proud, and the emotional 

 (TØP - Fairly Local)

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'Cause somebody stole My car radio And now I just sit in silence 

Am I obsessed with  TØP? - Nah, it´s okay... 

h e l p  m e 

i´m in so deep