From one Mind to Another

Writing to write, feel free to ask me anything

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Some Night in November

In truth, I lost this poem but here’s what I remember. 

You say loving me is inevitable

but I don’t see why it has to be

if it’s just going to make you

unhappy.

Don’t take this the wrong way

I want you to be happy.

I want to be able to make you happy,

but only you can do that.

Sure you can say otherwise,

but what’s going to happen when I’m gone?!

I’m sorry there’s no easy trick

otherwise, I’d use every trick

in the whole damn book

just to make you happy.

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Sting

The water that poured through my hands,

quickly turns to salt.

It stings the wounds of my heart,

and catches in the deepest crevices of my mind.

I try to convince myself

I am not hurting for you!

You of all people are not worth my time,

but I find myself clenching my fist

trying to catch the last remnants

Of what we could have been.  

-trying to let go of toxic lovers

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I Loved You

I loved you in a way

you’d never understand,

and perhaps

I didn’t either.

I loved you

the only way I knew how.

As chaotic and confusing as that must have been,

it was as real and true as you and I.

I loved you in a way

I wished I could have been loved.

It’s a shame you couldn’t see

my sacrifices weren’t a subservient act.

I loved you

in hopes you wouldn’t see me

the way that I see me,

but even if you did, you’d still love me.

I loved you in a way

that was selflessly giving.

I tried not to ask for much,

but even that you couldn’t accept.

I loved you

and maybe I’m stupid and naive for doing so.

You blame me

but it takes two to love and two to fight.

I loved you in a way

that blinded me from my problems,

and apparently tied your tongue

should ill mannered words arise.

I loved you

I never wanted you to suffer.

Yet, you let yourself

why?

I loved you in a way

that my only thought was seeing you genuinely smile.

I’d like to believe

you loved me in the same way.

I loved you.

I love you.

I wanted to love you.

I don’t know you.

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The Kids Your Mother Didn't Tell You About

Your mother didn’t tell you about the kids like me, She was too busy. She gave fair warning about the heartbreakers, But not the heartbroken.

She’ll tell you all about those Who could never love you, But she’ll never tell you about those Who love too much, too hard, too fast.

How could she have known about The givers, the lost, and the lonely? The people you never expect to see Because your guard is always up against the hurtful, the cruel, and the heartless.

How could you love someone Who doesn’t love themselves? How reckless do you have to be To pour your love onto someone Who feels so undeserving?

No one could have warned you Against the broken, the innocent, the lovers. Because truly Who could have known?

-trying to rationalize why you left

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Jackets

I don’t know if you know this, but that jacket you told me to hold on to for you has become a blessing and a curse to my heart. I love having it to sleep with as it still has your scent on it, but it hurts knowing you don’t think of me as anything more than a friend. I couldn’t tell you how much it would mean to me to be more but I know you’re happier with someone else, and I’m not about to come between you and happiness. I know this sounds cheesy, but I feel like Gatsby reaching out to that enchanted green light. Unlike Gatsby, I know I can’t rewind time and make you love me I just hope that you’re happy where ever you are.

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It sounded a lot better in my head.

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“But your eyes say May. ” - words I may never get out of my head.

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"I'm just waiting for my life to stop becoming a sitcom."

-My 3 am self about life

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dear R,

I hate how you’re not her first choice. I hate how she can’t see your worth. I hate how you’re hurting because of her. But I also hate how you treated her. It is kind of your fault why she did not take you seriously. Karma serves what you deserve. But I will be right here, Waiting for you to realize That there is so much more to this world Than falling in love with the wrong girl. I am hoping, Once you realize that You’ll be able to see me. I will be right here Hoping that you have changed And if not, I would be willing To take the risk of heartbreak Just to know that I can make you happy Because you deserve to be happy.

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I feel this to some extent

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Pining

Low key really sad, his jacket smells so good yet know he'll never be anything more than a friend.

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Wishing

Have you ever been so close to getting over someone and all of a sudden something hits you and fall for them all over again?

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2016’s Top Actors

Sebastian Stan is our boyfriend now. Sorry, Chris-es.

1. Sebastian Stan +9

2. Chris Evans −1 3. Tom Hiddleston +1 4. Jensen Ackles −2 5. Adam Driver 6. Misha Collins −1 7. Oscar Isaac 8. Dylan O'Brien −2 9. Benedict Cumberbatch 10. Lin-Manuel Miranda 11. Jared Padalecki −4 12. John Boyega 13. Leonardo DiCaprio 14. Jared Leto 15. Rami Malek

16. Matthew Daddario 17. Evan Peters −4 18. Alan Rickman 19. Ryan Reynolds 20. Norman Reedus

The number in italics indicates how many spots a name moved up or down from the previous year. Bolded names weren’t on the list last year.

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Rebloging for Lin-Manuel Miranda

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At 5, the world seemed a lot less scary, and the thoughts that lie beyond the light gray exterior are filled with wonder. But as I grow older the house no longer feels like home, and the urge to return lessens with each passing day.

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If you never loved me why did you stick around? Just leave. I was never your problem to begin with.

excert from a book I’ll never write

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From one Mind to Another

From my mind to yours, Let the thoughts flower in the rich soil. Follow the simple visions, To find what you love, And never lose sight of the light.