šāØ End-of-Year Readings: Hope, Closure and New Beginnings āØš
Hi everyone!
As we approach the end of the year, Iāve been reflecting on growth, endings, and the energy weāre all carrying into the new one. I wonāt be coming back to the fandom, but I do want to leave something meaningful for anyone who needs a bit of light or guidance before the year closes.
These readings are meant to bring hope, clarity and a gentle push toward whatās next; nothing more, nothing less. This is not and will not be fandom-related, and I wonāt be engaging with fandom topic during this period. Please respect that boundary. Anyone bringing that energy here will be blocked without discussion. This space is for our growth, healing, and benefit only. šæ
Hereās what Iāll be offering in the coming weeks:
š 1. Collective Reading ā āClosing the Yearā
A general energy check-in for the community: what weāre releasing, whatās shifting, and what blessings are preparing to meet us in 2026.
ā¤ļøāš„Coming soon.
š® 2. Astrology Sign Readings OR Pick-A-Card
Youāll be able to choose your sign OR a pile that calls to you for messages about the year ahead (I haven't decided which to go with yet): themes, lessons, and opportunities waiting for you.
šMid-December.
š 3. Individual Readings (Private or Public by Consent)
Finally, for the last month of the year, Iāll be doing a few personal readings for those whoād like one-on-one guidance or comfort going into the new year.
These will be done via DM for privacy.
Or, if you prefer, you can choose whether or not your message you want your message to be sent via anon and shared publicly.
Please keep in mind Iām only doing a limited number ā first come, first served.
šŗSign-ups will open later this month on November 21 .
āØ Final Notes
This is about energy, reflection and peace. Letās close the year with open hearts, without old noise or fandom talk. If youāre here for comfort, insight, or a message from the universe, youāre in the right place!
Thank you for understanding and respecting my boundaries.
Letās end this year with light. š¤š
Come on, sir ā everyone hates her, including you, and she knows it. We all know it. Stop with the nonsense.
Tarot below!šš
Exposing the Puppetmaster Behind the Curtain!
Letās not sugarcoat this, because we all know and we all feel this. Special shout out to Bird's who clocked this years ago and I'm sorry you had to go!! š
M has paraded as the mastermind, the gatekeeper, the one who āknows bestā for far too long ā but the clockās run out. The tarot is peeling back the layers, and spoiler: itās not giving brilliance. Itās giving desperation. Itās giving exposed.
M postures like sheās the Queen of Wands ā commanding, magnetic, the one pulling strings with flawless precision. But pull back the camera and whatās left? A Page of Pentacles in over her head, fumbling with pieces she never fully understood, trying to cosplay as someone in control. Sheās not the boss. Sheās the blockage.
The reversed Eight of Cups is screaming. She shouldāve walked away eons ago, but here she is, clinging like a moth to the last flicker of a dying flame. She wonāt release the narrative, she wonāt step aside, because deep down, M knows: without the illusion of power, she has nothing.
And letās be honest ā she never cared about CEās actual career or professional growth. The Four of Cups calls her out: disinterested, detached, barely present unless itās about polishing his image for her next PR win. CEās life could be on fire.... is on fire, and sheād still be reorganizing the press release for the next PR stunt.
This isnāt a rare misstep. This is her entire playbook. The reversed Wheel of Fortune is the universeās polite way of saying: you are the delay, babe. CE was on the cusp of something real, something expansive, and here comes M ā rerouting, stalling, clinging to her outdated blueprint. Sheās not lost. Sheās strategically stuck.
Her audacity is unmatched and unhinged. The King of Cups and Eight of Wands show how she scrambles to spin the media ā quick to push a headline, always a step ahead in the optics game. But itās not love, itās not protection, itās a self-serving sprint to keep her name clean. The Ten of Cups and Knight of Cups is the fantasy she sells ā this perfect, cohesive, āall is wellā storyline. But pull back the velvet curtain and itās hollow. Manufactured. A Disney ending scribbled in crayon.
Now, here is Justice, holding the sword. And Justice is not on her side. The Moon slides in, dripping with deceit, secrets, and curated half-truths. Mās entire empire is built on hiding things from CE. Real things. Big things. The King of Pentacles and Ten of Swords slam it shut ā her ambition didnāt just fail him, it betrayed him. And not by accident. These were choices.
We've all called Mās loyalty into question and the cards have answered; loyalty? Please. Where?! The 5 of Swords is her signature move ā she will burn the house down just to be the last one standing in the ashes. It's petty, itās dirty, itās small. And yet, she calls it strategy.
I wanted to go back and talk about that little moment at Red One, cause we all know that whole interaction was off and we clocked it - again! PR loser (AB) didnāt just āfall into Mās armsā ā that wasnāt sweet, that wasnāt innocent, that was a power move. A premeditated, optics-driven grab with layers. M shouldāve cut that cord years ago, but she didnāt. Why? Because M loves a pawn. AB is loyal, pliable and perfectly placed. M knew exactly what she was doing by keeping her around. It wasnāt ignorance. It was indulgence. That "hug" wasnāt just comfort. It was a handshake in the shadows.
M is playing a fast game. Sheās burning PR fuel at both ends, clinging to AB because she thought she could outpace karma. Newsflash; she canāt. The Wheel is locked. The World upright says itās a wrap. The karmic door is swinging closed and Mās foot is about to get crushed under it.
Even in the final moments, M is still choosing to double down. The Moon says there are still things sheās hiding, still games sheās playing, still lies sheās protecting. AB is part of that, a pawn she overplayed. The alliance looks tight, but itās soaked in self-interest. If AB burns, M burns ā and trust, AB is already smoldering.
And for all her PR finesse, M is not the victim here. Sheās the architect. The Queen of Wands reversed is who sheās been all along ā petty, manipulative, calculating, and increasingly desperate. Sheās been coaching AB from the sidelines, thinking she could finesse the narrative indefinitely.
But timeās up.
The Tower is coming for her ā twice. First in the optics, then in the collapse of her empire. The Page of Swords reversed says the whispers are about to get louder, the skeletons are rattling, and receipts will start to crawl into the light. People will talk. Her name will be dragged.
And if she insists on riding this collapsing horse with AB? The Five of Pentacles will make sure sheās left out in the cold. The Lovers reversed ā the inevitable breakup, the severing of alliances, the burning of bridges. The World reversed says: the door is closing. Her story stops here.
The Ten of Swords slams it home: it wonāt be quiet, and it wonāt be pretty. The Devil reveals how deeply sheās entangled herself in this mess ā clinging to power, control, and influence like they could save her. But the Seven of Swords exposes her anyway ā the sneaky moves, the secrets, the backroom deals. Sheās not a PR savant. Sheās a PR liability.
Even her bond with AB isnāt real. Itās the Three of Pentacles on the surface ā cooperation, teamwork ā but underneath? The Tower is shaking. M knows it. AB knows it. The trust isnāt there. It never was. Theyāre clinging to each other out of necessity, not loyalty. A house of cards held together with chewing gum and press releases.
Eventually, M will walk away ā but letās be clear: it wonāt be noble. It wonāt be brave. Sheāll walk because sheās out of moves. Sheāll walk because the room is empty and the damage is irreversible. Sheāll walk carrying the sharp taste of regret, knowing she bet on the wrong narrative, the wrong person, the wrong path.
The Tower is falling.
The Wheel is turning.
And Mās kingdom of illusions is finally going up in smoke.
So apparently myĀ oldĀ Tumblr blog has been mysteriously restored after I deactivated (yes, I was just as shocked as you š . Regardless, I am taking it as a good omen, especially as the year comes to a close!ššš§æ).
Just so you know where I stand:
The OG blog is officially backĀ š¤
I also have a new blog (@soultruths2), which is staying active and I will be reblogging and tagging everything between each blog.
All readings, esoteric content and spiritual work will continue on theĀ newĀ blogĀ for now!
Iām still deciding what I want to do with the old blog, so think of it asā¦ reawakening energy pendingš®(and maybe, I'll do a reading on it just to see the energy here.)
Thank you for finding me again and for sticking with me through Tumblrās chaos. Updates will be shared once I figure out how I want to use the restored blog. šāØ
Here's a quick reference for you on how to do it right ā based on personal experience and an exclusive interview with Sailor Mercury.
I know documenting definitely wonāt make it stop, but trust me, it can help out big time if you ever need to prove what happened.
1. Start now
The sooner you start keeping notes, the more accurate and complete they will be. You donāt have to know yet whether youāll ever use them. At this point, you're just keeping your options open.
2. Write down what happened, right away
Write down the date, time, location, who was present, and what happened. Include all the details you can remember, and note whether you or the harasser told anyone about it afterward. Include direct quotes if you remember any.
3. Save every scrap of supporting evidenceĀ
Keep texts, emails, voicemails, photos, and schedules ā anything that could help to show what happened. Take screenshots of your call logs if they're relevant.
4. Describe how the harassment affected you personally
Write down how the harassment made you feel and what impact it had on your life. Did it affect your sleep, mood, or health? Did it cost you money?
5. Describe how it affected your ability to do your job
Write down how the harassment changed things for you at work. Did it make it harder for you to do your job? Did your performance or reputation suffer? Were you punished for complaining?
6. Keep your documentation private and safe
Store everything in a secure place that your employer canāt access. Make sure you have access from your personal accounts, not just work accounts.Ā
7. Keep your records up-to-date
Every time something new happens ā or you remember something ā add it to your notes. Notes you make over time, soon after each event, are generally taken more seriously than something you write all at once later.
Girls, if you have friends that are willing to sell you out to a Tumblr blogā¦. You need new friends.
If you have friends that are willing to post about special life events on their socials first - before you get a chance to yourself - get yourself some new friends and drop the the friends who are treating you like this. This is not just advice for celebrities. Itās advice for everyone. ESPECIALLY pregnancy!
It does not matter if this is Real/Fantasy/Fake/PR.
If the story is supposedly ātrueā, that means a womanās friends were perfectly ok with sharing their friendās medical news.
And the high and mighty Queen assisted in sharing it.
As someone whoās suffered through infertility and has had girlfriends suffer miscarriages, I see this crap as massively messed up. Itās considered extremely bad luck and bad taste to share. I had friends who were telling other friends that I was trying to get pregnant before I could say so myself. Then had to face questions and explain, no the infertility treatment didnāt work this month. It was heart-breaking for me. It wasnāt their news to share. But people wanted to gossip and then I couldnāt get pregnant.
Itās absolutely disgusting to share just so you can prove a point and brag about being ārightā.
You gave up your ethics and morals to dance around that you are right in a micro online fandom for a celebrity. That matters to you that much??
Many of us do not think you are special or elite. We think you are unethical.
I thought she had legit sourced confirmation. No itās a friends post that was then deleted. Maybe the friend should not have shared the news?? Take a second to think that through?? And she not only condoned it, she assisting in sharing the news even more.
Please let that sink in that this is what mattered the MOST to high and mighty Queen and that clique. To be correct and ārightā and share news like that. To dance around and brag. The friend allegedly deleted the screenshot. Maybe because it wasnāt meant to be shared?
You just helped a conniving friend of hers share medical news before she got the chance to do so. All so you can brag about being right.
It doesnāt matter if this is real or fake. You just did what you did.
May the karma you deserve find you.
(Also Iām not pulling the #iykyk card. Iām saying it with my full chest. Iām not gatekeeping. This is for the Chris Evans fandom recent happenings)
Hope Chris and team shut this shit down soon, itās gone wayyyy too far. Trolling is one thing but to push a pregnancy narrative when this girl isnāt even pregnant is ridiculous.
First off sheād be showing and no new mom is risking anyone knowing anything until they are sure and past a certain trimester and an announcement is about to happen.
Nothing literally posted a pic and there is no bump, I donāt care how blurry the still is, clearly there is no bump!
Iām so sick of obsessed Stans doing the most. LQ got the carrot and was used to throw it out in the fandom back in 2023 for the fake āweddingsā narrative, they have since had nothing and this is why Hollywood teams should not do this PR bullshit, let alone use overly obsessed fans to push shit, people go too far, start believing itās their right to have info, start becoming stalkers and get cocky.
But man oh man would it not be hilarious if this happened to not only end this shitshow, but cut that fan blog that was used to push this entire shitshow, off at the root. Like have them lose any and all credibility forever!
Chris, WRAP IT UP SIR, STAT!!!! š
Hey Anon,
First off, I donāt agree with the idea that PR shouldn't be part of the equation. In Hollywood (and business in general), PR is a normal and necessary part of the business. The issue isnāt with PR itself, itās with how itās executed. And in this case, we all know the execution left a lot to be desired.
As for the LQ side of the fandom, I think people need to make peace with the fact that they're not going anywhere. Theyāve been rewarded for their involvement, so thereās no incentive for them to stop. When this narrative fades, they'll just find another one to latch onto. At this point, the best move is to ignore them entirely.
Regarding your point about "no new mom"āmaybe that applies under normal circumstances, but this situation has been anything but normal. Weāre dealing with clout-chasers and attention-seekers. If there were something to reveal, they absolutely wouldāve used it already, which is how we know it's false and just a last desperate push for relevancy of a dying narrative! Thatās been their pattern from the start, if they have something, they push it. No hesitation.
As for your final statement, Iād rather not weigh in on that any further, publicly at this time.
Appreciate you sharing your perspective, and hope you have a great week ahead.šš
About the ānewsā some blogs shared last night. Hereās my take:
- According to them, itās a private news and itās not up to them to announce it. And yet theyāre still sharing the news. They even came back saying the couple will most likely keep this a secret and for themselves. But they took it upon themselves to tell the whole fandom. Bold and hypocritical from people always screaming about protecting the privacy.
- How convenient the private account who allegedly shared something āthat confirms itā, has now deleted the evidence. They posted at 2:30am it was deleted. Which makes it 7:30am in PT. So all this drama happened while PT was sleeping and the first thing the person did when waking up was to delete it. But I thought they were not on Tumblr???
- They still must have a screenshot cause their friend blog who started it claims to have access to private accounts. So they must have take a ss to share with the other blog. So where is it? Youāre claiming something. Show it. Crop/hide other details we should not shall see. But prove it.
- TLQ has been trolled over the past couple of years. And as recently as this Friday. They also claimed a lot of stuff that they never shared and turned out to not be true. Itās not because they were used to sell a narrative once that we have to believe everything they say. Again. This is not coming from an official source they claim to have like the engagement. But from allegedly āspyingā on private accounts. I need the evidence. These are the same group of people who has no problem sharing Dodgerās day care pic and AL at the Carlisle house recently. So why hide now.
- If she was showing that much, and there was risk it could be leaked through pictures taken at the wedding, she wouldnāt have wore a tight fitting dress. She would have wore something loose to hide it. And the news would have been shared through official sources at given time.
- All this sounds like fuckeries again. Someone seems pissed the husband wasnāt at the wedding and there for her birthday. And is now seeking revenge on the fandom.
- And these are the same people talking about toxic fandom and yet they rile up people with a trust me bro thing that we should believe to be true? And then complained when people are mad and donāt behave. And letās remember they saw that from a private account that they should technically not be allowed to see and share with people. So whoās the toxic person here?
- When I look at the bigger picture of this RS. Nothing makes sense. And tons of loop holes still exist.
- I still stand by this pic of her. Nothing showing
So. Bring on hard evidence of your saying. Or shut the eff up. Cause like you said yourself. Not up to you to release such news.
Hi Anon,
I agree thereās definitely a lack of critical thinking on Team Realās end, and some of their takes have been nothing short of foolish. So yes, theyāve earned that title in the general sense.
But if youāre referring to the āFool cardā in tarot, then that has a very different meaning, especially from a traditional perspective. The Fool represents new beginnings, a free spirit, and someone setting off on a journey with trust and curiosity. Itās about potential and stepping into the unknown, not necessarily ignorance.
The Fool is connected to the number zero, symbolizing infinite potential and beginnings, a blank slate, or the start of a journey that can go in any direction. Itās not about stupidity. Itās about stepping into the unknown with openness. Astrologically, it's associated with Uranus, which brings sudden change, rebellion, and unexpected shiftsāagain, not inherently foolish, just unpredictable.
This ties the Fool to freedom, thought, communication, and possibilities. Then Air element, thus it is ungrounded, always moving, like the Foolās journey. Itās more about the mental/spiritual realm than the material.
Now, when reversed, the card can point to recklessness, poor judgment, or being directionless, which might be closer to what you're referencing.
But overall, if weāre going to invoke spiritual language, especially from tarot or astrology, I think we owe it to the practice to speak on it with clarity and discernment.
But this wedding rsvp link that so many blogs got, pr blogs sat on it, ignored it, knew it was bait, team real took said bait and then tried to use said bait to plant fake evidence of something they claim is so real and once again never stopped to wonder why any link to this girlās sister wedding would be bluntly handed off to stranger online via anonymous messaging, like I just canāt. Who would have know anything about the wedding?! Yet we in the past few days have gotten so much content pertaining to the racist trio, If that wasnāt obvious that yes this is fake and orchestratedā¦ā¦ none of us can help them see the light then. š¤·š»āāļø
Just like them being told said two āceremoniesā were going to happen before they did, all orchestrated nonsense they continue to fall for while calling everyone else crazy for using common sense and critical thinking and questioning things.
Where is this fairytale they speak of, I canāt see it. š
Hey Anon,
I donāt want to rehash the whole wedding situation, but youāre absolutely right. Itās always the same small group getting the same information, then suddenly itās everywhere. Different scene, same script weāve seen play out for the past three years.
I agree with you completely, thereās no convincing anyone anymore, especially not the shippers. At this point, itās less about whatās real and more about them needing the fantasy. This is their way of feeling connected to him, and theyāll defend it no matter how absurd it gets.
Best thing we can do now is step back and let them spiral in their own echo chamber.
Just a quick heads up, Iāll be blocking all ghost blogs moving forward. I understand that some of you use them for fun or to keep things separate from your main blogs, and I totally respect that.
However, most of the negativity and trolling Iāve received has come from anonymous or ghost accounts, and Iām no longer willing to tolerate that energy in my space.
If youāre someone who follows me with a ghost blog and want to stay connected, feel free to send me a quick message or shout out to let me know itās you ā thatās totally fine and appreciated!
Otherwise, starting Monday, Iāll begin blocking all ghost accounts.
Thank you for understanding, and sorry if this affects anyone genuinely following in good faith.
Iāll be blocking all ghost blogs moving forward THIS WEEK! I understand that some of you use them for fun or to keep things separate from your main blogs, and I totally respect that.
However, most of the negativity and trolling Iāve received has come from anonymous or ghost accounts, and Iām no longer willing to tolerate that energy in my space.
If youāre someone who follows me with a ghost blog and want to stay connected, feel free to send me a quick message or shout out to let me know itās you ā thatās totally fine and appreciated!
Stop the train now? Honey, it should have NEVER EVEN left the station! š//
No, it should have NEVER arrived at the station, this train shouldāve avoided this station in its entirety. š like this is going like the little engine that could.
The longer this goes on the more itās cringe and highly concerning if one truly believes this is real. Like watching a toxic relationship in real time. Wife is silenced, canāt post on social media, didnāt have permission to share wedding pics with the world, Husband makes things about himself, uses Portugal instead of saying her name, wife stays months away in her home country and they see each other a few times out the year only for the husbandās gain. *sarcasm*
Gee, what a fairytale. š«£š
Please let this PR train PLEASE get off at the next stop. š
Hi Anon,
Everything you said is spot on!
It really circles back to the same point we've been making, the lack of critical thinking and emotional maturity when it comes to relationships.
Rooting for something this hollow and performative doesnāt says a lot about the people cheering it on. And the fact that they canāt see that? Tells you everything you need to know.
Stop the train now? Honey, it should have NEVER EVEN left the station! š
