I don’t understand how we got to this point.. we were just making plans to travel and go on dates again for the first time since quarantine. I was so genuinely happy and in love with you. I know I was difficult at times, but I didn’t deserve to be broken up with. I showed you in certain ways that I love you that maybe you forgot about in the heat of the argument. This is going to be so hard to move on from. I’m still so in love with you and saw a future with you.. I can’t picture my life without you. I love you so much. I wish it wasn’t like this. I still want you in my life despite how bad you hurt me. I wish you wanted me in your life as much as I want you.. I think that’s what hurts the most: the fact that I feel so disposable to the person I love and admire so much.



















