* KILL / or be KILLED ( ap )

independent bellamy blake. tv / book / headcanon based. selective / private.

[braveswar]

what if i came back here? haha... unless 🤔

[linctavia]

My sister. My responsibility.

[braveswar]

oh look another kid that will have that name

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* rolls in * HIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!! * ROLLS OUT * 

[braveswar]

so i watched the ep. who wants me cause bell is comin alive ???

[braveswar]

.` OCTAVIA. ( gonatombom )

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a MISCHIEVOUS smirk arises on the girl’s lips when she approaches her older brother slowly and silently like a GHOST. she’s mastered that skill ever since growing up on the ark, but the ground is different, it’s taken some time for her to figure out how to not let out any sounds here. these days she’s become pretty good at it, maybe not like the grounders who have lived in the woods for their whole LIFE, but she’s learning to become better and better. and one day, if she’s given enough time and practice, perhaps she will grow to be like the warriors who she looks highly up to. strong and silent, eager to fight for GOOD, for what they believe in. and that’s exactly what OCTAVIA BLAKE is about.

creeping behind him, she suddenly grasps his shoulders. “BOO!” a giggle echoes after her sudden exclaim, and she nudges his back, stepping around. “i heard some rumors you’re supposed to have a day off,” octavia points out. it’s rare for bellamy to have a chance just relax, and it’s definitely been a WHILE since they’ve hanged out together. she’s really MISSING about spending some quality time with her brother, and she has strong feeling he thinks the same. 

she tilts her head, the glimmering, emerald eyes revealing that the girl certainly hasn’t come look for him without a PLAN on her mind. “wanna hang out and finally prove me you’re not a CHICKEN?”

‣  LIFE’S CALM AROUND ARKADIA. it seems unusual in comparison to the chaos the group experienced previous. but, he doesn’t want to jinx it, so he just lives in the moment. really, being on the ground has been moments. living life as if it could be his last moment. for once, he didn’t feel his life threatened, better yet, his sister’s life. he doesn’t want to let her go, rather for her sake maybe it’s his own. he’s been discovering his life without having to watch out for his sister at every turn. still, he keeps her close. she’ll always hold half his heart. 

a smile spreads across his face at the familiar voice.     ❛    did those rumors happen to come in the form of jasper or maybe a nosy grounder ?    ❜     he pokes fun before he wraps his sister in a warm embrace. he enjoys any time she comes to visit. partially since he doesn’t have anyone as close anymore. even if camp was quiet, clarke left and he couldn’t shake the feeling of loneliness. it was visits like these that helped raise his mood.

he raises a brow with his arms crossed.     ❛    chicken ? really know how to make your brother feel good, o. you know i just want to make sure everyone is safe here. you can’t blame me for how i feel about trusting the grounders.     ❜     he knows lincoln is different, the only reason he’s let octavia go in his hands.     ❛    fine. i could use a change in scenery. i’m still bringing my walkie.     ❜

[braveswar]

.` RAVEN. ( damnmechanic )

❛   are we sure this is a good idea?   ❜   if there was anything that raven had learned over her few months on the ground it was to trust no one…   but here they were.   she’s hesitant to be in harm’s way again but hadn’t voiced her protests,   not when the rest of the group seemed so keen on making contact with the mysterious ship.

rather than allow the awkward silence to hang over her head,   raven continues to hold his gaze with no sign of wavering.   she might be overthinking,   it might also be the fact that she’s a massive realist and she hasn’t had any positive experiences with strangers to refer back to,   or it might be both.   

❛   i know…   i know how everyone wants to get back,   i do too,   but shouldn’t we be a little more cautious than this?   ❜   /   @braveswar*

‣  BELLAMY PAUSES A MOMENT. he’s thinking to himself, the last minute to back out of this idea. but he doesn’t -- he can’t. if there’s any chance there’s others they’ve got to inspect the ship. if he’s learned anything over the past years it’s the hard choices. choices leaders make for others. it seems wrong, to make a choice for someone else, to claim one has a better idea then others, but here he is taking charge. 

he shakes his head, just briefly, not enough to cause worry.     ❛    we have to try, raven.    ❜    eyes soften when she emphasizes their want to get back to the ground. he’s certainly put the pressure on the female. he’d take it himself if he knew how to build a way back. but, he can only try to keep the others sane while in space. there were too many days bellamy wonders whether their efforts will be wasted. he can’t dwell on it long. he won’t show the others the dark thoughts.       ❛    if there’s a chance they’re alive ... i’m going to take it. otherwise, what has all this been for ?   ❜

[braveswar]

me tho.

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i got MY BIG PROJECT DONE TODAY. for my major at least.  SOMEONE BE PROUD OF ME. this leaves 1 more paper, a presentation wed, and the book fri ( which that class is a joke lmao ). oh wait a discussion fri / final sun but that stuffs all online.  I AM ALMOST DONE. CAN U HEAR ME CRYIN?

[bellamyblakepositivity]

Bellamy Blake’s first appearance through the seasons

[bellarke]

[braveswar]

(▰˘◡˘▰) who i gotta bribe to do a jurassic park / world / mother fuckin dinos au with ?

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.` ECHO. ( glaciaes )

❄     *     ❛     what  does     float     you     mean     ?     ❜

‣  IT’S ODD TO HEAR THE QUESTION, but their cultures differ, as do their language.    ❛    for lack of a better phrase, it’s like go kill yourself.    ❜    when he thinks about it, it sounds harsher than usual.

[braveswar]

‣  HE SITS BY THE FIRE, ARMS ON HIS KNEES. flame crackle, mixing with the snap of his own knuckles. one finger at a time. crack.crack. as he watches the fire, he wishes it could burn away his memories. none of them asked for what’s fallen --- crashed --- on their shoulders. they were all just kids. kids he was supposed to protect. he’s finding day after day, maybe he can’t. but he still remains, puts on a strong front so they’ll never have to worry more than they do. 

a sigh slips from his mouth.     ❛    forever younger  ...   growing older just the same  ...    ❜      he knows war has forced them to grow up. they’d always be stuck in between a youth of living in the sky, yet years too old for the bloodshed

@rainkilled  /  sc ( lyric * golden days - panic! ) / accepting

[braveswar]

rose is a little shit. who’s behind on everything. BUT.  ♥ for a lyric, quote, or dialogue based starter !! aka just love me and support my 100%serious r.ping. verses will vary as will length.

[braveswar]

just here to say that holy HECK your page is beautiful??? <3

* smooches * ! dsjkldjfklsjklsa omg thank you !! i mean aside from the posts THAT AREN’T ACTUALLY IC. let’s be honest its a cluster fuck of who know’s what ??? also MURPHY how i’ve yet to rp with a murph is beyond me.

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fair warning : i am a meme hoe. i will always love recieving them. but i will LOVE sending them. so if i spot an angst one you’re damn right i’ll send like 10. >:)