ɪғ ɪ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ʙʀᴀɪɴ

ind. sel. fiyero tigelaar.

[ephemeraltea]

Ok but which part of ur otp unironically calls themselves “a fucking delight” and which one immediately snorts

[seraphichost-moved-blog]

rping with adhd

starting a reply and then pausing to check your dash and never returning

and then when you do go back you forget where you were going with the reply

saving all your replies in your drafts to ‘do later’ and never doing them

thinking about saving your drafts and saying you’ll remember it and the not remembering it

writing a sentence and then thinking of something cool to say later on mid-sentence and writing that instead and then never going back to finish your first sentence

30 different tabs open at all times

stopping replying to format posts/themes instead

putting things in your likes to reblog later but never doing it

10 different tags for one type of post

missing out a detail in a reply because you only skimmed it bc you don’t have the attention-span to read a long-ass para

i literally stopped writing this post for about half an hour because i started dash browsing how do i get anything done

[brcinlcss-blog]

goodliest:

“I don’t understand…”

she took a step back, though she didn’t quite know why. Maybe it just felt like she was about to hear something she would rather NOT. people tended to keep their voices soft, their demeanor delicate when they were about to break your heart (But didn’t want to in the slightest), as if it helped. 

Quiet, well intended words cut just as deep. Disappointment or Death still stayed put, lingering like fog, or a particularly long night. She knew this very well, and avoided it in her job as much as possible, favoring distraction to truth far too often.

The trouble was, she couldn’t look away, and she couldn’t refuse to listen. It was all too familiar. He was becoming all too familiar, even though she couldn’t quite place why. 

“Please. I just want to understand.”

         “ glinda, i...am SO sorry... ”

this time the parallel to his last words to her is intentional, &. he waits a moment for it to sink in, watching her carefully the whole time. she must have suspected. or have been BEGINNING to suspect, at least. little by little he’s given her all the tools she needed to figure it out, even BEFORE the return of his memories. it’s hard to imagine her staying in the dark any longer.

he could tell her NOW &. remove all doubt. this just might be a situation where it’s best not to wait until glinda has it all figured out. it isn’t that he questions her ability to piece it all together. ( if anything, it’s quite the contrary, &. not JUST because of his newly limited mental capacity. ) what he knows, though, is no matter how correct her suspicions may be, she’ll still turn to him for confirmation.

               damned if he DOES, &. damned if he doesn’t.

         “ ‘m not the MAN i used to be, &. i’ve never been the one you deserved. ”  a confession. perhaps one of his most honest to-date. he can’t bring himself to say his old name yet, but this is good enough. he HOPES.  “ ...i loved you too. ”

[brcinlcss-blog]

so, given how long it’s been since i’ve been on this blog, i’m going to be doing my best to start completely fresh. i’ll be very frugal about which drafts i’m keeping. chances are that if you don’t see it answered within the month, it’s probably dropped. i’m sorry about that. i’ll also be completely clearing out my inbox as well.

it’s time for a new start. i’ve missed fiyero for a really long time and i’ve got a nice little window of opportunity to get back into the swing of things. please be patient with me, and definitely never be afraid to hit me up on dis.cord or sk/ype. my handles are ellihelm#1949 and theblackestswan respectively. just lemme know who you are on the latter when you add me and throw an im my way if you decide to add me on the former.

thank you all so much for being fabulous! smooches

[brcinlcss-blog]

“ you mean you’ll make me HARD? i’m already hard. ”

                                                                        “ stop. STOP. ”

“ oh you wicked woman, you have bewitched me again, LOOK, it has a m i n d of its own– ”

promo cred.

[aimovoriia-a-deactivated2022063]

lcvelymemes:

» halsey lyrics meme

Put a sentence in my ask to see how my muse responds.

❝ I find myself alone when each day is through. ❞

❝ Yes, I’ll admit that I’m a fool for you. ❞

❝ You’ve got a way to keep me on your side. ❞

❝ You give me cause for love that I can’t hide. ❞

❝ If you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight. ❞

❝ I tried to hold these secrets inside me. ❞

❝ My mind’s like a deadly disease. ❞

❝ I’m meaner than my demons. ❞

❝ Please stop, you’re scaring me. ❞

❝ Goddamn right, you should be scared of me. ❞

❝ Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? ❞

❝ You can’t wake up, this is not a dream. ❞

❝ I think there’s a flaw in my code. ❞

❝ These voices won’t leave me alone. ❞

❝ Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me? ❞

❝ Keep on haunting me. ❞

❝ I was as pure as a river, but now I think I’m possessed. ❞

❝ I’ve been cold since you left. ❞

❝ You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold. ❞

❝ I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave. ❞

❝ I came here so you’d come for me. ❞

❝ You weren’t looking for me. ❞

❝ I’m such a fool to pay this price. ❞

❝ I don’t think he remembers. ❞

❝ I don’t have to fucking tell you anything. ❞

❝ That’s the beauty of a secret, you know you’re supposed to keep it. ❞

❝ These days I can’t seem to get along with anyone. ❞

❝ Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so. ❞

❝ You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece. ❞

❝ You were a vision in the morning when the light came through. ❞

❝ I know I’ve only felt religion when I’ve lied with you. ❞

❝ I’m still waking every morning but it’s not with you. ❞

❝ I’m searching for something that I can’t reach. ❞

❝ Kiss me in the corridor. ❞

❝ You say that you’re no good for me. ❞

❝ What happened to the soul that you used to be? ❞

❝ Do you remember the taste of my lips that night? ❞

❝ We’ll be running again. ❞

❝ I’m a one night stand. ❞

❝ I’m the violence in the pouring rain. ❞

❝ I’m a hurricane. ❞

❝ I found myself reminded to keep you far away from me. ❞

❝ Well lately, I like ‘em crazy. ❞

❝ I can never keep my eyes off this. ❞

❝ All we do is drive. ❞

❝ We know very well who we are. ❞

❝ I’m headed straight for the castle. ❞

❝ They wanna make me their queen. ❞

❝ If you wanna break these walls down, you’re gonna get bruised. ❞

❝ I just wanna feel your lips against my skin. ❞

❝ I promised myself I wouldn’t let you complete me. ❞

❝ I’m sorry but I fell in love tonight. ❞

❝ I didn’t mean to fall in love tonight. ❞

❝ Could we pretend that we’re in love? ❞

❝ We’re the underdogs in this world alone. ❞

❝ They can break our hearts, they won’t take our souls. ❞

❝ Would you bleed for me? ❞

❝ Let’s cause a little trouble. ❞

❝ Would you lie for me? ❞

❝ I wouldn’t leave you if you’d let me. ❞

[braindeadtv]

the ‘it didn’t mean anything’ kiss

[isaacdamerons]

Turn It Off / I’m Alive mashup ft. Lin Manuel Miranda on tambourine and in a T-Bird’s jacket (x)

[imgladtobeonyourteam]

Brain Dead 1.04 http://bit.ly/298SU9d

[leepacey]

[x]

[cxmocxmmando]

obscenely domestic starter sentences

❝ Stop man-handling the ice cream! ❞ ❝ Change the channel and I’ll kill you. ❞ ❝ You actual shit, you started without me!? ❞ ❝ Since I’m up, by default I will get your _____. ❞ ❝ Did you just throw a sock ball at me!? ❞ ❝ How about this, how about you fight the rest of the cereal by yourself and I’ll courageously make pancakes for those of us who want a little warmth in our mornings. ❞ ❝ Whiskey is a breakfast staple, anyone who says otherwise is fucking lying. ❞ ❝ My underwear are now bright pink because of you, thank you very much. ❞ ❝ Can you stop kicking me? ❞ ❝ I don’t go shopping I get and retrieve. I have a narrow focus, unlike some people. ❞ ❝ Did you walk the dog? ❞ ❝ You, me, PJ’s, pizza, bed. The PJ’s are optional. ❞ ❝ Only you could make the idea of beating up already dead meat sound attractive. ❞ ❝ I can feel you staring at me, why don’t you just come in? ❞ ❝ Good news; we have internet again! ❞ ❝ I don’t want to file taxes, why don’t you be the adult? ❞ ❝ You snuggling me over an open flame is an invitation for my nipples to disappear. ❞ ❝ I know you’re scared of my mother but contemplating arson isn’t the way to fix this. ❞ ❝ I installed a stripper pole while you were gone because it made me think of you. ❞ ❝ All I was doing was helping the barista learn to spell my name properly. The song and dance should NOT have gotten you that embarrassed. ❞ ❝ How about we just never mention this again? ❞ ❝ Have you seen my earrings/necklace/rings? ❞  ❝ You are literally the child we both want/neither of us want. ❞ ❝ Did you call the doctor about that? ❞ ❝ Let me pop it, just let me pop it, nothing bad will happen, I swear! ❞ ❝ You almost left me at the gas station! ❞ ❝ Alright look! Next time you want to barbecue with the hair dryer, just make sure I’m home! ❞ ❝ I didn’t think the sink had this much water inside of it. ❞ ❝ Don’t be mad, but _____. ❞

Bonus for multi-lingual situations: ❝ Can you translate the news for me? None of this makes sense. ❞ ❝ What is the word for this? *points at ____* I keep wanting to say ‘printer’ but I feel that is wrong. ❞ ❝ Next time she calls you a ____ you just reply with _____. ❞ ❝ I’m sorry but my pronunciation must sound really bad to you. ❞ ❝ Shit! The government doesn’t have my alphabet, put this in a way I understand! ❞ ❝ Can you finger spell that for me, I’m not quite up to that level yet. ❞ ❝ That was said so horribly wrong but you sounded very cute while trying. A for effort. ❞

[forwantofasoul]

“Don’t avoid this any more than you already have, Fiyero Tigelaar. I am in absolutely no mood to repeat myself.”

[brcinlcss-blog]

           “ ...i forgot? ”  somehow, his sheepish smile was almost 100% genuine.  “ you know me, fae. ‘ve got the world’s worst memory. you’ll have to refresh it. ”

[cxrrera]

                          “–What were you even thinking?” Sally will forgive him, she was sure, but for now – he obviously was upset. He obviously wasn’t thinking, so her question was rather redundant, but still. That was the only thing that could come out of her mouth as she continued to look at him with a stunned, confused face that spoke a thousand more words than her near-speechless lips ever could.

                          Sally stopped staring and instead grabbed her bag from the chair across the room. She needed to go – or something. “Look, I know you were in bad states last night, but …” She breathed in deep, her voice shaking a little as she talked.

                         “You’re okay now, right? I can go?”

[brcinlcss-blog]

           “ i... ”  truth be told, he’s not sure how to answer that. the obvious reply is ‘i wasn’t,’ but that’s as clear to her as it is to him. why had his hungover self thought that doing that could ever be a good idea? that was the REAL question here. with his mind clear it was hard to imagine what he’d been thinking, but in that fuzzy state of awareness he’d been in because of his hangover? that was where the answers were.

which, of course, means that he’ll never ever get them. there’s no way in hell he’s be getting that drunk ever again.

           “ sally, wait— ! ”  fiyero drags his face out of his hands to look at her pitifully, eyes glistening with another apology he can’t quite manage to force out yet. don’t go. please don’t go. everyone leaves. not you too.  “ can we...can we talk? ”

awkwardness or not, she’s still his best friend, and after last night it’s clear that he needs it.  “ n-not about what just happened, i mean, but... ”  out with it already, tigelaar, he scolds himself.  “ i need someone to talk to. please. ”

[forwantofasoul]

“No. And you already knew that, so stop avoiding the question.”

[brcinlcss-blog]

           “ what question? ”

[brcinlcss-blog]

▲ HURT ME

it’s a five times meme | accepting! | @wiickedly

▲  five time my muse thought about kissing yours, and the one time they did.

i.  THE FIRST TIME it happens it’s just an errant thought. an instinct. a reflex left over from his days of dancing through life that flares up when she purses her lips ( kissable lips, his brain so unhelpfully notes for him ), only to be quickly tamped down again once he has control over his breathing.

get a hold of yourself, tigelaar, he reminds himself firmly, eyes darting back quickly to his book as he hopes that his wandering eyes and thoughts will go unnoticed.

ii.  THE SECOND TIME it’s just as unexpected, though no less jarring. he takes longer to snap out of the reverie, and the whole time his eyes are glued to the seductive curve of her lips. she’s smiling. in all the times he’s been over — reading to himself and, when prompted, reading to her — he’s never seen her smile. not once.

he wants to be the one who makes her do it more.

iii.  by THE FIFTH TIME he’s beginning to feel ridiculous. it’s not an accident. it’s not instinct. he’s got a crush — his first since glinda and elphaba, and he can’t help but feel GUILTY about it. it’s the guilt that helps him to squash down the urge quickly, and each time he spends less time observing and retreats just a little further into his daily reading. it’s too soon. it’s too soon.

iv.  THE TWELFTH TIME comes and his guilt has faded, leaving with it a new sense of despair. unrequitement. she’s taken to noticing his dazed, staring fits and pointing them out, stern but good-natured in the way that friends usually were. JUST friends. he’s careful not to mistake them for anything more, even when his brain ( or henry, bless the kid ) insists that her smile is just a bit too fond for friendship.

what could she want with a witless fool like him anyway?

v.  when THE THIRTY-FOURTH TIME rolls around it’s not just a thought but an almost. she’s helping him close up the daycare when it happens. he’s turning around after putting away the last toy when he trips — honest to god trips — over a doll he could have sworn he’d just put away flailing and falling and landing...right on top of zelena.

                    WELL FUCK.

lips hover over lips for what feels like an eternity and he swallows hard, eyes darting back and forth between her eyes and her mouth while he fights the urge to surge forward and claim. when his brain decides to glitch out and insist that she swallowed nervously he forces his body back up and away, ignoring how his brain pointed out how she’d followed after him as if expecting the kiss.

it’s tempting to leave it there. he could turn around and walk out and pretend none of this ever happened and go back to pining. he almost does it too, but when he finally manages to drag his gaze away from the floor to meet hers he sees a longing to match that unnamed pitter-patter in his chest and decides what the hell.

           “ ...you wanna go out sometime? ”

this time they’re both grinning when she says yes.

+i.  THEIR FIRST KISS has been a long time coming. a long time pining. a long time waiting. still, standing here at her doorstep at the end of their very first date, he can’t help but grin when they finally pull away.

           “ WORTH IT. ”

[leepacey]

who taught aaron tveit how to smile

[hepburnaudrey]