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Please Lord let me get worse 🎀

Does anyone else feel embarrassed for failing at their ED as an adult?

Like I have more control over my actions and my life than I ever did living with my parents- but I can’t lose weight or stay in a consistent deficit.

I’m such a 🐖

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🍽 savoury/salty m3alsp0 🍽

if you recognise this board pls read my pinned 🙏

(all pics from 📌trest)

🌸New week, same fast🌸

I used Sunday as a free binge day and I only eat dinner Monday-Saturday. This has been working out really well since I work Tuesday-Saturday and my hubby doesn't monitor if I ate or not on Mondays (my day off). I'm hoping to lose another 10 pounds this week from restricting. Once I get down to 160 lbs. I'm gonna start incorporating some workouts to help flatten my stomach.

🌺Wish me luck!🌺

#thiisnpo #aneroxic #anerexix #anerexa #skin and bones #anorexii #anorexya #thinnspiration #thinnspo #thinspiro #thiinspiration

🌸Fasting during the day🌸

To get back on track I've been fasting throughout the day and only eating dinner at night. So far I've lost 6 lbs and I've only been doing it for a week. I'm hoping to get down to at least 150 before the summer. My birthday is in July as well and I don't want to look like a whale in my birthday pictures this year. Wish me luck! 🌺

❣️Stats❣️

Sw: 187 lbs.

Cw: 177.4 lbs.

Gw1: 170 lbs.

#aneroxic #skin and bones #anerexa #anerexix #anerexia #thiisnpo #ana thoughts #analog #thinnspo

🌸Time to get serious🌸

Started a fast last night after a binge because my brother decided to order pizza 🍕 at 10:30 at night 🙃 Gonna weigh in tomorrow before work. I'm going to try and fast until tomorrow night. I know I can do this. I did it before and lost 40 lbs. I can do it again. Wish me luck!

#ana diet #thiisnpo #aneroxic #stray kids #anorexii #anorexya #anorexiz #anorexa

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♡Keep your ED a secret tips♡

how to act

act happy because a happy person can't be anarexic right?

Don't talk about food, because normal people don't fixate on food

Don't stare at people when they are eating, because people will notice your food obsession

How to dispose of food

Blend and pour down the sink

flush down toilet

dispose outside of your house

feed to pets/siblings

NEVER DISPOSE IN YOUR OWN BIN

excuses for not eating

nausea (can work for days, if you say you have a stomach bug, it can get you out of eating for days)

ate at home/ate at school

how to make it look like you're eating more

take food from the pantry often to make it look like your snacking

leave wrappers around

leave dirty dishes in your room

when eating with family, keep a drink bottle next to you and spit food into there and dispose of it later

ask your parents to buy certain food (like chocolate)

switch packaging of diet foods with high cal food (eg swap sugar free jello packet with regular jello packet)

What to do if your forced to eat

Don't make a big deal out of it, because if you do that suspicious

eat a high volume meal

Working hard but also hardly working 🙃

Trying to get back on track by slowly reducing my eating and doing mild workouts. So far I think I'm doing good, haven't lost any weight that I know of because I'm too scared to get on the scale.😔 I think I'm gonna check my weight tomorrow just to see where I'm at and how long I think it'll take to reach my first goal.

Gw: 165 lbs.