It is hard to open this post. My thoughts started running at 1am, I stopped my draft at 3am, and now after 12 hours, things had spiralled into a more chaotic state. I will try my best to continue what I left off yesterday night and reconcile everything in my mind.
Some time ago, I was known for my opinion /evaluation. Although I am a mini volcano that erupts at the slightest thing, I try my best to be as rationale and as logical.
So Orange, is just a colour.
With that said, I still embrace Orange and don’t fancy the idea of sharing it with another fandom. But I was also one among the audience when Orange is being threatened. Because like many non-SHCJ, I could not understand the drastic reaction of SHCJ. Even Oppayam’s earlier words in an earlier saga puzzled me – “The thing that we want to protect, is Shinhwa’s stage and Orange Colour. Not the number of fans we have”.
iKon saga, by now is my 2nd or 3rd time witnessing our Orange being threaten. Eric spoke, and that got me questioning – had I been looking at things only on the surface? I started letting my thoughts run. *Some side track - I seriously felt like hugging him.*
Is Orange really just a colour? Are SHCJ really immature like the accusation from other fandoms? Why did Dongwan say that sentence that I could not grasp? He is usually the Oppa with wise words. *Another side track. Sorry oppayam that I gave more thoughts to Eric’s words and dismissed yours like this =X It is just…leadernim doesn’t usually speak up and when he does, he has good reasons.*
To answer my own questions, I decided to face the Shinhwa tag in twitter, even if some of them from my Orange Sisters are not what I would concur. But hidden among emotional rants and insults, are some gems. As I read more, I began to understand.
Like how countries have flags, companies have logos, religions have symbols, we have Orange. It is a symbol with deeper meaning for a distinct group of people and none of such for another.
Some tried to easily dismiss SHCJ’s reaction claiming that there aren’t enough colours to go around and they are willing to share, why can’t we?
Because your fandom colour does not represent your identity as much as our Orange represents ours. Allow me to explain. Take for example Big Bang. Big Bang’s fandom had a yellow crown. That is their identity. Some claimed they will be alright if a new fandom takes yellow, but will they be able to say the same if a new fandom specifically use a yellow crown? Our pioneer SHCJ did not have fanciful designed light sticks 18 years ago. Our identity is not an orange balloon, and orange lightstick, orange raincoat or orange crown etc. We are simply…Orange. So our Orange is equivalent to Big Bang’s yellow crown, not just their yellow.
Orange also represents the journey where Shinhwa and Shinhwa Changjo walked together; almost 2 decades of joy and hardship; 2 decades of precious memories. It is the bond between us. When Shinhwa sees Orange, it reminds them of us. When we see Orange, it reminds us of them, and our other Orange Sisters.
There is a reason for Shinhwa Changjo’s and Shinhwa’s persistent in Orange. It is something we hold dear to our hearts being endangered. And I can now understand why there is such a fierce resistance. I don’t want such a day where at a K Pop event, I see someone in Orange and couldn’t tell if she/he is one in the Orange family. The irony of the sentence itself explains.
With that understanding, I see why we are so obstinate whereas other fandom couldn’t understand and easily dismiss their fandom colour as “just a colour”.
Orange is just colour. But to SHCJ, orange is an identity and a magical bond. You don’t need to be in a fandom of a 1st generation idol to understand our reaction. You just need to have a nationality, or a religion, or have at least one thing symbolic that you want to protect (e.g. the real symbol of your fandom, although unlike ours, it might not be your fandom colour).
When one claimed SHCJ or any Shinhwa member are immature or childish over Orange, why not take a step back and think? Why try to dismiss something important to someone at a value of what it means to you? It is just a piece of cloth with pattern (for a flag); it is just architecture (for a religious building), it is just a colour (for Orange).
It is immature if we go overboard, but it is also immature to provoke. It is irresponsible to treat reactions as over-reacting without understanding the value of something you had tried to take from them.
With that, I finally understand Oppayam.
“The thing that we want to protect, is Shinhwa’s stage and Orange Colour. Not the number of fans we have”.
P.S: Dear YG, it is not the first time we clash because of fandom colour. As I understand from fans of your group, fandom colours is not as important to them as it is to SHCJ. Since that is the case, may I suggest for you to consider your own colours first when you introduce a new band so such unhappiness can be avoided in the future. As much as it isn’t important to you, Orange is precious to us. We seek your kind understanding on this matter.