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Im just stressed. So stressed.

Imagine im so fucked up even the national guard won't take me lmao

Sometimes I think about how it felt to almost die. The pain in my abdomen from throwing up, the hole in my intestine, not being able to eat or drink and it all just tasting salty. Being in the homeless shelter bathroom getting my hair braided because I was too dizzy to stand anymore. Being pushed into that rusty fence and begging my mom to call my granddad. Throwing up more at his house and not in the ER. Being put under anesthesia and my last words to myself being........

Only watching law & order svu and guardians of the galaxy in the 7 days after.

#trichotillomania #trichophagia #rapunzel syndrome #ocd #bfrb #law and order svu #law and order special victims unit #guardians of the galaxy

Sometimes I think about shit my mom did when I was younger and just think "what the fuck" because seriously what went through her head is foreign to me

#the mother daughter relationship has been rocky #mommy issues

Hell is quite literally a teenage girl because what the fuck is wrong with me.

#ocd #bfrb #trichotillomania #hell is a teenage girl #i hate this

Its so easy to feel like a failure after pulling, but i know I can have bad days but still be getting better.

#trichotillomania #bfrb

asexual-amanita

OCD is never about liking being clean or organized. I’ve never met a person with OCD who actually likes to do their compulsions. We do them because we’re terrified of what will happen if we don’t. It’s not preference that makes us act, it’s this false sense of urgency and extreme panic.

This juneteenth was hard. I didnt even get told happy juneteenth by my white friends

#i didnt expect it anyways #id be confused if they did #juneteenth #happy juneteenth #black americans

People have rubbed my head for good luck.

#bald girl #trichotillomania #bfrb

I really need to use this more I have a significant amount of opinions

#opinion

The trichotillomania is beating my ass rn

#bfrb awareness #trichotillomania

I hate that being seen as a comic fan depends on how much physical media you have, like yes I love Roy Harper, Jason Todd, and Stephanie Brown. Yes I reset I am sober after 2 hours. Yes my dad was an addict and I had/have issues with my mom. Is that not enough?

#dc comics #dc universe #jason todd #jason peter todd #stephanie brown #spoiler dc #red hood #arsenal #green arrow #batfam #batgirl #roy harper #jayroy

The government is trying to take away my Ao3

#ao3 #archive of our own #ao3 is down

nootdraws

My WIFE (ao3) has been SHOT (is down for maintenance) and is DEAD FOREVER (probably will be back up in a few hours)

It's 3am, should I start reading a short 15k fic? Yes, yes I should. How dare anyone say otherwise.

#ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #reading

Did infact end up cutting off a bunch of my hair, but it looked like crap anyway. On a lighter note, im growing out a rat tail effective immediately!

#trichotillomania #bfrb #tw bfrb #bald girl

As someone with trichotillomania its so infuriating when people try to tell me to just stop, or not to pull in one area because it gives me bald spots like DONT YOU THINK I KNOW THAT SHUT UP

#trichotillomania #bfrb #bfrb awareness

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