the sad, the bad, the fad

25, bi, UK

[sevenheartbeats]

[waaytoopoor]

[asking-the-death]

[traumabpd]

[abnormall]

i want to disappear. i want to wither away to nothing.

[infpisme]

I’m a master of speaking silently, all my life I’ve spoken silently and I’ve lived through entire tragedies in silence

Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Meek One

[1617]

pain changes people, it makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out

[flowercavities]

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

[x-lil-sad-lil-anxious-x]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

[suicideisthesolution]

How often can you break until there is nothing left of you?

-V. J.

[abnormall]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[never-not-ever]

But the absolute worst part of depression is that even though you know you’re depressed, you’re unable to stop yourself from getting worse.

- Rue, Euphoria (2019)

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

it’s one of those nights again

The ones I wish I was dead

[the-suicide-effect]

“Anxiety is always feeling like something is out of place and when you can’t find what it is…you start to think it’s you”

-the suicide effect