Sometimes it's best to forget.

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[bromineiscandy]

A pleasure to meet you all, truly a pleasure.

((OOC info under the cut, pinned post))

another blog by me, bunny, the person who came out of nowhere swinging SEMI-LUKEWARM

null will randomly blip out of existence with my motivation and energy levels!

THERE MAY BE DISTURBING CONTENT ON THIS BLOG, PLEASE BE AWARE, IF YOU NEED SOMETHING TAGGED POLITELY ASK OR UNFOLLOW

i tag the following:

blood // horror gif needles anatomical hearts bats deep ocean

since mobile is a fuck, heres the ooc page info put here

my name is bunny, im 25+, i do not want to be addressed

im also over on honey’s blog

do not send me IMs in character, i will accept them as ooc if you don't have my discord, otherwise dont

do not leave Replies on my posts, i have stated this multiple times, i don't notice them in the deluge of activity notifications i receive, if you want to have a conversation on a post i have made reblog the post

youre free to ask for my discord but i dont guarantee that ill talk to you regularly, i am not a talkative person

im not Extremely picky with who i follow and will block freely and without hesitation. im here to curate my ideal experience, not save the feelings of a stranger. 

while i understand that ic=/=ooc if your character is transphobic or racist in any way please dont interact, actually

this page does not accept magic anons

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██████ ████ was born in the ████ ███████

they are a nonbinary kindred of indiscernable race

they are 5’7”, approx 145 lbs

they were embraced ████ years ago by ███ █████ and are a malkavian of the █th generation

they have been going by null between identities that they take on, and prefer to be referred to as such

null is a touch and sex-repulsed aro-ace

they are a well practiced and extremely talented chemist and are addicted to inhaling caustic chemical substances. frequently they struggle to function, even without needing to breathe, without having a gas mask on. it reeks of chlorine and vitae. 

null has a memory spanning three months and will forget you if they do not keep in contact for approximately three months time. 

null does not remember anything about their past or previous lives, and everything they write is in indecipherable codes and different languages and scripts. 

they have a ghoul named Ripper who they collected ████ years ago, Ripper keeps null safe when they are unable to or when they are unaware of the dangers around themself. 

they are friends with a mage self-turned construct named Heim who they affectionately refer to as The Good Doctor, who has been responsible for dozens of cults over the centuries

they have also made friends with Delilah multiple times over their lifetimes.

between times of voluntary torpor they will frequently fully forget who they are and who they are or have been associated with. they rely on their own notes and the recollections of Ripper and The Good Doctor.

will add more if i can think of anything

[dikdikpronouncedxylophone]

The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.

[syn4k]

[unorcadox]

[feral-ballad]

Jane Hirshfield, from The Beauty: Poems; “Entanglement”

[Text ID: “You are there. I am here. I remember.”]

[escuerzoresucitado]

[bromineiscandy]

What a delightful evening this has been so far. Work has been smooth going and otherwise reading has been incredibly pleasant.

[inbetween-beast-and-man]

🎶

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

died and came back tired. died and came back exhausted. died and came back with manic energy. died and came back with malingering unease. died and came back twitchy. so many possibilities

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

died and came back and refuses to talk about it. died and came back but don't know if it's permanent. died and came back with tragic knowledge of the future. died and came back with memories that aren't yours. died and came back with a implacable sense of doom. died and came back and now crows are following you

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

died and came back and refuse to elaborate. everything is fine. it's fine!

[joelpersels]

[bromineiscandy]

Wretched.

[beloved-menagerie]

can't just say 'i want to debone you with my own two hands' and have it be normal

-- Juan

[bromineiscandy]

I agree with you fully, you.

[nightoftheliving-dead]

reblog if you're a fucked up creature 👍🏾

[bromineiscandy]

I would recognize my own cipher anywhere, but it is strange to read something unrecognizable but undeniably your own work. Some of these, of course, were not written by me, the handwriting isn't mine, but I can recognize Ripper's handwriting, the Good Doctor's, ah, this is my own, an old stone tablet, some of my earliest notes, pristinely kept, but still experiencing the wear of modern day. I should have Ripper assist me in rerecording these notes before they're lost forever to time.

[bromineiscandy]

I'm reminded of something. Something that fills me with this incomprehensible rage, my arms could never have been filled enough to take all that I missed, and now it is gone. Sure as ash has ever been and ever will be again, there is nothing there now, there is nothing here in my head either, simply a hole where that knowledge once was. She would remember, and I am sure she does, unless that was before her time, it's hard to say, I forget so much these days. I think I shall spend some time reading tonight, there are so many notes left untouched.

[unorcadox]

[bromineiscandy]

Acidic blood is not easy to come by! Luckily I have a finite supply.

[bromineiscandy]

If you want acid in your mouth you need to ask politely!