i wish i could explain how tired i am without sounding dramatic
like mentally, emotionally, spiritually…
i just need a nap that restarts my whole life

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i wish i could explain how tired i am without sounding dramatic
like mentally, emotionally, spiritually…
i just need a nap that restarts my whole life
“I have a friend who says that’s why people take vacations. Not to relax or find excitement or see new places. To escape the death that exists in routine things.”
Don Delillo, White Noise
ReShade Preset Recommendations
I'll start a content boost with some preset recommendations for the crowd adjusting to the post-gshade world.
Purple Cocoon Reborn, Maya
I've been using Purple Cocoon a lot these days since they updated it for compatibility with ReShade. Free, versatile, and very comprehensive; the link below provides excellent instructions for those wondering how to properly set up your ReShade installation. Make sure you download parts 1 and 2. Download
Wi-Fi Presets
WiFi_photospire is the creator of a preset collection with custom textures for sophisticated compositions; an excellent choice with gorgeous results if you like to play with light sources.
Download
Expresso Glow
espressolala's Expresso Glow is an old favorite that's also available for Reshade. Excellent performance and awesome, crisp results with great color balance.
You can use the Espresso Glow program to install just the presets and textures by selecting "Install with Compatibility Mode": It'll preserve your current ReShade version and all installed presets.
Install Instructions and download
Yomigami Okami
One that I recently rediscovered is Yomigammy's Yomigami Okami, ported to vanilla ReShade 5.6 by meynan_ffxiv. A very flexible, lightweight collection of 14 presets, and the aspect I like the most is how it handles wood tones in general, lovely enhancing warmth without oversaturating.
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Do you have any other ReShade preset collections that you like? Let me know!
How to install loose files/textures files in Penumbra
Other Guides:
This guide explains it pretty well and is probably “more correct” than how I do it.
https://reniguide.info/#loosefiles
Disclaimer:
I do it slightly differently. It’s 100% likely this isn’t the “most correct” way to do it. But it’s the way I started to do it and I’m a creature of habit. Terrible terrible habits. Feel free to let me know if there’s a better way to do this! I don’t uh keep up with the Penumbra documentation so I just kinda stumble around until I figure out what I wanna do.
Notes:
A cleaner way to do the first step(s) would be to create a mod pack with your face + body in it rather than a full install of bibo+ and the asym face.
I do this normally, but for this example I just imported the full asym face pack so I could test all 4 face types.
You might need to redraw you character to get the changes to appear. If things aren’t changing double check that you:
Have the mod enabled
It works on the character type you’re trying to apply it to
You have the correct collection applied to your character
You Will Need
Spiswel’s Asym Faces if using an Asym Face Texture Set. Find them here https://ko-fi.com/adagiofantasque/shop
Bibo+ if using any of my body textures https://trello.com/c/lfbNOzwy/1-bibo-main-install
Loose Texture files to install.
Steps
1. Import the base mod pack into Penumbra. For this example I’m using the Fem Viera Asym Face Pack.
2. Go to “Edit Mod”. Rename it to whatever you want. You can edit other information on this panel. You want to rename it so A) You know what it is and B) so that you can have multiple of the same base mod installed.
3. Go to “Advanced Editing”. A new panel will open. Go to “Texture Import/Export” on this new panel.
4. Click on the arrow marked ‘1′. A drop down will appear. Select the texture you want to replace. In this example it’s the face 1 diffuse. If you get a bunch of red text, you’ve selected the wrong file. Usually it’s one above it. Once you find the texture you want to replace, click on the folder marked ‘2′. This will let you browse to the texture you want to import.
5. Once you’ve imported the new texture you need to save it. Click on “Save as Tex”.
6. That will open a file browser. You then want to go and find the file you’re overwriting.
In this case it’s all the way in “AsymFaces - Viera Female\AsymFaces (Required Files)\REQUIRED\chara\human\c1801\obj\face\f0001\texture“.
I’m replacing the “–c1801f0001_fac_b_d.tex” file. Then Click “ok”.
7. That should be it! You may need to redraw your character to see changes. Do the same for any normal maps or specular/multi maps that might be needed. Once you do this a few times it’s should be super easy to hot swap stuff.
“One must pay dearly for immortality; one has to die several times while still alive.”
— Friedrich Nietzsche
The light in the dark.
Wanted to test it out
“Some people are born with tornados in their lives, but constellations in their eyes. Other people are born with stars at their feet, but their souls are lost at sea.”
— Perspectives, Nikita Gill
"You are a lioness. A goddess with a mane of perfect, flaming love. Heaven art thou heart and I can't get enough."
"Be careful.. you could fall in love with me and I'm not sure if that's a journey that you are ready for. I mean, could you love me until the sun turns to dust? Could you breathe in my heartbeats with your every breath?? Could you fall for me time and time again like I do for you? I'd like to think you could, at least I hope you can.."
Loving me is a special journey that isn't reserved for the faint of heart - eUë
Tarot cheat sheet
Major Arcana
The Fool-Beginnings, Risks The Magician- Actions, manifestations The High Priestess- Hidden knowledge, Secrets The Empress- Resources, Abundance The Emperor- Boundaries, Order The Heirophant- Education, Lessons, Unity The Lovers- Love, decisions The Chariot- Progress, determination Strength- Managing situations, endurance The Hermit- Searching, analysis The Wheel of Fortune- Fate, Luck Justice- Decisions, Balance The Hanged Man- Waiting, sacrifice Death- Transformation, Rebirth Temperance- Negotiation, common ground The Devil-Restrictions, Indulgence The Tower-Unexpected failure, breakdowns The Star- Hope and guidance The Moon- Anxiety and deep emotions The Sun- Growth, Recovery Judgement- The past, second chances The World- Success, completion
Minor Arcana
Cups- Water Element, “I feel”- How emotions rule over and work within the meanings of the cards.
Ace- Love, Beginnings Two- Partnerships Three- Celebration Four- Boredom, longing Five- Loss, sadness Six- Peace, reconciliation Seven- confusion, possibilities Eight- Departure, leaving behind Nine- A wish coming true, contentment Ten- Happiness, family Page- Opportunities, Chances Knights- Emotional and dreamy influence Queen- Intelligent and intuitive influence King- Charismatic and Wise influence
Pentacles- Earth Element, “I have”- How possessions rule over and work within the meanings of the cards.
Ace- Money, success, beginnings Two- Decisions, balancing finances Three- Showing talents, chances Four- Stability, hiding Five- Financial loss, chasing Six- Generosity, supporting Seven- Potential with work Eight- Money coming, building success Nine- Comfort, success Ten- Inheritance, something lost Page- An offer Knight- A dependable influence Queen- A genorous influence King- A prosperous influence
Swords- Air Element, “I think”- How thoughts rule over and work within the meanings of the cards.
Ace- Success Two- Stalemate Three- Heartbreak Four- Rest, overwhelmed Five- Conflict Six- Leaving conflict behind Seven- Theft of positivity Eight- Restriction Nine- Anxiety Ten- Endings Page- Intelligence, alertness Knight- A opposing influence Queen- An independent influence King- A strong willed influence
Wands- Fire Element, “I desire”- How desires rule over and work within the meanings of the cards.
Ace- News, beginnings, fertility Two- Making plans Three- Travel Four- Freedom, rest Five- Stong opinions, fights Six- Victory Seven- Work, effort Eight- News, attack Nine- Stress, suspicion, strength Ten- Burdened, work Page- A message, understanding Knight- A motivational influence Queen- A creative influence King- An expressive influence
Breaking Astrology Down
Your Sun is about yourself. Your Moon is your heart. Your Rising is how you look. Your Mercury is the way you think. Your Venus is how you love. Your Mars is how you deal with life. Your Jupiter is your luck. Your Saturn is how you discipline yourself and your responsibilities. Your Uranus is how unique you are. Your Neptune is your imagination. Your Pluto is your transformation. Your Chiron is how you heal. Your Ceres is how you take care of yourself. Your Pallas is your relationships. Your Juno is beauty and Influences. Your Vesta is your potential and your organization. Your North Node is how you develop in your current life. Your South Node is how you developed in your past life. Your Midheaven is your career, how others view you. Your Lilith is your hidden emotions.
Finally, a simple explanation.
“During pregnancy, the mother experiences the highest Divine Law. The mother who is expecting and will give birth to a child gives a new life to a Soul and thus serves the Divine Evolution Plan.”
— X X
When you get on a real spiritual path, everything comes up, at a fast rate of speed. Things may seem very bad, terrible, to some people. It doesn't happen to everybody. It is because you are accelerating your karma. It's all coming out of you. It's all being totally dissolved. And then if you hold on, become still and quiet and do not react to these things, all of a sudden you will start feeling a profound peace, a profound happiness, a profound joy. You will finally feel freedom.
— Robert Adams
"Why did you devote all that energy and attention to me if you knew you didn't even want to try to make our situation work?"
I know I'm being selfish but I really wanted a chance // What I want to say {m.a}
the most beautiful words in the english language
ineffable — indescribable, unspeakable
eudaemonia — the state of consummate happiness
sumptuous — extremely costly, luxurious, magnificent
nadir — the lowest point (of something abstract)
lassitude —tiredness, lack of energy
scintilla — a spark or a trace of something
aurora — the dawn
quintessential — perfectly typical or representative of a particular kind of person or thing
renaissance — revival
bodacious — remarkable, admirable
ebullience — the quality of excitement and enthusiasm