Brown in Japan

Just a brown guy living in Tokyo Japan. ダメ人間, 人間のクソです.    

[lunaphic-phic]

Isn’t that adorable, pyramid/sandwich/cheese/cake/watermelon/teabag/milk head, Japan is so Japan

By the way, that doesn’t make me fear pyramid head even a little bit less, nothing does

[yugiohnoshebetterdont]

So we’ve learnt that if you’re a basic white gay twink who comes out on youtube to your parents

You not only get $10,000 from Ellen Degeneres

but you also get a leg up into the acting world (AKA Scream Queens.)

[browninjapan]

Update

So it’s been a while since I’ve written anything.  I don’t think anyone even reads my blog, but I still need to write to layout my thoughts.  

I’ve been trying to maintain a positive attitude, especially when I interact with people.  If I smile more or put more energy at work, I think people notice the your positivity and act differently towards you, in a good way.  

I noticed this because one day, I was having a bad day, my body language, voice and attitude was quite gloomy, so the students and teachers around me didn’t want to do anything with me, lol.  So that’s something I’ve learnt.  

I guess recently, my exercise routine and slight diet change has given me more energy to perform better overall.  

I know this is a boring post.  I might write an interesting blog post next.  

[taces]

“across cultures, darker people suffer most. why?”

Andre 3000 at Lollapalooza, August 2, 2014

[blackmodel]

its really a shame how white models can get away with being legit ugly like…what…

[-silenthill]

[browninjapan]

Nervous about going to school tomorrow

So this continues from the pizza drinking party on Friday night.  I was on meds and drinking alcohol, to the point where I don’t remember everything that night.  I may have had said more things that I shouldn’t have said or may have became too emotional.  Tonight being Sunday, I’m still nervous.  

[poormichelle]

The time she wasn’t Becky with the good hair…

[jibril-deactivated20190420]

[browninjapan]

Staff Drinking Party

So Friday night after work, some of the junior high school staff and myself went to a pizza drinking party.  The food was so delicious.  Seems like they go there quite often because the owners seem to remember the JH staff’s faces.  Anyway, I have mixed  feelings about the night.  While it was great that I was able to talk with some of the staff that I have not had the change to do so before, I was so drunk and turned up too much.  During the day, I took some medication where if you drink alcohol while on it, the effects can make you too turned (I totally forgot about that).  I was too honest and loud, and have many regrets about whatI revealed about myself to the staff, it was kind of embarrassing.  I guess the positive was that thanks to a ‘mediator’ like staff member who is kind of like a mother to me, that young male teacher who constantly gives me the stinky eye and myself were able to hash out our differences, all to realise it was just a misunderstanding; he’s supposedly shy, he didn’t realise how him ignoring my greeting upset me.  The bad was because I was so turned up, I ended up confessing to him that I thought he was cute, in front of everybody.  Great, just great, I’ve got to face all the staff on Monday.  Let’s see how it goes.   

[browninjapan]

The Dirty Eye

In the office, there is a young male teacher who sits opposite me on the other side of the room.  He’s always giving me dirty looks, the dirty stink eye.  I don’t know why.  I tried to be nice, say hello to him in the morning.  Maybe it’s because I’m not a real teacher, just a lousy useless outsider ALT.  

[browninjapan]

Gloomy Morning

Lately, I just hate getting up for work, honestly not really enjoying this job at the moment.  Maybe I’ll post more details about that later.  Lately, I’ve been hitting the snooze button at least four times, which in turn makes me rush for work and kind of late.  Also doesn’t help that there is no sun as of late.  

[browninjapan]

Changes

Well I ended up going out alone.  I drank quite a bit but to be honest, I really didn’t really enjoy it.  After I came back home, I felt really down.  Don’t think I’ll be going out for a while.  Maybe if someone asks me out on a date.  

I really need to be saving my coins, my funds are really low.  I really need to be losing weight, my fatness is just not looking good on me.   

[browninjapan]

Saturday Night

What to do, stay home and slump all night or go out alone and people watch?  

[browninjapan]

First Staff Party

So yesterday, I went to my first staff party of the year, with all the elementary school staff.  It was a party farewell the leaving teachers and welcoming the new teachers.  The principle was quite drunk.  The two hosts were the mood-makers out of the staff.  They made some jokes about the principle which everyone found funny except for the principle himself.  I couldn’t tell if he was embarrassed or drunk because his face was so red.  He did drink quite a lot and was one of the few staff who poured beer for me.  The assistant to the vice principle was very nice to me, he saw I was nervous and talked to me quite a bit.  Overall, the party was mediocre, only because I didn’t get a chance to talk to the fellow staff because the whole night was full of speeches and we weren’t really allowed to talk during it.    

[browninjapan]

I’ve got to repost all my previous posts

As the title says.  So if you’re wondering why all these posts have been posted in one day, now you know why.