Brun

20, she/her, INTP, sometimes artist, MDNI, I also have a pretty rad TikTok

[brundark100]

dies irae has been stuck in my head should I be concerned or just let it happen

[brundark100]

legally blonde but Elle and Vivienne are lesbians

[maxxie-or-smth]

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

[shoelace4-48]

i mentally killed myself a hundred times

[maxxie-or-smth]

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

[brundark100]

ignoring my problems isn’t enough I need heroin

[poisonpupx-deactivated20260504]

it ' s me and my passive suicidal ideation against the world

[the-grassy-hill]

im NOT feeling shrimptastic im going to KRILL myself

[brundark100]

why is life just a seesaw between “I’m so bricked” and “I wanna kms”

[brundark100]

I wanna formally apologize in advance for how I will be acting on this app when adult Zuko voiced by Steven Yuen blesses my screen later this year.

When he’s coming on the screen so will I, HELLO

[lastunicornsworld]

If you call yourself Sylus's kitten but say, "MC and Sylus are so cute together, I love their couple so much" — you are not Sylus's kitten. You are just a wall/camera that does not exist, and you have no right to equate yourself with those who are immersed in the game and know that the player is the main heroine.

If you call yourself Jasmine or Snowflake but say, "Zayne loves MC so much" — you are not Jasmine or Snowflake. You are just a wall/camera that does not exist, and you have no right to equate yourself with those who are immersed in the game and know that the player is the main heroine.

If you call yourself Little Star but say, "Xavier deserves MC" — you are not Little Star. You are just a wall/camera that does not exist, and you have no right to equate yourself with those who are immersed in the game and know that the player is the main heroine.

If you call yourself Miss Bodyguard or Little Fish but say, "Rafayel is so funny around MC! He loves her so much" — you are not Miss Bodyguard or Little Fish. You are just a wall/camera that does not exist, and you have no right to equate yourself with those who are immersed in the game and know that the player is the main heroine.

If you call yourself Little Apple but say, "Caleb and MC have such a tragic fate, I love them so much, I want to save them from this game" — you are not Little Apple. You are just a wall/camera that does not exist, and you have no right to equate yourself with those who are immersed in the game and know that the player is the main heroine.

Don't confuse true immersion with mere observation from the sidelines. I don't want some wall/camera to think they are the same as me - someone who is truly living the story with her love interest. If you've been on a horse for one lap around the park, that doesn't make you a master of equestrian sports. You just sat in the saddle once.

It's the same here. You watched someone else's love from the outside. Maybe you even shed a tear. Maybe you even "empathized." But you didn't live that pain. You didn't drown in it. You didn't come back to those feelings a month later, feeling your heart tighten again. Because you are spectators. And we are inside. Don't equate yourself with us. It's insulting.

[brundark100]

Alright pack it up I guess people can’t enjoy things how they want to anymore, this user said so 😭

(All LADS players are valid, no matter if they identify as MC or not, dipshit. This is the most insane shit I’ve seen all day go touch grass.)

[brundark100]

being a Caleb lover with OCD is crazy cause believe me I love that man and the “gege” shit is fine but ever since the whole “baby sis” thing I’ve been having to skip so much content cause I do NAWT need extra intrusive thoughts about that shit

[brundark100]

why am I just figuring out that Sylus and Rhysand are cut from the exact same cloth

[brundark100]

when will I feel normal?

when will I actually start to enjoy things again?

when can I have an interaction without mentally cursing myself out afterwards?

feels like no matter what I do, I always end up back here. I’m going nowhere.

[brundark100]

I hate that these men aren’t real sometimes cause I KNOW my man Sylus would not let me go NEAR a gas pump

[brundark100]

Yes I am a Rafayel main

Yes I have thalassophobia

Carry on

[brundark100]

if you see me getting manipulated by a purple haired fish man ignore it I’m right where I wanna be