Ratel

Cat lady, Meow, with a touch of ED 26 year old female void/voidself

[bruteratelxo]

Got all my weight loss Medication, Fat freezing gel and Night slimming capsules.

Here we go... Another hectic weight loss journey ahead

You can have me Anna

[bruteratelxo]

Keeping portions small and Mostly vegetarian.

I've gone from 83.6kgs to 81.1kgs in a week. I'm not exercising

But I have been drowsy on the road. So I need to go onto some energy drinks.

[bruteratelxo]

Breakfast, lunch and supper.

Going all out on this diet

I must get thin

[bruteratelxo]

20 hour fast

Supper at 6:30pm (vegetarian pasta)

Hot cup of skinny coco

Just got to keep it up

I was so proud today because I went to the shop to get items for work and I didn't get myself food. Usually I'd grab a sandwich at the deli, but I walked right past it

In other news I have booked my doctor's appointment for the 12 may 2025 to request medically suitable diet medication. I am very excited for this journey. They don't know I have had an ed in the past so this will be a healthy way to achieve success and hopefully give good results.

And that's the tea....

[bruteratelxo]

Starting a new routine:

- 4am wake up

- 20 minute brisk walk on treadmill

- shower

- cup of black coffee and vape

- drive to work at 6am

- lunch (black coffee and Olive's)

- work till 5:30pm

- supper (small portion vegetarian meal)

- knitting

- bed time at 9:30pm

[bruteratelxo]

2kgs away from my highest weight. All these 4 years have been for nothing. From 85kgs to 57kgs and right back up to 83kgs again. I am ashamed.

I am looking to go on Duromine. I have heard great things about it. Booking my doctor's appointment for next week to get my prescription. I can't carry on like this. Time to get the medical help I need.

Will keep you posted on how the meds work

[bruteratelxo]

Hey all... I am back

I want to fast 20:4 warrior again.

I don't know what's happening to me.

I stopped jobs for a much higher paying post with a great opportunity, but the people there are...evil.

Work is work, but I need to control something.

I am now at 81kgs... All the way from 67kgs... Yip. No I didn't gain because I used to starve, I gained because I just ate junk food everyday.

So now I have to get back on track. I took my laxatives, weight loss night pills and will take my morning ones when I get up.

Anyone is welcome to DM me of they want to chat +18

[bruteratelxo]

Dropped from 79.1kgs to 76.8kg

The laxatives are kicking in.

But more than that... The loneliness....

My body will never look good enough. I am tired, sick and tired.

I want to get to 68kgs so bad. It's about 9kgs away

[heylolitaheyxx]

[pit-in-my-stomach]

Don't go through my phone.

I ain't cheating, I just have an eating disorder and tumblr.

[00kc4lls]

where yall at? I'm between chubspo and averagespo💀💀💀

[chy-chy879]

[bruteratelxo]

Chest infection got me...

From 76.7kgs up to 79.1kgs. Too much cortisol and here I am. Self loathing.

I really need help here... What the hell is going on

I need to get down to 68kgs

[bruteratelxo]

1st day into 28 day diet

7 August 2024 - 76.7kgs

0.9kg drop

My morning meal

Lunch - can of corn

Supper - cup of soup and a slice of brown bread with white cheese

[werifesteriass]

Not my photos Dm for removal

[bruteratelxo]

Starting the 28day diet tomorrow

Current weight 6 August 2024 - 77.6kg

Goal at end of diet - 68kg

Anyone is welcome to join, will keep y'all posted on how it goes

I'm also going to cut the portion size as well. To deficit the daily calories

[bruteratelxo]

After self-loathing for 22 hours, ⭐ving. I went from 77.3kg to 75.9kg. with a splash of laxative in there.

Here is my mealspo for the night... Tea.