[brwnsugcr]

the pilates princess, chapter twelve: say it again

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“hinata…I…” reality crashes. “we don’t want to keep our friends waiting for as long as they have.” hinata whispers, staring at the ground. “we…really should be getting back.”  “but hinata —” “one moment. gomen.” she’s using one of the spare wipes she had in her purse to wipe the inside of her legs. patting gently in-between. careful swipes over her sensitive lips.  she wants to both stay and flee, in equal measure. surely, he didn't mean…to say that, while they were doing…that? it was in the heat of the moment. he probably didn't mean to say it at all! not to mention, wasn't it very common for a man to cry out the most intimate things while he was achieving the pinnacle? naruto frowns. he usually does that. why didn’t she let him take care of her this time? this wasn't like her. maybe because you had to go and open your big mouth mid-nut. like a jackass.

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[stuckinapril]

I promise you things will get so much better when you start processing people’s behavior as information rather than a verdict on your self-worth. If someone doesn’t text back, suddenly pulls away, whatever it may be, the solution isn’t to put on a tap dance for them and try to regain their approval. It’s not to crash out on them and try to force them to react a certain way. It’s just to take a step back, take a deep breath, and assess what this tells you. What’s this saying about them? What’s this saying about you??

[stuckinapril]

[bunnying-182]

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[stuckinapril]

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

[brwnsugcr]

maybe one day those drafts'll get finished —

[brwnsugcr]

unpopular opinion but i think it'd be cool if we get more creative with sasuke in kksk fics like...maybe he gets some therapy, or...or ends up with someone outside the Typical Choices —

[theylovevenus]

Inosakutema edit in the MyScene art style

[kaijuerotica]

save me, rice mixed with some bullshit

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

how I sleep knowing as a fanfic writer who writes for herself and her own enjoyment first and foremost, I have the power and the freedom to write whatever I want however I want forever

[brwnsugcr]

I have a high school au drafted and a modern au drafted and another random thing and another auish thing —

[partyartyart]

Kakashi Sketch

[cameleonvermillon]

sometimes your favorite fanfic isn't a fanfic at all but the insane DM's between you and your equally freaky mutual

[hugsohugs]

one genre of fanfiction that seems to have mostly disappeared since i became an adult is shenanigans-type fics. like not exactly crack but just "the gang goes to 7-11" type, extremely low-stakes plot stories. the beach episodes of fanfiction. i just feel like i don't see those around so much anymore. whered they go. i miss them :(

[hymnism]

[ezekiel13]

I want to write my fanfic <- isn’t writing my fanfic

[proteinmom]

i love turning off lights. no need for all that