pocket full of sunshine

Formal name given is Brynn. I'm approximately about 8035.33 days old, in other words 22 years of age. Still living under a dusty comic book. Waiting for the day the man in the blue box comes and whisks me away. Until then i'll keep writing my drabbles...

[grayson-matthews-blog]

#one word#jet lag

[brynn--matthews]

grayson-matthews:

“I know he’s perfect and he’s scared of thunder… go figure.” he said pulling the woman in for a tight hug. “I love you, B. I’ve missed you so much, D.C. isn’t home without you.” he said holding her close and kiss the top of her head, “I’m still taller then you. Are you ever going to grow?!” he faked shock.

“That’s a bit of a contradiction--but I will love him none the less. I have a knack for protecting people from thunder.” She murmured to the fluffy black puppy.  “Home is a feeling, never a place. Remember Washington use to be home, guess it’s just weird going back there when your heart is here.” A smile formed against her lips. “Oh hush, I have reached my maximum growth. You know that. So how his this new life treating you?--How are things with Kirty?”

[brynn--matthews]

sms: Cait & Brynn

Cait: Remind me we have a date to the new avengers film. (:

Cait: I fell down the stairs after slipping on water. I'm pretty banged up. Could you come get me at the hospital?

Brynn: Of course, this Friday will be our day.

Brynn: Oh my goodness of course, I am leaving my home now. Try not to fall asleep, you might have a concussion.

[brynn--matthews]

sms: Cait & Brynn

Cait: Hey... are you busy?

Brynn: Not really. Just finished organizing s few books

Brynn: Everything okay?

[ethan-anderson-evans-blog]

#captain america#dapper ou are

[brynn--matthews]

ethan-anderson-evans:

You’ve always been honest, it’s one of the things I love about you. That and your ability to be 100% adorable while trying to be sexy. You’re just so precious. 

Honesty is how you know someone really cares about you, because they respect you. My father taught me that one. How does one accomplish being adorable and sexy all at once. I fell like I did something.

[ethan-anderson-evans-blog]

Deafening Silence || Ethynn In Person

[brynn--matthews]

ethan-anderson-evans:

Ethan knew his sleeping wasn’t where it should be to lay beside her. Letting his guard down he began to drift off looking at her sleeping face. Brynn. The one constant that had somehow changed his entire life. Everything about her was pure love, she had no need to be mean or hurt others. Even when Ethan himself was a bastard she treated him with kindness, respect, and understanding till he fell in love with her. Sometimes he wondered why him? Why now? For someone who’d always been alone why did he meet her? This woman who made his heart melt, made him feel stronger, helped him realize that sometimes you just need to smile. Brynn did that for him, Ethan loved her with his entire heart that he never knew he really had till her. His eyes grew heavy and soon he was sleeping soundly beside her, for the first time in over a year.

Crash!

That was the noise that he heard that pulled him out of his nightmare. Coming to he felt his hands around her neck as she was red, her hand a knocked the lamp onto the floor trying to get away from him. Jumping off of her and against the wall flicking the switch on he looked at her. He could see how scared she was; how the one person he was supposed to love and protect was now gasping for hair and trying to breathe. “I-I…”

The underlayer of tension in their home had only grew, more of so Brynn grew worried about the man she loved. Though she knew he had his own demons to deal with she hated the feeling of distance that grew between them--ever since he came back from his last tour he hardly even slept in the same room as her. She felt lonely, not in a sense that she had no one but more in the sense that she couldn't reach him the way she wish she could. She wanted to be there for him, and as much as he pushed her away in that area she continued to push herself back in. Laying next to him in their bed the brunette looked over as his angelic face, for the first time in a long time he looked at peace while he slept. And just as he did, her eyes soon felt heavy and closed. 

Chestnut orbs shot open quickly, the tightening around her neck leaving her to gasp for air. She couldn't quite comprehend what was taking place all that she knew was that she couldn't breath. Clawing at his hands she gasped “Eth-Ethan!” Her voice horse and faint. Her feeble hands had no effect against his grip. Attempting to turn on the light by their bed, she accidently knocked over the lamp causing it to fall to the ground. She was going light headed. The tightening around her neck managed to disappear and Brynn found herself gasping for air, dry coughs escaped her dry lips as she slowly caught her breath. Looking over at the frantic Ethan, she wanted to tell him it was okay, she wanted to tell him it wasn't his fault. But she couldn't breath, her throat was sore. “I-I’m okay--” She sheathed out in a raspy tone.

[grayson-matthews-blog]

#one word#jet lag

[brynn--matthews]

grayson-matthews:

“Of course you get all of that i came to see you first after all. beside i got you a present. I hope you like him.” he said pulling the puppy from his duffel bag.

“If I was not the first person you came to see I would be devastated. Not literally but I have been working on my disappointment face.” Pulling him into a hug the tiny female held onto him a little longer than needed. It had been a few weeks and she had truly missed him. Scooping the puppy out his hand she lifted the fluffy pup up into the air then brought him close to her chest for a snuggle. “He’s perfect Gray, honestly.”

[ethan-anderson-evans-blog]

#captain america#dapper ou are

[brynn--matthews]

ethan-anderson-evans:

Well aren’t you the sweetest. 

Sweet sometimes, but I am honesty being honest.

[grayson-matthews-blog]

Thor Matthews

[grayson-matthews-blog]

Brynn’s Present from Gray. 

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[brynn--matthews]

#HaydenChristensen: antiguos / nuevos Portraits desde TIFF 2014 Full post here

[grayson-matthews-blog]

#one word#jet lag

[brynn--matthews]

grayson-matthews:

You’re my other mother for sure, you’ve always taken care of me. I can’t complain. I’ve always needed you and will always need you. They’re good, really good.

Words “the other mother” will always want to hear. You’re back in town which means you have to let me cook for you and banter you with questions. it’s tradition.

[dailylilycollins]

[meghansfox]

“home isn’t a place, it’s a feeling”

[grayson-matthews-blog]

#one word#jet lag

Welcome to my life of jumping flights and cross country meetings.

[brynn--matthews]

I feel partially proud, if not acting as your mini mother I am not sure what would have come of you. How are those cross country meetings coming?

[sstyles]

Zayn leaves his home in London to board a private jet - 31.03

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[brynn--matthews]

ethan-anderson-evans:

"Well we have a Roxi and she’s the most perfect gift in the world, I can’t imagine what my life would have been if I didn’t have you. What would have happened or even if I’d be alive. But I love you so much Brynn. I want to show everyone that. Will you do me the extreme honor of saying yes to me one more time? Marrying me again, this time with all of our friends and family there to witness.” 

"I am just your wife who gave birth to a tiny human who likes to smile, poop and eat all the time. We are happy to have you in our lives. Remember, no more thinking back on the what if's because the present is what counts most.  But Ethan everyone has seen us get married, we are actually considered a family of dorks because of our marriage. I loved our first one can we celebrate it by appreciating it? Marry you again, I will always, anywhere and on any planet."