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To want this illness, these demons, doesn’t make you fake.
If you want it, chances are you HAVE it.
No rational person would starve themselves.
No rational human being would do this.
There aren’t “wannarexics”, okay, that’s bullshit.
Wanting Ana, wanting Mia, it’s a part of the fucking disease.
So stop invalidating people because they aren’t the same kind of sick you are.
We’re all sick.
The least we can do is support each other.
The Ana-Aesthetic (”Anaesthetic”)
Just a list of things I personally associate with Eating disorders and thinspo/bonespo pictures I’ve seen. I want to become such aesthetics.
Black coffee
Skinny jeans
tight dresses
oversized shirts
Short skirts
high heels
long, thin limbs
fragile ribs
flowers
bones and skeletons
water
lemons
fruits and veg
stockings
bikini’s
cheekbones
flat bellies
dancing
lovely hipbones
red lips
Add yours on.
fishnets
Reblog if…
You’re doing it so you can be confident in public, but not for the attention
The weight loss is not for the gender you’re attracted to, but because you don’t feel attractive
You’re tired of people making petty comments about your weight
You want people to stop trying to put your weight in a sugarcoated box by saying you’re ‘big boned’ ‘thicc’ ‘more to love’ ‘curvy’, etc.
One comment sent you into the start of your ED
A traumatic experience caused you to gain weight that just wouldn’t come off
New medication caused you to gain weight
A Doctor, family, teacher, or friend has ever called you fat
You feel this is the only way you’ll truly be comfortable in your own skin
You’re lying to family & friends
You feel a little bittersweet when they comment on your weight loss
It started as a ‘diet’ that spiraled out of control
You know recovery is an option, but you don’t want to
You used to deny your eating disorder
🌪I want to follow the people who reblog this🌪
me: *eats a loaf of bread, a bunch of bananas, a tub of yogurt, 10397 rice cakes and half of south america* this is fine
me: *eats three hershey kisses* what the fUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
Real talk
If you’re honestly trying to recover you need to get off of Tumblr. Not just out of the Ana community, off of Tumblr.
This is a place that will convince you that 900 cal is a binge. This is a place that will push your goal weights lower and lower. This is a place that will show you thousands and thousands of images of thin girls with bodies that you will never have regardless of how little you eat because bone structure and genetics matters. A lot.
This is a place for sick people. I am still a sick person. If you don’t want to be a sick person anymore you need to leave.
How I lost weight
Since this blog started gaining popularity (+700 followers in 4 days??? Thanks guys!!!) I’ve had a lot of people ask me how I lost weight. I think it’s time to make a list:
•when you’re fasting never break a fast with high calorie food. Break with fat free low calorie options like fresh vegetables. The food you break a fast with is the most important food you eat.
•if you have a day where you plan on eating more calories than usual (a cheat/binge day) spread the calories out over the course if the day.
•drink lots of water in between bites of food. Makes you full faster.
•if you want to loose your appetite fast chug water. Like, too much water. It’ll hurt your stomach a bit but it helps remove brings urges. Also if it’s inly water it won’t hurt you if you end up puking.
•GUM!!!
•green tea is a lifesaver but all other herbal teas work too. My favorite is one called buddas blend heaven can wait. It has so much flavour and 0 calories and it really helps satisfy binge cravings. I drink like 8 cups a day. Also a great antioxidant and has a lot of other health benefits.
•if you’re craving tacos (I know I always am) take lettuce and put a tablespoon of zero fat sour cream on it and a tablespoon of salsa. It tricks you and reminds you enough of the food you’re craving. This works for other foods as well. Another one that works is mustard and ketchup on egg white or steamed mushroom to simulate a burger. Reminds you enough that the cravings go away.
•BOUNCE! I bounce my legs all the time. Once you start it becomes a habit and it helps you burn calories. They really had up.
•never weight yourself while you’re on your period. It’ll discourage you since bloating and water retention happens. You didn’t gain 2 pounds your body is just holding onto water.
•sit ups before bed and after you wake up. In bed helps cause it keeps your spine from brusing especially after you loose weight
•If you’re gonna eat something eat it 2 hours after you wake up. Eat it slowly with water/tea in between bites.
•put extra shit in your backpack if you’re in school and carry it around with you. You’ll get used to it and it helps you burn a few extra calories.
•take long routes everywhere.
•any time you have a burst of energy go for a walk.
•never fast for more than 3 days without at least some fresh veggies just for safety reasons.
•I don’t suggest purging but if you’re going to, drink a bunch of milk before you do and then wait about 5 minutes. Makes it easier and won’t damage your teeth as much.
•cardio!! DO YOUR CARDIO!!! TREADMILL!!!
•listen to music or watch a show while you work out. It’ll help you some out and not realize how tired you are.
•watch my 600lbs life while you’re on the treadmill. Trust me it’s motivation.
•learn to like healthy food. If you just talk about liking certain foods you can trick yourself into liking it. I honestly enjoy plain lettuce now.
•eat crushed ice
•CHEW. AND. SPIT. WHEN. YOU’RE. ALONE. I keep chocolate bars in my room and I chew up bites and spit them in the trash. Make sure you brush your teeth after and don’t swallow your spit. There’s sugar and calories in that.
I want to be skinny so I can finally feel beautiful. I want to be skinny so I can wear whatever I want and feel comfortable. I don’t want flabby arms and thunder thighs. I don’t want face fat and chubby fingers. I want to be thin. I want defined collar bones and visible shoulder blades. I want my hip bones to protrude outwards. I want a jaw so sharp it could cut something. I want to stop feeling like a blimp. Once I reach my ultimate goal weight I’ll finally be pretty. I won’t have to feel like this anymore.
reblog to lose 153637383lbs
If I limit my food intake, I limit my body size. If I limit my body size, I limit my suffering. If I limit my suffering, I can control my life. it’s not all about the way I look.
Meanspo
Look at yourself. You. Are. Fat.you wanna know why? Because you EAT all the damn time! That food that you chew turns into mush, then it is absorbed and turned into fat. That fat goes to your stomach, your thighs, your arms, everywhere. No one wants that. Food is the enemy. Calories are not your friend. They are monsters. Drink some water. Now, 25 crunches, 50 jumping jacks, 40 squats, and 30 push-ups. Feel better? Of course you do. Soon you’ll be dainty. You’re not hungry, you’re bored. LEARN THE DIFFERENCE.
someone: u do know ur slowly killing urself right
me: oH rEaLlY i HAs no IDEa
15 Quiet Exercises You Can Do In Your Room
1) Squats (duh) 2) Leg lifts (laying down or standing) 3) Lunges 4) Russian twists 5) Toe touches (sitting or standing) 6) Side leg lifts 7) Wall sits 8) Push-ups 9) Jog in place (lightly!) 10) Planks 11) Lumberjack swings (opposite arm to knee) 12) Crunches + Sit ups 13) Butt kicks 14) Knee pulls aka slower version of high knees 15) Slow mountain climbers
Reach out to me if you need any specific advise…I will always respond💕
Reblogging my post because its v helpful💕
Places where reality is a bit altered:
playgrounds at night
rest stops on highways
deep in the mountains
early in the morning wherever it’s just snowed
trails by the highway just out of earshot of traffic
schools during breaks
those little beaches right next to ferry docks
bowling alleys
unfamiliar mcdonalds on long roadtrips
your friends living room once everybody but you is asleep
laundromats at midnight
• any target • churches in texas • abandoned 7/11’s • your bedroom at 5 am • hospitals at midnight • warehouses that smell like dust • lighthouses with lights that don’t work anymore • empty parking lots • ponds and lakes in suburban neighborhoods • rooftops in the early morning • inside a dark cabinet
galeries in art museums that are empty except for you
the lighting section of home depot
stairwells
•hospital waiting rooms •airports from midnight to 7am • bathrooms in small concert venues
I just got the weirdest feeling I swear
OK LISTEN THERE ARE REASONS FOR THIS!!!
A lot of these places are called liminal spaces - which means they are throughways from one space to the next. Places like rest stops, stairwells, trains, parking lots, waiting rooms, airports feel weird when you’re in them because their existence is not about themselves, but the things before and after them. They have no definitive place outside of their relationship to the spaces you are coming from and going to. Reality feels altered here because we’re not really supposed to be in them for a long time for think about them as their own entities, and when we do they seem odd and out of place.
The other spaces feel weird because our brains are hard-wired for context - we like things to belong to a certain place and time and when we experience those things outside of the context our brains have developed for them, our brains are like NOPE SHIT THIS ISN’T RIGHT GET OUT ABORT ABORT. Schools not in session, empty museums, being awake when other people are asleep - all these things and spaces feel weird because our brain is like “I already have a context for this space and this is not it so it must be dangerous.” Our rational understanding can sometimes override that immediate “danger” impulse but we’re still left with a feeling of wariness and unease.
Listen I am very passionate about liminal spaces they are fascinating stuff or perhaps I am merely a nerd.
I, for one, appreciate your passion for liminal spaces and thank you for explaining it to the rest of us.
This isn’t what life is supposed to be like…
Life isn’t supposed to be hiding scars
Life isn’t supposed to be purposely skipped meals
Life isn’t supposed to be counting calories after calories
Life isn’t supposed to be a fucked up game of who has it worse
Life isn’t supposed to be hating myself with every ounce of my body
Life isn’t supposed to be thinking about suicide every day
Life isn’t supposed to be scared to drive by myself because I might drive headfirst into a semi
Life isn’t supposed to be having friends but still feeling so fucking alone
Life isn’t supposed to be depressive episode after depressive episode
Life isn’t supposed to be tears at 2 am because I’m me
Life isn’t supposed to be cutting myself almost every night
Life isn’t supposed to be counting on my girlfriend to keep me alive
Life isn’t supposed to make you scared to love and be loved
Life is supposed to be a fun ride not a depressive suicidal ridden history class that never ends
Life is supposed to give me things to look forward to that aren’t my premature death
My life isn’t supposed to end up like this
Unfair Things My Eating Disorder Makes Me Think #1
me: *sees a skinny girl eating fries*
me: bitch
