No More Light || Chapter 13
Hereâs chapter 13! Sorry it took a while, college is hectic at the moment as weâre preparing for a dance show thatâs at the end of February. I also applied to University the other week and Iâve been given audition dates so Iâm busy getting ready for those, but I managed to finish the next chapter so enjoy! This is my first BTS fanfic so Iâd love to get some feedback, send me asks and messages with your thoughts!
Genre â Mafia!BTS AU - Violence (Abuse) + Strong Language
Group â BTS (Ft. The Ark)
Pairing â Jungkook x Reader
Summary â Youâre sisterâs a gang leader, so of course you would end up in the middle of the war between her gang and their greatest enemy.
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âNo need to thank me, you can go now. I promise your secrets safe with me, but you know you wonât be able to keep it forever?â Yoongi turned his focus away from Jungkook and started playing with his lighter; he wasnât expecting an answer. So Jungkook got up from his seat and made his way back to his room to see you.
âY/N please? You canât spend all day in here alone.â Jungkook pleaded as he tried to get you to agree to go and join some of the members in the lounge with him.
âI already came with you to have breakfast with them, was that not enough?â You were in Jungkookâs room, sat stubbornly in the armchair, arms crossed, and refusing to move.
âYou werenât exactly very talkativeâŠâ Jungkook awkwardly scratched the back of his neck as he stood facing you.
âAnd what makes you think I will be this time?â You raised an eyebrow.
âTheyâll be friendly, I promise⊠and Namjoon wonât be there!â
âIf they want me to be talkative maybe I can ask them which bastard shot Minju!â You had been wondering who had shot her since it happened, but you also didnât think it would be a good idea for you to know. Jungkookâs silence made you worry, âit wasnât you, was it?â
âNo!â Jungkook spoke with an offended tone, clearly hurt that you would even consider him.
âSorry, I didnât think it was you⊠I justâŠâ You looked down to avoid Jungkookâs gaze.
âItâs okay⊠please just come with me to the lounge, I think Tae, Jimin and Yoongi are the only three there, so it wonât be everyone.â Jungkook crouched down in front of you and placed a hand on your cheek, which he used to gently lift your face so that you were looking at him. After a few seconds of looking intently at each other, you gave in.
âOkay fine, Iâll come.â Jungkook grinned at you and helped you out of the armchair as you both headed out of his room.
âWell hello there and welcome to the lounge.â Tae was lying dramatically across a couch as he welcomed you and Jungkook into the room. Jungkook lead you over to an unoccupied couch where you both sat down; Yoongi and Jimin were sat on the couch across from you, and Tae was still lying on the one to your right.
âHi.â Jungkook smiled at his friends but you remained silent. As Jungkook, Tae and Jimin were deep in conversation, you were sat next to Jungkook, probably closer than you should be; you couldnât help but notice Yoongi eyeing you with a smirk. When Jungkook had returned to his room, he told you what had happened and how Yoongi knew about the two of you kissing. You werenât overly happy by the news, but at least it wasnât Namjoon, and you were thankful that Yoongi was keeping the secret.
âTeam Iron Man were definitely right!â You took your attention back to the other members as you realised what they were talking about; they were discussing the film Captain America: Civil War, and whose side they were on- you were a massive marvel fan.
âI think youâll find that Team Cap were right, the accords were ridiculous.â You casually stated your opinion on the matter.
âWoah, she talks.â Tae said, looking at you with wide eyes.
âBite me.â You glared at him.
âWait wait, you like marvel!?â Jungkook turned and looked at you excitedly.
âWell duh. How can anyone not like it?â Your response resulted in Jungkook making the biggest grin youâd seen from him so far; in the whole four days youâd known him. You couldnât help but laugh at his reaction, but you stopped when you saw Yoongi smirking knowingly at the two of you; you looked down to hide a blush.
âShe talks and she likes marvel, how about that?â You briefly glared at Jimin after his comment but then joined in with their conversation. Yoongi also joined in and the five of you spent the next ten minutes talking; just as the conversation was coming to a close, Jin and Hoseok both entered the room and sat down on the couch next to Tae. The room suddenly felt very crowded so you sunk back in your seat, leaning into Jungkook in an attempt to hide.
âNo need to hide Y/N, Jin And Hoseok donât bite.â Yoongi said; your gaze drifted to Hoseok warily, you hadnât forgotten how he tortured you. Hoseok smirked at your behaviour and suddenly the whole atmosphere in the room changed.
âHoseok.â Jin had a warning tone, which wasnât really comforting. Hoseok continued smirking at you and the look he was giving you told you exactly what he was so smug about.
âYou shot Minju, didnât you?â You spat the question out in disgust. Hoseok simply responded by chuckling, but that was enough to give you the answer. Before you could stand up, Jungkook had taken hold of your arm to keep you seated.
âY/N donât, heâs got his brass knuckles on him, youâll only get hurt.â Jungkook whispered to you as you tried to fight from his grip that was keeping you from standing. You hadnât noticed it before but now you could see the brass knuckles sticking out from Hoseokâs pocket; as angry as you were, you didnât exactly fancy getting hit by those things again, so you stopped fighting against Jungkookâs hold and sunk back into your seat again. You scoffed.
âShouldnât be shocked really, all of you donât seem to care about her or anyone other than yourselves.â You murmured but loud enough for everyone to hear. A couple of the members raised their eyebrows at you and Jungkook let go of your arm.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Jin asked with an offended tone.
âYou all knew and saw how Namjoon treated her and did nothing!â You folded your arms and met Jinâs glare.
âYou think we agreed with the way Namjoon treated her? Come on Y/N, weâre not monsters; we hated what he did but this gang are our family and if we tried to stop Namjoon we could risk losing the only family we all have left.â Yoongi spoke up.
âWe did sometimes try to stop him when he took it too far and that always ended in us getting punished one way or another.â Jimin sounded sheepish as he spoke.
âWeâre sorry your sister had to go through what she did and weâre even more sorry we didnât help her but you must know how much family means to someone and we just couldnât risk losing ours.â Jin was the final one to speak; he looked at you with pleading eyes, hoping youâd understand. Honestly, you had no idea what to say, so you sat awkwardly for about a minute before finally speaking.
âAs apologies go⊠that wasnât too badâŠâ You shuffled uncomfortably in your seat as everyone in the room was watching you; a couple of the members chuckled at your response.
âAre we good then? You donât hate us?â Yoongi asked.
âSure⊠I donât hate you anymore, only dislike.â You tried not to smile as you answered his question.
âYeah well, I donât expect you to like us we did kind of abduct you.â Yoongi rubbed the back of his neck as he spoke.
âKind of?â You laughed, âlet me guess Namjoonâs idea?â
The boys all laughed and a couple of them nodded before they all changed the subject and started talking amongst themselves. You joined in with their conversation every now and then and the atmosphere went back to the friendly, cheerful one from before. Unfortunately you were interrupted when Namjoon walked in.
The second he entered the room, Jungkook looked at you worriedly and subtly placed his hand on top of yours which was resting on the couch. Everyone else continued talking completely unfazed, and they didnât stop until Namjoon came over and spoke himself.
âHoseok, Jimin and Jungkook I need you three to go on that mission we talked about. Go and get yourselves ready and meet me by the front door in five.â After Namjoon had finished, Jimin walked out of the room and Hoseok stood up and went to talk to Namjoon. Jungkook took hold of your hand and led you back to his room.
âWhat mission you going on?â You sat down on Jungkookâs bed and watched him as he ran around his room frantically trying to find things.
âThatâs classified.â He smirked as he turned to see you pouting at his answer, you both laughed and Jungkook went back to getting ready.
Jungkook then left to go on the mission and so you spent the rest of the day in his room; only leaving to have lunch in the kitchen with the remaining members, where you spent the entire time sat in silence and refusing to speak. Namjoon had then given you permission to leave Jungkookâs room whenever you wanted so that you could come to the kitchen to get a snack or watch TV in the lounge. Of course you didnât rush to leave the comfort of Jungkookâs room straight away but you had decided to give it a go when you started craving chocolate. You had managed to sneak to the kitchen without running into any of the members but in your haste to get back you nearly collided with Yoongi who then started asking questions about you and Jungkook. You didnât answer any, and instead kindly told him to âFuck offâ before rushing back to Jungkookâs room with a handful of chocolate bars. It was now several hours later and you were eating your seventh chocolate bar of the day when you heard shouts coming from somewhere in the house, and you recognised the voice of Jimin which meant the boys were back from their mission.
You cautiously left Jungkookâs room and made your way towards the front door where the shouting had come from. Once you rounded the corner you saw all the members crowding around the three who had returned from a mission; Jimin and Hoseok both looked slightly beaten but they had to hold up Jungkook who was semiconscious and covered in blood. You let out a breath you didnât realise you had been holding; Jungkook looked hurt and in pain, and you hated it.
âY/N can you go and put a towel over Jungkookâs bed in his room? Y/N!â You snapped out of your worried daze and ran back to Jungkookâs room to do what Jin had asked. As you were flattening out the towel Jin entered the room and held open the door so that Hoseok and Jimin could carry Jungkook in and over to the bed.
âYou gonna be okay from here Hyung?â Jimin asked Jin once they had Jungkook lying on the bed.
âYes, Y/N here can help me, you two go get yourselves patched up.â Your eyes widened at what Jin said and you noticed Hoseok smirking after seeing your reaction, but you ignored him as he left the room with Jimin; you were more worried about Jungkook who you wouldâve thought was completely unconscious if it werenât for his hands that were gripping tightly onto the towel he was lying on.
âQuit standing there and come and help.â Jin snapped at you; he was stood over Jungkook with a first aid kit open out on the bed next to him. He gently lifted Jungkookâs arms above his head so that he could take his ripped shirt off to reveal a massive gash on Jungkookâs abdomen, which was the source of all the blood.
âWhat do you want me to do?â You stuttered our your question as you cautiously walked over.
âGo get a flannel from the bathroom, soak it with cold water, and use it to put pressure on that gash.â Jin spoke sternly as he started patching up a cut on Jungkookâs arm. You stumbled into the bathroom to follow out Jinâs instructions and when you returned Jin had already bandaged Jungkookâs arm. You hesitantly placed the flannel on the gash on Jungkookâs stomach and pushed down to try and stop the blood flow; Jungkookâs eyes shot open and he yelped in pain, which made you flinch.
âSorry.â You whispered as you continued putting pressure on the wound. Jin then stitched, cleaned and bandaged it as you continued to help stop the bleeding; Jungkook either fell asleep or passed out (you hoped it was the former) afterwards so Jin left you to keep an eye on him. Yoongi entered the room ten minutes later with a cup of tea for you and a glass of water for Jungkook. Of course he then made a snarky comment about you being in the room with Jungkook shirtless, which simply resulted in you swearing at him until he left. You then sat in silence, worriedly watching Jungkook; youâd hardly known him that long and yet you greatly cared about him. However, the outcome of this whole situation probably wouldnât involve a happy ending for the two of you; if The Ark save you from Bangtan youâll never see Jungkook again, and if youâre stuck as Bangtanâs captive forever (which is not what you want) you and Jungkook will have to try and keep everything between you a secret from the others. You wanted to escape Bangtan but you also wanted to see Jungkook again after⊠no happy ending for you then.
âY/N?â You snapped out of your thoughts when you heard Jungkook say your name. You looked over to see him weakly leaning on his elbows so that he could see you.
âCareful, you got hurt pretty bad.â You said, in response Jungkook lowered himself back down to lying, wincing as he did so.
âLook how the tables have turned,â he laughed at his comment but abruptly stopped and clutched his side in pain, âlast time you were the one waking up and I was sat in the armchair.â
âAt least I didnât nearly die last time.â You stood up and walked over to the bed to sit on the edge.
âDonât be so dramatic Iâm fine I promise. We always get injuries like this on missions, you think being part of a gang is easy?â
âYouâre forgetting my sister is⊠is a gang member to, I know what itâs like. Even sheâs never had an injury that badâŠ. What happened on the mission?â You hesitated when talking about your sister, you still had no idea if she was alive or not.
âWe were attacked.â Jungkook was watching you worriedly; heâd obviously worked out why you had hesitated.
âReally? Hadnât noticedâŠâ You scoffed at his answer which made him chuckle.
âWe were attacked by The Ark⊠they were looking for our house to try and find you.â Jungkook looked away from you sheepishly as he spoke.
âAnd they did that to you?â You asked.
âYup. I think it was Yujin, sheâs as deadly with a knife as Jin is, and she seemed pretty pissed.â Jungkook perched on his elbows again despite it clearly still hurting.
âWait, MinjuâŠwas sheâŠâ
âNo⊠she wasnât with them,â you looked at Jungkook worriedly after hearing his answer, âwhich means nothing Y/N, she probably just stayed at their base to rest or maybe she was looking somewhere else. Sheâs fine I promise you.â
âHow can you know for certain?â Jungkookâs silence proved your point, you sat looking down nervously until Jungkook took hold of your hand and rubbed his thumb against your palm to calm you down. When you looked up he was sat up in bed watching you with worry.
âYou should really stay lying down you know.â You teased.
âI have a high pain tolerance, Iâm fine, you and Jin did a good job patching me up. Thank you by the way.â Jungkook smiled at you as you continued to hold hands.
âOh I hardly did anything.â You smiled back.
âYou helped, so thank you.â Jungkook leaned forward, trying to hide his winces, and kissed you. It was a light, quick kiss but it still held so much meaning and you happily returned it.