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[hayjeon]

“If you don’t do it, I’ll find someone who will.” You hiss.

Yoongi gives you that look, the one he’s been giving you all these years, the one when you trip on your dress or when he catches you staring at him. He looks at you like you’re a girl, a child. You despise it.

He grits his jaw and stares off onto the ceiling with a steely gaze before settling on you. “Princess,” he mutters, “Dont be ridiculous. Go to sleep, tomorrow is an important day for you and our Kingdom.”

“I won’t have my virginity stolen by that swine!” You hiss again, feeling tears of anger and frustration fill your eyes. Were you really unattractive to him? Was summoning your personal guard of your entire 20 years of living into your quarters half past midnight not enough of a sign of how much you desired him?! Was the nightgown of silk that rested atop your breasts not enticing enough to him as a man?

“Prince Jungkook is not a swine, princess. He is one of the finest bachelors in the world. You should be honored that the King decided on Jungkook.” Yoongi says, facing forward and not showing an ounce of emotion, ever so the obedient and proper knight.

“Yoongi,” you say, and you see his eyes flicker at the way you utter the syllables. “Please. Take it. I don’t have much control over my life, and after tomorrow, I’ll be under the rule of a man I’ll never learn to love. But this,” you say, clutching his arm that tightens around the handle of his sword, “I can control. Please, sleep with me.”

Yoongi’s jaw twitches.

[btscotti]

The angst fiend in me is imagining the heroine falling in love with Jungkook anyway and then feeling torn about the whole thing 💔

[kittae]

Nocturne was a good read, but can we all stop whitewashing Suga? He is the palest, sure but his skin is still olive toned and tan. He has melanin. He is not pearly or moonlight or milky or... You get the picture. It's disappointing to read a fic where the writer does this, so can we all stop that?

I have a suspicion you’re the same anon as the one who sent me the previous ask but alright, let me answer this under the cut because i don’t think i can keep this brief. I really don’t like discussing these matters but i feel like you’re gonna keep sending me messages if i don’t explain myself.

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[btscotti]

What a weird ask. I'm Asian and most of the Asians I know are incredibly pale. Especially in East Asia when a lot of people go to great lengths to avoid tans.

[jungblue]

I just read moirai oh my god

sorry idk what that is lol

[btscotti]

Lol I think that's by @workofteaguk??

[xu4nyi]

[floralseokjin]

@glossgf

[docrimesbegay]

I legitimately don’t understand anon hate like you are literally just….giving them the last word? Like you’re setting up for them to have time to think of a great comeback and then post it publicly for everyone to see and laugh at your asinine comment. Not to mention that you’re limited to 500 characters while the other person can write eight paragraphs dragging your ass and all you can do is watch in horror or write yet another anonymous message which again gives them the last word. You’re literally setting yourself up for failure. What is the plan. I don’t understand.

[btscotti]

@jungblue just a silent reader over here who's seeing the anon hate from today :/

[hobi-hobs]

hoseok becoming serious 😍🙊💕😵🙈

[magicshopx]

omfg min yoongi🔥🔥🔥

[justawritingaid]

hello! I was wondering how one could write a flawed relationship? It seems very dull (and flat) to simply write about perfect relationships but I have never been in a relationship so either would end up being tricky to write anyway. Any tips on general relationship writing would also help my dilemma, thanks!

The true details of being able to write anything like that are going to come from the details of the relationship itself. “Flawed” is an umbrella term that can apply to a lot of things, so I can only give you general advice. 

I’ll start by linking you to some general relationship writing posts (A lot of the links I give you in this post, particularly the asks, may link to each other, but I’m putting them all on here for ease of access):

Creating Romantic Feelings Between Characters 

Different Ways Characters Can Show Love 

Taking the “Unnecessary” Out of “Romantic Subplot”

Writing the emotion

Kiss scenes

Different people are going to have different relationships with different dynamics, and there’s no such thing as a “perfect relationship”, just one where the partners are able to work with each other’s strengths and weaknesses. I’m actually unsure if you mean “flawed” as in “realistic because people are people” or as in “those guys don’t belong together at all”. An abusive relationship is easily seen as the second type of “flawed”, but many other kinds of flaws are all relative to what each individual is able to put up with and/or accept. 

A messy person may be “flawed” to an ex who was neat and didn’t like cleaning up after others, but their current partner may not see it as an issue. Just like character flaws, relationship flaws are relative to situation and personalities of the partners.

In case you were talking about “flawed” as in “actually a problem”, you may benefit from looking into these posts as examples:

Dysfunctional relationships, specifically revolving around addiction

Types of Frenemies

Doomed to fail because one partner is using the other

And you also want to worry about cliches. When writing relationships, the most common thing that pushes them into “cliche” territory is when the characters aren’t well rounded and/or they’re put in situations that ONLY serve the relationship (as opposed to showing depth of character). Here’s some more info on cliche vs “common” (or classic) elements. 

Since you don’t have any experience, you have to research. You can interview people and read up on a lot of relationship psychology (and more!) on the internet– but you need to have an idea of where you want the story to go first! Research should be done with a specific goal in mind and that goal should be related to your plot. You don’t need to have every detail planned, but you probably want to know basic character personality and interaction so you can find where flaws could be. (A very common flaw in many relationships revolves around communication; there’s a lack of it OR the communication methods don’t match up well and it creates tension or misunderstandings.)

Relationships are similar to friendships in that you have two people with interacting pasts, presents, and futures (at least theoretically). Much like relationships with friends can vary, so can relationships with lovers. Some may be more sexual that others, some may talk more, some may have PDA while others don’t; it’s all dependent on the people involved and their personalities (and upbringing, since that influences how you see affection!).

Age is also a huge factor. Adults don’t have the same milestones as teens, nor do they think the same way about things. Even an inexperienced adult is not going to have the mental process of a teenager when it comes to relationships, unless their life has given them some sort of mental setback via trauma or genetics. Because of this perspective issue, it can be best to at least start writing with characters in your age range, and then later on you can branch out once the romance is easier to work with. No need to make you learn a new maturity level (or fall back into one) when you’re already taking a dive into foreign situations that rely heavily on perspective. 

There’s honestly too much for me to go over in detail, so I hope that was some form of answer you were looking for– or at least it gave you something to start with. Good luck with your research!

[a-cure-for-writers-block]

#100 Dialogue Prompts to Break a Reader’s Heart...

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[btscotti]

Wow I got wrecked just reading this list 💔

[johobi]

why did this episode of Run make me feel so melancholy ;;;;

Yoongi’s poem really hit me. They wanted to fly high but the higher they go, the harder it is for them to breathe. The brighter the light that shines on them, the bigger their shadow. That’s so profoundly bittersweet i just– ;; that was more revealing to me than anything I saw on Burn The Stage, tbh. Jin, too, at the end of his poem, said that they will eventually get tired and want to quit, because you can’t deny nature. They’re gonna get older, have less energy, wanna settle down with a partner and have a family. Get out of that limelight. 

Ofc it will happen, it’s just eerie hearing it being spoken into reality, by them themselves. For however long they remain together as a group, I hope the trials and tribulations of being idols keep to a tolerable level and that they have good quality of life. I hope they continue for as long as they genuinely enjoy it, and don’t prolong any suffering they endure at the behest of Big Hit or even the fans themselves. I’m sure everyone will understand and support them when the time comes for them to hang up their bulletproof vests.

[btscotti]

OMG the feelzzzzzzzz 😭😭😭😭 I can't even imagine how I'm going to be once this is all over, but at the same time I almost can't wait for them to get away from all the stress and quietly raise little bangtan babies somewhere 👪 if anything, reading this has made me realize that I hope they'll leave when it's time to leave, like whenever the bad surpasses the good

[7legends]

THE GORGEOUS DUO

[limsjaebeom]

Min Yoongi of BTS for Grazia Magazine September Issue ‘16

[remarriedempress]

a romantic gang leader

[remarriedempress]

What do you think you are doing? Nothing. I am not…doing anything, my lady. 

[btscotti]

I think this'll be the first drama I've seen where my ship gets utterly annihilated 💔

[whatever-is-pxre]

When I was 13 years old and curious about sex and love, I asked my mom if she had had sex before marrying my father (of whom she is still married to, and has been since before I was born). She said that that wasn’t really a ‘yes’ or ‘no’ question. I said ‘sure it is, you’ve either had sex before him, or you haven’t’. She brought me onto the couch and sat me down and told me about the boy she liked when she was young and how one night she snuck into his house while his parents were gone and they were kissing and he said they should have sex and she said that she wanted to save sex for marriage and he laughed and basically took all her clothes off and he raped her and as my mom was telling the story she cried and this was the second time I had ever seen my mom cry. She was 12 when it happened.

In grade 8 I got a call from my friend in the middle of the night and she was drunk in the park crying and told me that she went out that night with some other friends and they drank a little and her guy “friend” starting flirting and yes she laughed at first but then he tried to pull her shirt over her head and she pulled away and he ripped her shirt and it was her favourite shirt and then he pushed her to her knees and HIS BEST FRIEND HELD HER JAW OPEN WHILE HE FACE FUCKED HER. And so I went to the park and picked her up and took her home and slept in her bed with her except we didn’t sleep because she just cried and her mouth bled and this was four years ago but I still have to be the one to bring her items to the till it the cashier is a man, and she still has anxiety attacks and she’ll get a rash all over her body and I just want to kill those boys but instead they are still walking around. And I’m in the bathroom with her, dabbing at her skin with a warm cloth until it returns to its regular colour.

And in grade 9 one of my closest friends was kinda seeing this boy and so they hung out one night and then she said that she really had to be getting back home and he said that she wasn’t going anywhere until she gave him what he wanted and he parked the car and took off her clothes and she said no and he ignored her and so she laid in the backseat totally limp and just cried and it wasn’t even sex, he just masterbated by using her body instead of his hand and she came to school the next day with vodka in her water bottle and she drank all day and I had to fight her to get the alcohol away from her and she just cried and threw up and I skipped class while I held her hair back and that same boy texted me a month later, asking if I ever wanted to hangout sometime.

And in that same year my very best friend who has never even kissed a boy, confessed to me that when she was 9 years old, her 12 year old cousin made her give him a hand job and he told her that was what cousins do and he gave her a chocolate bar afterwards and she told me that he probably doesn’t even remember it but that it’s something that she’ll never have the luxury of forgetting.

And in grade 10 I knew a girl who invited her best friend over to watch Disney movies and then he started to put his hands down her pants and she said no but she is 130lbs and he is 220lbs and he called her a tease while she tried to fight him but he used one hand to hold her down, and the other to put inside of her and i was the one to push her inside of a classroom and stand in front of her while calling the police when he showed up at our school looking for her and she was so damn scared.

And a few months later I skipped class and was in the car with a guy who i had had unprotected sex with in the past while under the influence of cocaine but this time I was sober and I insisted we use a condom but he told me he couldn’t feel anything while the condom was on so he ripped it off and I said I refused to have unprotected sex again and so he just grabbed me and forced himself into my mouth and I was crying and he pulled me onto him and I just came saying “stop” over and over like a broken record but he must’ve heard something different because he went until he came and I just sat naked in the backseat while he drove me back to the school and said “we should do this again sometime”. And I had five showers that night and I scratched at my skin so hard to try and rip his fingerprints off of me, I still have the scars.

And I found out soon afterwards that that same guy had raped a classmate of mine, 5 months earlier and she told me about how he brought her McDonald’s first, and how he said they could take things slow and she told me about how he didn’t listen to her either. And he goes to our school and so after she told me about her incident and I told her about mine, we decided to report it to the police and the trial is currently still going on and he told people about it, except in his version we are just “asking for attention” and all his friends talk about how bad they feel for him. As if HE is the one that still wakes up screaming. As if HE felt like his skin no longer was beautiful, no longer belonged to him. And I held her in my arms as she bawled after giving the police her statement. And she did the same for me.

And I met a woman a year ago in a paint store and she had a service dog and I asked what the dog was for and it turns out that she had been so brutally raped and abused in her life, that the dog is literally trained to keep men away from her.

And I’m so FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF THIS WORLD WE ARE LIVING IN. How many rape victims eyes have I already looked into? How many more will I? And how many more friends will I hold while they shake? Because I don’t know how many more I can take. And who the fuck still has the nerve to make rape jokes? And… Something just has to change. Please, someone just start being that change.

-16 year old girl

[lesnians-deactivated20210730]

Did I reblog this already I dont care

[edisorderedd]

Reposting this a a victim of sexual abuse from my brother

[notso-hungrygirl-deactivated201]

I’m reposting this because even though I was never raped this was I was in a way a victim of sexual harassment

[poeticllydriven]

This important to reblog

[mi3l3]

[jinkooky]

@hipseok

[lauscar]

Fic’ Rec’ (update 20.07.2018)

Ok so I had this idea for a long time to do a masterlist of fics that totally took my breath (and my time and mind btw) away. There are so much of them that I forgot a lot of them but I will edit it every time I remember one or find a new one. It turned out that I mostly read exo ^^  Anyway if you like a fic I highly recommend you to check the author’s masterlist because I just put my favorites but they often have written a lot more ! I promise you won’t regret it ! Have fun !

BEWARE ! I don’t put if a fic is rated F or M or even has a trigger warning so read carefully how every story is rated by the author before reading !!

Exo

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Chronicles of the wolf  by @fairyscribbles (OT12, series, Wolf!au) ONGOING

monster by @mint-yooxgi (series, Yandere!au) ONGOING : “He’s infatuated with you. You’re his, and there’s nothing you can do about it.Everything about you drives him crazy. He will stop at nothing to have you. Forever in the shadows, creeping…Creeping…Creeping…”

Street racers by @yeolology (OT9, series, Street racer!au) ONGOING : “Kim Minseok runs the biggest business in the illegal streetracing scene - fixed bets. He needs racers. He needs behind the scenes guys. He needs a crew.”

Good girl by @xiumin-on-this-shit (OT12, series, Mafia!au) COMPLETE

I am an Alpha by @xiumin-on-this-shit (OT12, series, Wolf!au) ONGOING

The Cartel on @kpopfanfictrash actually it’s a collab between several amazing authors (series, Miafia!au) COMPLETE : “It’s 1970′s Florida and the most wicked cartel on the eastern seaboard is at the peak of crime and thievery. Each member designed to execute exactly what they’re meant to - each a cog inside Byun Baekhyun’s well-oiled machine. Every king needs a court though; a worthy entourage to ensure his continued power. In order to deal the cleanest product, sometimes you have to get your hands dirty.”

The Experiments by @marshmallow-phd (series, Hybrid!au) COMPLETE : “ You were a med school graduate who just wanted to help research cures for the world. Instead, what you got was a dream job at EXO Applied Sciences. That is, until you discover the secrets of Level Sixty-Six and the nine inhabitants that inhabit there…. “

Xiumin / Kim Minseok

Take care of you by @xiumin-on-this-shit (series, Mafia!au) ONGOING

Gamestops and Lollipops by @yeolology ONE SHOT : “Minseok owns a shop full of curiosities, and you love it with all your heart. You can’t help but wonder if there’s something else you love there too.”

Blood lust by @thesammtimes (Vampire!au) ONE SHOT : “Vampires have always been hidden creatures, creating complex strategies to avoid being discovered. You had always believed them to be a myth, something parents invented and threatened their kids with if they ever wanted to stay out late.”

Kiss me before you go by @soobadnoonecanstopher ONE SHOT : “ You meet Minseok in a bar and swear that you know him from somewhere. You have no idea where you know him from, but now you have to do something about it.“ (really you HAVE to read it ! It’s one of my absolute favorite)

Lay / Zhang Yixing

Sovereign by @yeolology (series, Royalty!au) COMPLETE : “Two kingdoms are at war with another, and being the illegitimate warrior, wildcard princess, you’re appointed to the war council - along with the youngest prince of your allied country, Prince Yixing. He’s too liberal, too idealistic, believes he knows best no matter what - but you’re exactly the same.”

The boxer by @soobadnoonecanstopher (series, Boxer!au) COMPLETE : You make your way into a local boxing gym, looking for someone who is willing to teach you self defense. The quiet man who runs the gym is unwilling to take you on as a student and you are forced to prove yourself worthy of his instruction.

Little big secret by @gwaenchanhajagiya (series) COMPLETE : “You’re Zhang Yixing’s little big secret.”

Eternal by @kpopimagi (series, Vampire!au) ONGOING : “ Falling for a vampire wasn’t nearly as glamorous as Yoongi first thought but if she could be certain of one thing, it was that having a vampire falling for her, was definitely beyond thrilling.”

Suho / Kim Junmyeon

Higher by @3kpop2jagi1 ONGOING

Deranged by @heebiejbies (series, Psychiatric!au) ONGOING : The effects of childhood abuse can have a life-long impact. Suffering many years of this form of abuse, Suho is one example of what these effects can be. With a total of 11 alter personalities inside himself, he finds himself in a constant state of mental instability. While his doctor struggles to unscramble the puzzle that she calls his mind, she also struggles to unscramble their true feelings for one another. However, could his case be more complex than she can handle?

Dichotomy by @forexcapism (Mafia!au) ONE SHOT

Chen / Kim Jongdae

Caffeine by @3kpop2jagi1 (series) COMPLETE : No matter how much sugar you add, coffee is still bitter in the end

Abounded by @nunchiwrites (series, Slave!au) ONGOING : “Y/n, you don’t have to do this far for us, we’re only slaves…”   “That’s exactly why I have to do this, though. I won’t let those corrupt people decide who deserves freedom or not. If this doesn’t happen now, either someone else will do it, or we’ll all be enslaved and hope for everyone will be lost.”

Byronic by @3kpop2jagi1 (Vampire!au) ONE SHOT : “When you decide to stay at an old castle to gain inspiration for writing your new vampire novel, you end up getting a little more insight than you’d expected.”

Fighting Instincts by @marshmallow-phd (series, Wolf!au) COMPLETE : “ He went out of his way to ignore you. You saw his kindness towards everyone else, but he showed you only irritation. And you couldn’t blame him, considering your first meeting. However, little do you know that he’s hiding a dark world, one that you’re pulled into against your will…. “

Sweet lies by @myforeverforlife (series, Superhero!au) COMPLETE : “Life as the city’s famed Spiderman is never easy, especially when the one that you love has no idea who you really are. Jongdae thinks he does a good job of keeping you in the dark for your safety, but he doesn’t realize how the constant excuses and suspicious injuries are starting to take a toll on your friendship. “Hi, this is Jongdae! Leave your message after the beep!”

Nightmare by @myforeverforlife (series, Demon!au) COMPLETE

Impetuous by @yeolology (Swimmer!au) ONE SHOT : “ Kim Jongdae is the best swimmer in your college, incredibly popular and total fuckboy to boot - except after a night of doing laundry with him, you figure that he might actually not be all he’s cracked up to be.”

Byun Baekhyun

Black and white by @baekingpancakes (series, University!au) COMPLETE : Baekhyun is the typical heartthrob that always gets what he wants.. until you came along.

Reticent by @forexcapism (Badboy!au) ONE SHOT

All’s Fair by @3kpop2jagi1 (series) COMPLETE : Let the game begins

Sway by @suhitos-peaches and @rockeryeol (series, Devil!au) COMPLETE : “It was his task, his job. Deceive and twist good people. That is what devils did when sent to Earth on missions. Baekhyun was new to these kind of tasks, he thought it would be easy, but he found himself in a situation he never thought he’d be in. Sent to simply make Ayu sway into the devil’s path. How difficult could that be?”

I give up by @soobadnoonecanstopher (series) COMPLETE

Park Chanyeol

Devil’s advocate by @nunchiwrites (Demon!au) COMPLETE : Ever since the moment she fell from the sky, that angel has belonged to me, and I always take what is mine.’

D.O. / Do Kyungsoo

Denouement by @yeolology (Soulmate!au) ONE SHOT : The world is black and white to everyone. At least, until they reach 18, and realise who their soulmate is or meet them for the first time - and then colour will burst into their life, one shade at a time. You’ve been desperate to graduate high school and move away, but you can’t run from fate.

Daisy by @soobadnoonecanstopher (series, Psychoo!au) COMPLETE : ONLY AVAILABLE ON ASIANFANFICS “Daisy works as a waitress in a dinner. Seated in her section, every single day is a quiet man. Her handsome regular. He only comes when she works and he only sits in her section, he never deviates from this pattern. He never speaks to her outside of ordering his coffee. Day after day for an entire year. When a black sedan pulls up outside of the dinner and a low voice tells her to get in, she hesitates for a second before she does as she’s told. Has Daisy just made the biggest mistake of her life ?”

Wicked by @soobadnoonecanstopher (Ambiguous!au) ONE SHOT : “ Soojin is plagued with a recurring nightmare that feels too real to be just a dream. Wicked : boomshakalaka demon dingdong “

Kai / Kim Jongin

99 and Marlowe by @kpopfanfictrash (Soulmate!au) ONE SHOT : “You can’t eat solids, only liquids until Thursday.”

Oh Sehun

Scars by @forexcapism (Soulmate!au) COMPLETE : Everyone is born with a soul mark somewhere on their body. Their soulmate has the same mark. New technology has been developed that can remove the mark, but at great cost.

Unforeseen forecast by @theluckyyyoneee (series, Playboy!au) ONGOING : A bet that Sehun thought would be too easy to win turned out to be harder than he thought…

Playing with fire by @sheisdreamingsheisdreaming (Demon!au) ONE SHOT : A demon has unknowingly taken interest in you, but having a pikie best friend and a witch for an aunt has filled you with more than enough knowledge for his tricks.

Off limits by @suhitos-peaches (College!Au) COMPLETE : “Sehun knew her long before Tao. He was the one that introduced them. His best friends getting along was like a dream come true, right up until Tao confessed his feelings for her. Sehun knew he was late in hinting that he loved her, but nothing could be done when she returned Tao’s love.Tragedy struck and she needed Sehun now more than ever. How close could he get to her when she was forbidden? She was his best friend’s lover. Tao’s girl forever. No matter the circumstances he had to be faithful to his sacred friendship. His friend’s memory. She was off limits.”

Paradise Lost by @dream-exo-fantasy (series, Vampire!au) ONGOING

Rookie (superhero!au) ONE SHOT : “Sehun is the youngest cop on the force. By night though, he’s someone else entirely. When the both his worlds threaten to overlap, what will he do to keep the woman he loves safe? “

B.A.P.

Moon Jongup

The wife of a future mafia leader by @sheisdreamingsheisdreaming (series, mafia!au) ONGOING : You knew your father would spend his remaining years in dept and you probably would to. But you didn’t think the son of the family your debt went to would want to marry you on his own will, there had to be something more. It was time for you to see how dangerous he really was.

Our contract by @sheisdreamingsheisdreaming (Demon!au) ONE SHOT : How could there be a man a so low in life that he summons a demon to be his friend?

Zelo / Choi Junhong

Living with the murderer by @sheisdreamingsheisdreaming (series, Gang!au) ONGOING : You’re parents are dead and you’re old enough to live on your own. So how on earth is it fair that you have a government worker staring you down in front of the house to your parents murderers?

BTS

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Sevice series by @jimlingss (series) COMPLETE : Do you need a service in the area of love?  Look below and maybe you’ll find something you’re looking for!

[soobadnoonecanstopher]

Thank you so much for recommending my fics 😁😁❤️❤️❤️