I think that at the end of the day, what can be so scary about having a bad reputation, or one you feel doesn’t match up with who you are, I think the fear that we have when we think, ‘oh my god, someone is talking about me behind my back,’ or, ’that rumor isn’t true,’ and what’s scary about that is having a bad reputation, or gossip, can feel fake. It’s that it’s disconnected from you, and what people say when you’re not around, and what we fear when we get anxious about our reputation, is that we fear that something fake, like a reputation, or gossip, or whatever, can get in the way of you finding something real, like real friendship, or real love, or someone who really sees you for you, am I right, Houston? So I guess when I was thinking about all of that, I just, I wrote this song about how things to do with our feelings, and relationships, and trying to find someone who gets us, all that can feel really, really delicate, do you know what I mean?
