bridget!

I seriously don’t know how to use this website (she/her 21)

[kbsd-moved]

webgott // “we should go to counseling”

what can be said about it? what can be said for such an ugly mess?

[h2b1m]

still learning how to draw these guys

[h2b1m]

[asexualenjolras]

I can't stop thinking about the friendship between Quinni and Cash in Heartbreak High. I really hope we get more scenes between them in future seasons.

I can't stop thinking about Cash's face when Quinni is having her meltdown because he knows he can relate on some level. He's listening to her every word, and he is feeling so deeply for her.

His face when she says she doesn't want to be a burden made me sob. He looks so sad.

Quinni's words must have held some resonance with Cash, and I can't stop thinking about it.

Because he doesn't want to be a burden either, and he is trying so hard in his relationship with Darren and it still isn't enough.

Quinni says: "And then I find this thing, this one thing that I can control, that I can share with you all and participate in, one thing that I'm useful for, and I'm told I'm doing that wrong too. It's just not fair."

Cash knows how that feels. He's doing absolutely everything in his relationship with Darren, but he still feels like it's not enough. He's really letting her words sink in.

Quinni needs someone that can understand what she's feeling, and Cash can (in a different way).

I love that we saw Cash pick up on how upset Quinni was at the zoo. She needs someone that notices her, and Cash did.

Anyway, I love the scenes with Quinni and Cash together. And I hope we get more of their friendship in future. Because I think they understand each other on a very personal level. But maybe that's just my autistic, asexual self hoping they can find some solace in each other.

I resonate with Cash just as much as I resonate with Quinni, and I'm not saying that Cash is also possibly autistic but it's possible with his stimming, his mental health history, his deep empathy for living things and his struggles communicating how he feels. I'm running with this headcanon.

[ranbiood]

everything to me. in the most normal way possible.

[fatalebridget]

[bethanyactually]

“…you’re afraid you don’t fit in, you’re afraid you’ll be alone. Great news! You share that with all of us, so you’ll never be alone and you’ll always fit in.”

“You’re stronger. You’re better. You have friends. No, screw that. You have a family.”

[insp.]

[webbo0]

Dealing with the excruciating pain of being unable to talk about my blorbo, let alone find content for them, because my brain decided the main character from a 2005 movie that got mediocre at best reviews was my new ✨special little guy✨

[viola-halogen]

Best kind of fictional relationship: “the actual nature of our relationship is impossible to describe in terms of romantic/platonic but either way you’re the most important person in the world to me and I can’t imagine living in a world without you.” Lots of pining and repression are also essential for this. “I would die for you if you asked me too but I would also die before ever confessing this to you.”

[bubblesparty]

[viola-halogen]

Best kind of fictional relationship: “the actual nature of our relationship is impossible to describe in terms of romantic/platonic but either way you’re the most important person in the world to me and I can’t imagine living in a world without you.” Lots of pining and repression are also essential for this. “I would die for you if you asked me too but I would also die before ever confessing this to you.”

[winterswake]

JAKE GYLLENHAAL as detective Loki in PRISONERS (2013)

[bubblesparty]

oh my god, is there any way to get rid of all these bots following me?? every time I come back to tumblr there are 3 that have tried to follow me. I block them but there's always more

[tryworks]

what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

[bubblesparty]

thoughts on tiny pretty things

I started watching this show and I really have a lot of thoughts. MAJOR SPOILERS!! (for a show who came out in 2020 lol)

the way they frame caleb's islamophobia as being totally rational with no pushback from anyone is so weird. I get that they're supposed to be 17 or something, but can no one just say- "hey, it's actually not this french guy's fault that your dad was killed, and maybe you should go to therapy instead of fucking the headmaster" THE SHOW NEVER ADDRESSES THIS OR LETS NABIL STAND UP FOR HIMSELF

and I know that not just because something is portrayed means that it's endorsed by the show. but. caleb acting like his relationship with the madame is somehow less morally reprehensible than the typical old men-young girls dynamic is sad. (also I haven't finished the show so I'm sure this relationship will be exposed and be shown clearly as bad) because it's definitely not the job of the younger person to break out of a toxic grooming relationship (again, aren't they supposed to be UNDERAGE)

ALSO please, why do people get so upset at everything!! if my friend had an eating disorder and was clearly lashing out because of that, I feel like I'd be able to be a little more sympathetic... not saying that oren and shane are a perfect relationship, but damn why is everyone so confrontational (again, it's impossible to remember that they're high schoolers who are poor decision makers)

^this happened all the time in the earlier episodes too. everyone's just out for blood and they will twist everything into a confrontation!! my least favorite trope is miscommunication-- JUST TALK TO EACH OTHER

I have to say that they're supposed to be underage after every point because it's one of those shows where not a single person acts their age (why can't they just set these shows in college where it makes at least a tiniest bit more sense)

oh my god, I forgot about the INCREDIBLY unprofessional cop (she disappeared in episode 4). I'm really sorry that her wife died, really I am. but her whole show at the gala seemed so out of line

THE VOICE OVERS are sooo melodramatic. and they really don't add anything to the story, other than to give the audience a totally unnecessary ballet metaphor telling us what we should've been watching

what job would hire a 17 year old who needs to dance 6 hours a day (or something)

why do all of the dancers act like friends when it's needed for the plot, but when it's not, they immediately start hating each other again

WAIT so you're telling me Neveah is mad at her mom for protecting her brother from his abusive partner??! I can't begin to imagine what it's actually like to have a parent in jail, but being mad at her mom just seems backwards. (also I heard that the show changed it, which makes sense because it would be weird for a black author to write such a clear racist stereotype)

[bubblesparty]

wow there are so many bots on here. I came back and 7 bots had followed me!

[bubblesparty]

just started watching superstore with my sister

so far it's funny but nowhere near as good as community

[bubblesparty]

although it could be the fact that my family watched 6 episodes of the first season without me, so I'm not getting the full experience

[bubblesparty]

just started watching superstore with my sister

so far it's funny but nowhere near as good as community