Rory

[buckbrina]

It’s taken me 3 days already to read this fic where Eddie is reading fanfiction. Why is it taking me so long you may ask? Cause I am getting such second hand embarrassment, poor Eddie. They caught him. He was caught reading it. AND THEY NOW KNOW HE READS GAY FIREFIGHTER FANFICTION SEND HELP

The fic:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/70759601

[buckbrina]

So when are we gonna see Buck dressed as Hercules for Halloween? I know there are more dire issues at hand but come on now

[buckbrina]

*soft gasp and yearningly touches my tv* no

So what does this mean?

Does this mean instead of Buck and Eddie being in a one bed motel room together they’re separated and suffering?

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?

[buckbrina]

I’m actually embarrassed because I very loudly exclaimed to my family “Oh my god. Our beefy bisexual man is bidding over the phone for his boyfriend!!!!”

That in fact was not the case.

Now fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice… Well I got fooled twice.

Seeing the way Eddie was watching Buck work the stage I very loudly said “Guys he’s gonna do it, he’s gonna bid on his boyfriend”

That also did not happen. I was made a fool.

[buckbrina]

Look guys, I want Buddie to get together ASAP as much as the next person. But I want Gay Disaster Eddie Diaz for just a little bit. Like imagine he figures out he’s in love with Buck while they’re coming back from Nashville and he’s trying to be nonchalant about it when they’re back in LA but he’s not. A full episode of Eddie just freaking out whenever Buck’s in the same room. Buck needs Eddie to spot him in the gym, Eddie’s so distracted by Buck’s little gym shorts that he knocks over the rack of weights. They’re doing a one person job together, as per usual, but now Eddie can’t keep up with the banter cause his hearts beating so fast he thinks he might have another panic attack. He’s walking up the stairs cause someone called for dinner and he trips on the last one seeing Buck in his apron. On a call Eddie’s making sure someone doesn’t have a concussion and when he looks up he watches Buck, in slow motion, pulling someone out of a wrecked car. Chimney ends up having to take over the very easy concussion check cause Eddie’s too distracted and won’t stop blushing. Even just walking next to Buck is hard, the constant shoulder bumps cause Buck can’t walk straight has Eddie wanting to jump off another bridge and take a cold plunge, lord knows he needs it.

I just need another Loser Eddie montage solely surrounded by him being in love with his best friend