𝐒 ⇝ 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞—𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭—𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬.
"ughhhhh!" i groaned for what seemed like the millionth time. my brain was overwhelmed. i have been trying to cram 10 months worth of lessons in a week.
if you haven't guessed it already, it's going horrible. finals are approaching and i can't remember a single thing i've learned all year.
given that i had been super busy with studying, i had been neglecting my phone for quite a bit—which worries me that i could have missed messages and calls from paige.
even though she knows i have been super busy i can't help but feel bad for not texting her. i had barely slept or eaten in days—taking small bites out of random half eaten protein bars i find in my dorm—and falling asleep mid typing on my computer and waking up 30 minutes later, more than once might i add.
i had spent the last two hours studying for my math class, and god knows how many hours on my other classes. i had been writing down the equations, finding online examples of those equations and trying to solve them.
so far i have about five written, and one and a half solved. though the one i did solve is extremely wrong. there are way to many variables and exponents for me to understand.
i looked around my over crowded desk in search for a protein bar i might have left have eaten, officially giving up on studying, but instead of finding a protein bar, i found a post it note.
"you will do great, love you - p"
a small smile instantly grew on my face as i set it back down. even if paige is busy with practice, or games, she always finds a way to be with me.
i put the post it note to the side and turned back to my laptop. my stomach growled with hunger, my eyes closing every five seconds in exhaustion, and the light my computer emitted made me feel sick.
i couldn't afford to not study, if i didn't i was for sure going to fail my finals. i let out a deep sigh as i continued typing on my computer.
slowly my movements got less sharper, my eyes felt heavy, and my fingers were moving slower, before i knew it i was knocked out.
i groaned a bit as i started regaining consciousness, but this time something was different—i heard a voice.
i opened my eyes raising my head that had been laying on its side on the keyboard. i look at my computer screen seeing at least 3 pages worth of random letters my face pressed in my sleep, in the reflection of a small mirror i keep on my desk i could see that the keys left an imprint on my skin.
"ah shit." i muttered to myself.
i heard the voice again, half asleep and i look to my left to see paige.
"paige—you're... here?" i knew she had been busy and hadn't had time to visit me.
she grabbed my hands leading me up and out of the chair. "i had to, you haven't responded to my calls or texts, and i was worried—and azzi said you haven't responded to her either. i had to come check on you."
"shit, i'm sorry, its just—i've been busy studying, and i haven't had much sleep, or ate much, or even done much studying—hell i don't even know where my phone is-" before i could keep rambling paige had cut me off.
"you haven't ate or slept?" she asked worriedly, clearly concerned about my health.
"oh i mean—its really not a big deal, technically i just slept—and i just- i've been eating protein bars that are laying around my desk." i take a look at my desk, disorganized and chaotic, papers everywhere, pens and pencils scattered as well.
"somewhere.. around.. here.." i say scanning my desk noticing the lack of food i had just told her about.
paige just sighed pulling me into a hug which i didn't reject as i wrapped my arms around her.
"i'm gonna get you to bed—and i'm gonna get you food." she said pulling back from the hug her hands on my shoulders.
"but i really need to finish this equation-" before i could even finish the sentence she cut me off with a quick kiss.
"no more studying—you will have plenty of more time, and i promise you will thank me when you're energized and full." she led me over to my bed gesturing for me to lay down.
"paige, you don't need to do this—i can take care of myself you know..." i climbed into my bed immediately melting into it.
"yeah sure, i'm gonna go make you some food." she had an amused smile on her face as she saw me immediately relaxing in my bed.
she came back with a bowl of mac and cheese—even if it was kraft mac and cheese she managed to make it taste like a five star meal.
"thank you paige—seriously." i couldn't thank her enough for being here for me, if she hadn't shown up i'd be hour 8 into studying.
she climbed into my bed glasses perfectly placed on her face as she gives me a small smile. "you know i'll always be here for you, you're the most important person to me."
i returned her smile as i snuggled into her side immediately yawning, as she laid on her back her arm around my body the other resting on her stomach. i took off my glasses handing them to her so she could put them on the nightstand.
"i love you paige." i whispered half asleep.
"i love you more, goodnight—get some rest." she whispered placing a kiss on the top of my head softly.
and with that i was out, asleep, comfortable, warm, in the embrace of my perfect girlfriend.
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