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4nor3x14

S3|f H4rm

D3pr3ss10n

Tr4ns Dysph0r14

Please seek help if you are also suffering <3

#gay #asexual #4norexi4 #tw ed diet #tw eating issues #tw ana diary #@na buddy #tw s3lf harm #s3lfh4rm #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing

reginaldjuice

This guy i like is so cute but I don’t think he likes me the same way i like him. I wanna move in with him and start a life with him but it feels like all he cares about is sexual stuff :/

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #gay #unreciprocated love #unrequited pining #unrequited feelings #cowboy #kentucky

19-20 days is my curse i swear. I can never seem to make it past 19/20 days. I feel like such a failure but the adrenaline feels so good.

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #s/h recovery #implied s/h #s3lfh4rm #tw s/h mention #tw s3lf harm #s/h tw #sewerslidal #tw sui ideation #sewercide #sewer slide #suicudal #self h@rm #unreciprocated love

I want to curl into a ball and cry. Why am i so expendable to people? I wish i was as important to someone as they are to me. I want someone to be obsessed with talking to me just like i’m obsessed to be talking to them. I want someone to remember the small details about me and have those things constantly remind them of me. I wish they’d wonder how my day is going and if i’m thinking of them. I wish someone needed me like i need them.

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #s/h recovery #sewerslidal #unreciprocated love #gay #unrequited feelings #unrequited crush #unrequited pining

GUYS AFTER 8 YEARS I THINK I FOUND MY BIOLOGICAL BROTHER???? MY MOM KEPT ME FROM CONTACTING HIM (and his mom did the same 🙃) BUT I FOUND HIM??? HOW DO I REACH OUT WITHOUT BEING AWKWARD? PLEASE HELP.

#found family #brother #reconnection #help lol #advice #please give me answers

I have somewhat severe sensory issues to the point where i refuse to take my socks off when i walk around my house BUT TONIGHT I DID IT. I was so happy for some reason!!!

#autistic things #autism #sensory #sensory issues #podophobia

Today was one of the hardest days in my journey to being like fully mentally stable. I won’t go into detail but there was so many heartbreaking things that happened today and the entire time i just wanted to go home and relapse. When i finally got home i just sorta sat on the floor and cried, then i called up my best friend (in hopes that like she could get my mind off things) and it lowkey works. Things get better guys, it just takes time 💗💗

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #s/h recovery #implied s/h #s3lfh4rm #tw s/h mention #tw s3lf harm #s/h tw #sewerslidal #tw sui ideation #sewercide #sewer slide #suicudal #self h@rm #gay

11 WEEKS!!!! (idc if it’s getting annoying, i love repeating numbers)

I HAVE BEEN CLEAN FOR 10 WEEKS. THATS ALMOST 3 MONTHS?!?!!!!!! OH MY GOD. I used to not be able to make it past 20 days BUT NOW IM AT 72?!!!! IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

#s/h recovery #s3lfh4rm #tw s/h mention #tw s3lf harm #implied s/h #s/h tw #sewerslidal #tw sui ideation #self h@rm

Life just gets worse and worse doesn’t it.

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #s/h recovery #implied s/h #s3lfh4rm #tw s/h mention #tw s3lf harm #s/h tw #sewerslidal #sewercide #tw sui ideation #sewer slide #suicudal #self h@rm

I really wanna stay clean since my 2 months is coming up but it’s so hard. This will be the longest i’ve gone without cvtt1ng in a while so i don’t wanna mess it up but i also don’t wanna deal with things without a vice.

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #s/h recovery #implied s/h #s3lfh4rm #tw s/h mention #tw s3lf harm #s/h tw #sewerslidal #sewercide #tw sui ideation #sewer slide #suicudal

LMAO nevermind yesterday was terrible. I think i cried about 20 times (not exaggerating) and had a slight meltdown. I didn’t relapse, not even once !!!!

#tw depressing thoughts #s/h recovery #implied s/h #s3lfh4rm #tw s/h mention #tw s3lf harm #s/h tw #sewerslidal #sorry for being depressing #sewercide #tw sui ideation #sewer slide #suicudal

I’ve been doing soooo better lately and hopefully today is gonna be a good day. Not just for me but for everyone!! I love y’all 💗💗💖

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #depression recovery #s/h recovery #recovery

biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist

typical magical girl series but the female protagonists are allowed to just straight up murder people. is that asking so much

Y’all i’ve been going through it. Earlier this week I convinced myself that nothing was real and I was secretly in a coma being tested on by scientists and now I think I’m the next Van Gogh (and i’m not just talking about his art career 🙃)

YALLLLL. It’s probably old news to you guys but screaming loud asf into a pillow is so much better than relapsing imo!!!! Only works if you’re home alone tho :/

#sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #s/h recovery #implied s/h #tw s/h mention #tw s3lf harm #s/h tw #sewerslidal #sewercide #tw sui ideation #sewer slide #self h@rm

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