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Lena • 19 • CW: 75lbs • GW:65lbs •UGW: 60lbs I don’t promote anything. This account is just for my own personal use.

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Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not, and often times we call a man cold when he is actually sad 🥀

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Still there is this terrible desire to be loved 💔

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Is it hard understanding ... I’m incomplete 💀

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Someone said “ A lot of people struggle with sleep because sleep requires peace.”

Understandable 🖤

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The only thing I’m good at is destroying myself 💀🖤

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remember the softest days. remember the songs humming on the radio while you were with your best friends. remember the compliments about your pretty eyes, the times you laughed while crying and the most loving hugs. remember the dogs that ran up to see you, the color of people’s eyes in the sunlight, the way you felt when you watched your favorite film for the first time. remember your best achievements and the way you grew from your saddest evenings. your life is much more beautiful than you perceived when you remember all of the good things.

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Do I fear the sleepless nights ? You have no idea how long the dark lasts when you cannot close your eyes to it 🖤😞

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I want to taste the alcohol on my tongue and feel the blood on my thighs. I want to feel the dizziness of hunger and the emptiness of purging.

But most of all anything but this, because feelin pain is better than going insane 💔

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How do you tell your parents, that you want to cut your wrists and burn your skin, or bring pain to your body by starvation.

How do you bring something like that up ?

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It’s all for attention right ?

She cuts herself for attention doesn’t she ? She thinks about suicide everyday, she starves herself, she cries herself to sleep. She’s broken.

But it’s all for attention right ?

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The strongest thing I’ve ever seen is when someone wants so much to just give up end it all and everyone would understand why, but then the person continues and fights. It’s beautiful 🦋 we all have it in us 🖤

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When people say “keep your head held high” or “chin up” or even “keep fighting” what they don’t understand is how long I’ve been trying to do all those, but now it’s over 💔

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Today my forest is dark, the trees are sad and all the butterflies have broken wings. 🦋 💔

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There comes a point where you no longer care if there’s a light at the end of the tunnel or not .... Your just sick of the tunnel 🖤🚊 🚞

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Some cut their wrists

And some their thighs,

Some cover it with sleeves

And some with smiles,

Some prefer razors

And others play with knives,

But in the end their living the pain

Through their lives.

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Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that wants to die ...