Bummer Love

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The tree said ♡

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“All through November she had been kissing phantoms.”

— Lola Ridge, from To the Many; Collected Poems of Lola Ridge; “Beauty-Stained,”

[bummerlove]

Would..

Could you? Allow me to become obsessed with you.. would you let my need to care consume you..let it surround you? My love the opposite of sick and twisted... could I warm you and excite you? May I ignite a flame within myself? For you? I’ve given in and gone your way I keep a silk thin barrier over my heart to you.. but it’s just that... I could..I could obsess over you.. but I don’t.. I remain the cool stream of calm and you do the same for me.. I promise to let you breathe.. I promise not to smother.. but if you need it.. my cavernous love for you will be here.. pass through the falls and I am there.My love could consume you.. and you may know.. no other like it.. that’s my fear.. like the last 2 that it may be overlooked and taken for granted..I hope not..I can see myself.. melting into you.. us a powerful and beautiful fusion..

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Mary L. Macomber Night and her Daughter Sleep (detail) 1902

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Beautiful as you, by Milamai

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the cure - the same deep water as you

[bummerlove]

Do not conjure me... for I am the betrayer... to be in your presence is a test of my own resolve.. how could I be so false hearted and still... care so much? i hear your soft words.. and your rough lines... I am your friend..an ear to bend at least I like to think so..as much as I try to create distance nce between us.. I am pulled back.. and forced to hear your lurid description of this amiable being..but now ive got this contrasting view.. now.. I know about the foible first hand... as I experience him all I can say is.. it is so unlike what I have previously suffered through I could say you were unbalanced... but I know better. I know that with time. things transform..they lessen less patient...less understanding...we have both endured difficulties.. for trying too long to make something what it was not..I envision that I am absolved of this criminality.. I do not require your blessing nor do I intend to impose. I only wish to live in the light with no secrets in my heart and no misdeed on my conscience. And so I ask.. with no demand for an answer..Forgive me comrade.. for finding treasure where you saw something so inconsequential.. For finding such beauty where you spewed disgust.. I know with as much time as you had there will be a bond I could never break.. I don’t intend to.. it is my desire that we all.. grow from this and know a love and respect that matches your new interest in spiritual growth.

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[bummerlove]

Yeah.. and if you resist.. it doesnt matter.. in the end.. The Universe wins.

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[bummerlove]

I dedicate to you preposterous amounts of love and affection.. my soul jumps for you.. my body.. pines.. We miss you we crave you.. how can this be? Are you really curious? It's that drive and intensifying curiosity... your craving to know me? Matches my will to share with you.. like the most perfect lock and key.. I give myself.. my love..my loyalty... is yours to keep .. all I ask is that you not give up.. And this fire will continue to burn for you.

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“Too often, the only escape is sleep.”

— Charles Bukowski  (via purplebuddhaquotes)