I Think I’ve Always Been Dead

Just a person who isn’t really a person. More like a walking, talking corpse. I’m great at circuses if you want to hire me.

[buried-freak]

“One by one we bite the dust

Kick the bucket, begin to rust.”

Hello, welcome to my spider infested corner of the internet. It really is so good to meet you. My name is Liz, but it doesn’t really matter what you call me. I am nothing but a creature.

(OOOO I really hate to have to put this to the top, but just to restate again, if you support serial killers, murderers, or school shooters (TCC) then I will block you on site. If you see anyone reblogging my stuff who is, tell me so I can block them. It is so stupid to have to say I don't want people who support murderers on my blog but hey it's tumblr what should I expect (9/30/24)

I wanted a blog to center more around things I find or create instead of just reblogging other things, so here it is.

I love metal music, art, poetry, old internet and old tech, fashion, the works. Expect a lot of my posting to be centered around that.

General fuck off boundaries. No racists, homophobes, terfs, sexists, nazis, TCC, proship, etc etc. If you are a scum of a person I don’t want you here.

PLEASE NOTE! I do not have the time to check all of the sources for what I reblog. If I reblog a post from scum please let me know! I have to keep blocking people because I think they are fine and then I look a bit further and they are really weird in a bad way! Always let me know.

I am 19. I do not care about minors following me. Please do not be under 14 though. I understand I can not stop you but I do not want you here.

“Give up the ghost when your numbers up

We all fall down.”

Flag by @moondrizzled

Credit to @songuserbox

[v4mpyregirl-deactivated20251123]

[rivertigo]

omg I’m so out of touch with gen z some of these people are so annoying

[buried-freak]

[buried-freak]

[guldaastan]

tumblr staff kys 💕

[guldaastan]

atp if you're buying badges or in any way giving money to this shithole website, you're supporting and giving money to a violent transmisogynist who has taken down accounts belonging to palestinian and sudanese families who were trying to live by raising money here.

[guldaastan]

ahmed himself was raising money to help his family. one of his siblings recently had a baby. ahmed was regularly posting to make sure that his family could afford necessities for that baby and staff just nuked his blog. there were so many hate campaigns against him started by prominent and famous accounts here (fuck you badjokesbyjeff). he still stayed here to ensure that he could help his people. i hope all the zionists on this shit site never get a moment of peace.

[a-shade-of-blue]

You can help Ahmed (@90-ghost) and donate to him here

This is Ahmed's post where you can read about his family's situation in his own words

[jovialtorchlight-deactivated202]

i've been through the fucking ringer the past few months. engine blew on my car, paid 5 grand to put a new one in only to have the transmission blow as well. i am likely going to let the bank repossess the car.

i need some help. i've been carless for the entire summer and my job is starting again.

Any help fucking unbelievably appreciated. i'm kind of stuck and i have to get to and from work...i can't keep bumming rides if i could get a couple hundred bucks extra i could up my budget from like 1,500 to upwards of 2 grand. my entire paycheck is 1538 so even a tiny bit of wiggle room would help me get a vehicle. But I ALSO need to pay $625 to the shop, need to pay for a tow, need to pay bills… needless to say I need some help. sooooo if you’ve ever wanted to buy a book/do the pay what you can PDF option I would be incredibly grateful

Downloadable PDFS

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Pay what you can:

Paypal: [email protected]

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And to be honest, if you’ve read one of my books, consider hyping it up to friends. Make some TikTok’s, try to get my work out there. I’ve never needed help more.

Sending love

[jovialtorchlight-deactivated202]

Im sorry

[jovialtorchlight-deactivated202]

Im so fuckin sorry i hudt need help with gas to get homd

[jovialtorchlight-deactivated202]

Im so fuckin sorry i hudt need help with gas to get home

[notvoid]

[margbarcis]

this video is genuinely incredible - the framing, the sunset, the single street light, the sound of traffic and cicadas in the background, the video of the sign capture imperfectly by (presumably) a phone camera. it’s a work of art and a perfect encapsulation of 21st century america

[palestinian-from-gaza-and-proud]

Gaza, my beloved, is not just a spot on a map. It is the story of a people, a story of steadfastness, a story of hope that defies pain. Here, between the walls of the siege, hearts beat with life, clinging to simple dreams, and refusing to surrender to despair.

Let us be the voice of Gaza. Let us tell their stories, let us support them, let us stand with them in the face of injustice. Gaza deserves to be heard, and Gaza deserves to be lived.

@90-ghost @punkitt-is-here @tamamita @neechees @valtsv @vampiricvenus @nabulsi @ankle-beez @butchfeygela @buttercuparry @beserkerjewel @yekkes @athena5898 @rickybabyboy @dykesbat @feluka @autisticmudkip @heritageposts

[pinketine]

Okay now that you guys have liked Lil Nas X, Megan thee Stallion, Kendrick Lamar AND Doechii. Surely you can listen to rap now. Surely you see the merits of the genre. Surely.

[anglaised]

hope op doesnt mind, plugging my spotify playlist with a beginner mix of rap from different artist if people want to check that out! there is over a hundred songs in there with different subgenres as well, i promise you, you will love atleast one of these songs on this playlist if you like any of the artist above

[charl0ttan]

you can always make fun of white people who refuse to give rap a good honest chance. it is always morally correct

[buried-freak]

My favorite fallen angel ♡

[godisafujoshi]

Forgetting

[parasitebabywrld-deactivated202]

rob and sheri moon zombie🖤

[stigmata-station]

Literally the most insane interpretation i have ever seen

[buried-freak]

Wow you seem super deranged can I fuck your brains out

[buried-freak]

Would it be super controversial to say that porn addiction is still bad no matter what format you are consuming.

[buried-freak]

In the process of deleting TikTok since I have a number of drafts and every time I open the comments it’s “oh…” “oh!” “oh” I’m gonna crush your windpipe so the only thing you’ll ever be able to gasp is “oh”

[alex-strike-is-transgender]

I hate the bitches who'll say "oh!" Or "yap" or one of those copy paste comments instead of an argument I will actually open their neck and pull out their windpipe they don't deserve breathing privileges.

[buried-freak]

Us on our way to go and kill people who are mean for the sake of just being mean