Ripping out stitches

Ella 22 Australia Mother to Luca born 22.08.14 💕 Currently struggling with Bulimia, BPD, Major Depression, PTSD and Anxiety. 1 year self harm free Right now I'm trying to juggle mental illness treatment with being a mum.

[burning-l1ghts]

Me: If I relapse I will love it but hate myself so much at the same time.

My therapist: That's a high price to pay for just a few minutes of relief, isn't it?

[suicide-is-my-father]

[obeliskandmetronome]

[sandandglass]

[adventures-in-zookeeping-deacti]

Remember when Disney treated emotional trauma as an actual physical ailment and not the stupid “just stop being upset” thing? 

[whitelotuslounge]

Big Hero 6 was a great movie

[askinnyblackman]

my favorite phrase in the english language is “i shit you not”

[life-with-bpd-things-blog]

recovery is terrifying when you don’t know who you are without your sadness

exert from a book i will never write  (via life-with-bpd-things)

[burning-l1ghts]

Lucie's first ice cream 🍦😍💕 #heloveditaftertheinitialconfusion #sosticky #19months #firsts #actualperfection #damnlucabackatitagainwiththemostperfectsmile

[tiredpapi-blog]

Stop checking on people that aren’t checking on you

[paradoxic-reality]

[edrecoveryprobs]

Trying to make it through the day after a difficult therapy session

[just-shower-thoughts]

I have been living my backup plan for so long I have no idea what a plan A would even look like anymore.

[lizzibennet]

if you think embarrassing shy people on purpose is funny please do yourself a favor and shove a truck up your ass

[poemvs]

[meme-mixtape-deactivated2016080]

pros and cons of dating me:

pros:

you’ll be the cute one

cons:

holy SHIT where do i begin

[queeringoutloud]

Can I skip to the part of my life where I’m financially stable and sleep next to the love of my life every night?

[pistefive]

[drawnxout-deactivated20150903]

a metaphor of my life

[drinkt0forget-deactivated202303]

I’m very mentally ill and take everything as an insult ha ha ha