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{ madison - 28 - they/she } i aspire to be a big beam of light

[weltenwellen]

Glennon Doyle, Untamed

[burningcandles]

not terminally ill as in we’ve exhausted all treatment options, but terminally ill as in they won’t give me advanced treatments due to “behavioral issues”

[ametoraeye]

[burningcandles]

telling my cardiologist I fell off

[burningcandles]

all she wants is quiet and a new day

[burningcandles]

hey i cant afford my heart failure meds this month that reduce the risk of me having lethal arrhythmias again. they’re 120. message me for payment apps if you’d like to help 🥲💖

[burningcandles]

racked up more than a million dollars worth of medical debt in last year alone… and that was still me neglecting a lot of my care.

[burningcandles]

I'm so sorry. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

thank you

[burningcandles]

im in the way, im in the way, im in the way of you

[cybervoidd]

[mona-l1sa]

[burningcandles]

running around with a clock ticking above my head, i wish it would ring. instead im hurting everyone i love with this waiting. they say some time is better than none but i can’t stop feeling like it’s already rung.

[burningcandles]

[burningcandles]

sending love 🫶🏽🤎

thank you for always seeing me ❤️‍🩹

[burningcandles]

sitting around waiting to die

[supplementalsnackfood]

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