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Paddle Boarding

We went to westwood first, but we didn't even swim. But we drank smoothies. Mine was disgusting, LarkiLark's was the best! No fair. So anyway, we chatted at Westwood then we walked to LarkiLark's house. It wasn't too far of a walk but my new Chaco's were killing my feet!

When we arrived at her house we changed because we were going to paddle board. We got the two paddle boards and oars, including towels and goldfish to snack on!

So LarkiLark and I were on one paddle boat while Tate and Valerie were on one themselves. We raced eachother to the new Westwood dock which was still under construction. I got off the paddle boat and walked on the dock, Valerie and Tate arrived much later than us because my group was awesome. So LarkiLark would lay on the paddle boat but then she went under the dock and hit a boat really hard. She yelled "shit" a bunch of times and she slightly chipped her paddle board. It was scary at first cause her scream sounded so scary!

She got a hold of herself and we headed back to her dock. I paddled this time and it really worked our abs! Also we all planned to take yoga lessons over the summer! Fun right? Well so LarkiLark and I paddled a lot faster back to her dock and we couldn't find the others. So we headed back to LarkiLark's house and got some snacks.

Tate was being really annoying that day. I just wanted to push her into the water for her to stay there forever. But when we came back they finally arrived and we brought the board back to LarkiLark's house.

Also, while on the paddle boat, LarkiLark and I talked about school and people, it was a great time.

By the Way: What's the go?

#what's the go?#I sense Jaws

Twas a Good Night

Last night my friends, valerie, and I went to P.Terry's dressed as weird hipsters. It was like ridiculous, nobody was rude and they only backed away from me when I went to the soda fountain... They like walked two feet out of my way when I was approaching.

Then Larkilark and I had a spitball contest. I laughed so hard because my spitballs went into both Tate's and Valerie's mouths. Then when Tate was buying a hamburger for her mom, I spit through the bushes and hit her back, TWICE. I was so proud of myself. But I was laughing so hard that I cried several times. My mouth was losing spit so I was awfully thirsty. But we had a good time in P.Terry's. Surprisingly, they didn't kick us out!

After dinner, we walked to Ms. Melanson's house. I called her and told her we were waiting outside of her house with a cookie from P.Terry's. She wasn't home but she came back within 5 minutes. When she came home, she invited us into the house and we all talked for 2 hours. There would be awkward pauses and our teacher would go like "Mmm Mmm Mmm." It was quite awkward. I was overheated the whole time cause I wore leggings underneath my maxi skirt. Oh yeah the outfits we wore came from Tate's closet.

We stayed at her house for like two hours. So funny :)

#Jesus was there as well

Depressing News.

I was supposed to go to Schilitterbahn today...

My friend got sick and she was my ride to Schlitterbahn.. Schlitterbahn is a really cool water park that I have never been to. I don't want to be too old to go so I must go there soon. Maybe over the summer.

#darn you friend #i don't care if youre sick #i just want to go #now

#I love you draco malfoy

Glad End of Day.

I was picked up at school instead of taking the bus home! Yay. We went directly to the Domain to find Valerie's graduation dress but I looked around for myself. I only bought a striped shirt from Madewell.

I ran into my bestie :) and we hung out the rest of the day. We went to free people to guess which dress Valerie was talking about. We went to Betsey Johnson to play "dress-up."

I picked out her dress: Long black, with layers of pink ruffles underneath, revealing to the side. She also wore a crazy knit sweater which looked so funny I laughed so long and hard that I cried!

And so I wore a slim, pencil black sequined dress with a pink sequined belt. The girl trying out dresses too complimented :). Since that was not crazy enough, my next dress was a tight black mermaid dress with ruffles poofing out on the bottom of the dress. The store keeper thought I looked good :)

Then we tried on matching dresses, they were dresses with weird long sleeves. It looked cute though! But it felt weird to try on.

Lastly, I tried on the white short strapless cute dress. It was adorable and perfect The only problem was price. Only if it were $200 cheaper...

After wards, we ate at CPK. we saw two middle schoolers out the window and ran outside to say hello! They mistakened me as Megan haha silly. I don't look or sound like her at all.

We sent my bestie back home and today's ending was so much fun. I just didn't work out and ate a ton at CPK!

Oh yeah, my sophmore advisor is Ms. Hou. Yay..

#boring days with fabulous endings

absolutefucker

I can barley take it anymore

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

What the fuck is wrong with life?

I can barley take it anymore at school. The bitches are as annoying as ever. My "friends" are not really friendly. And the freakin volleyball season has been over for too long. I'm going to give this school another chance. Next year, there will be a new start with volleyball, new freshmen who I love. and Maybe that will make me change my mind. Will it? We'll see.

#let the future tell your fate

Seriously

DUDE seriously *Leslie* you need to stop this madness. I mean, first you ignore me when I try to talk to you (as friends)

second when I come up to the lunch table, basically the whole entire group won't tell me what they're talking about.

Third, I asked "is this a sleepover?" Only one person said yes. Thanks guys, I feel so included.

Fuck you Leslie

*Leslie*= not actual name of the person I am talking about

#fuck this shit

Friend's Ex.

No, I'm not forming a crush on her, and neither is she back.

She finally texted me back the next day about my friend that I'm worried about. They're not together right now but I thank goodness they're still friends. I asked her if she could help my friend get better with her anxiety problems. But my friend saw me texting her ex and got mad at me. She demanded me to tell her what I was talking about in front of everyone. But I told her I would tell her later. She obviously did not understand my purpose. But I wouldn't call her that oblivious.

I told her later when there was nobody else around and she thanked me for not telling it outloud. Not many people know about her anxiety-filled stressful life.

#obliviousness

Anderson or SAS?

I don't know which school I want to go to.

I know that I will be attending SAS for at least another year but I feel like going to Anderson for the rest of my high school years.

The problem is that I already have all of my academic goals set out for SAS and they have a good sports program but I hate everyone here. My "friends" have gone bad. They've expired. And I need to start a new freshened start. Please, Help me come up with an idea. I seriously need to make up my mind.

This conundrum has been in my thoughts for like forever. I need to get it out of my mind. Please.

#difficult decisions #please

Confused.

Am I losing friends?

I just got to class and before I arrived my classroom. my "friends" were walking besides me. I asked if they could slow down but they acted as though they were purposely ignoring me. They had a conversation and as their technical friend, I would be allowed to join. Though that never happened to be the case. Instead, they walked even faster and didn't acknowledge me. WTF? Fuck you guys.

Ya'll are definite fags.

Hate them now,

Me

#fuck those fags

You are one big fat brown brick house

My Sister 4 years ago

Also.

Can I also get like super fast metabolism? I workout more than anyone in my family, friends, and some of my other classmates but I'm still heavier, larger, and thicker than them. I need a new body. One that won't store fat in my thighs and lower belly.

I get jealous of other people's bodies, knowing that they probably do nothing to earn it. Fuck this.

#ab fat #thundertighs #chubbycheeks

Can I restart?

Why does life have to be so annoying? Can I restart my life and oh actually. Can I live someone else's life? That would be great, Thanks.

#my frenchfry order

Sleep, Come to me.

How can I smile in the mornings when I don't get enough sleep?

I'm just starting a habit of drinking coffee every morning at school. I don't want to become addicted to caffeine. What am I doing?

#where is my sleep?

Hmm.

Dear Self,

I don't know what to do. I'm texting my ex. My only ex. And he seems to like me now. I'm positive that he's using me. But unfortunately, I told him I liked him too (but as friends) and have never stopped since 6th grade. Today I'm in 9th grade and we don't go to the same school anymore.

Should I make things clear? And tell him that what I meant as I've "always" liked you as in since you were the first I fell in love with, I will always love you. But I won't necessarily be in love with you.

I feel bad because I haven't told him this yet.

Love, My Life's complications

#life's complications

Chacos

So today I finally got my Chacos :)

I'm going to wear them on Saturday to Schlitterbahn with two of my friends.

#chaco delights

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