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welcome to butterfly junction

[dying-t0-be-skinn-y]

Cold all the time😁

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Well, I'm officially never touching anything in our kitchen ever again because apparently the chips I ate an entire week ago were sacred

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Drinking my black coffee in the Walmart parking lot as I contemplate life wasn't on my bingo card for today but here we are

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Everything and everyone is really pushing me to the edge today

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Today I heard someone say "Meals in America are designed to kill you"

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At this rate, I should be down a total of 10lbs by my summer road trip vacation, and I'm so excited

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I've kept those 4lbs off for an entire week. I know that sounds like a small thing, but it really isn't for me. And I only binged once this week and even then managed to stop myself in the middle before it got too bad.

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So I'm 98% sure my boyfriend is hiding an engagement ring in his nightstand. Another reason I need to lose this weight. I cannot be this big at our wedding. Not only that, but I need to get healthy so I can live longer to be with him. Which is something I never thought I'd say. I had plans in my teens and mid twenties to end my life and yet here I am in my 30s wanting to live until at least my 80s to see what happens with this man. Amazing.

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I've lost 4lbs already simply by reducing my carb intake. I have 1 serving of carbs per day (usually with dinner).

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So, I weighed myself this morning for the first time in weeks, maybe months, I honestly don't know. I am the heaviest I have ever been in my life. For some reason, seeing that number on the scale has shocked me back into reality. Forget my appearance, forget 'the aesthetic', I need to lock in simply for my fucking health. If I keep binging, I'm going to die in my damn 40s is my guess. It's so bad. How did I let it get this bad?

[skinnist4r]

Remember what you eat in private, you wear in public. So yes they do know about that binge. Be better

[need2bsknny]

weight loss already takes such a long time so why would you prolong your process with a binge? so you can feel better for 5 minutes? it’s just not worth it

[aquarellemc]

the feeling of losing the same weight that you had lost months ago💀

[ed-recoverry]

From one Gen-Z to another, let’s continue to deprogram ourselves from the idea that 30 is old and you need to have your shit together before 30.

You can go back to school after age 30!

You can fall in love after age 30!

You can find a best friend after age 30!

You can find a passion after age 30!

You can find a job you love after age 30!

You can recover from an addiction after the age 30!

You can pursue a large goal after age 30!

You can travel the world after age 30!

You can move after age 30!

You can change your appearance after age 30!

You can ask for help after age 30!

You can make discoveries about yourself after age 30!

You can come out after age 30!

You can fix your finances after age 30!

You can be attractive after age 30!

You can fix your life after age 30!

You can do anything after age 30!

Idk what so specifically about the number 30 has bewitched so many of us into believing that means your life is over, but it’s just so far from the truth!

You have so much more time after 30 to accomplish all that you want to do.

Your life isn’t over until it quite literally is over. Stop giving yourself a deadline that doesn’t exist!

[dug-two-graves]

every day I step on my silly little scale and want to jump off my silly little roof

[curiosity-killed-the-soul]

~ Letting Ana Go

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Listening to Letting Ana Go for the 12th time and what an awful human being this Susan woman is. I think this every time.