so i didn’t think i’d be making a post like this so soon on this new blog.
i went to visit my friend’s island and my ex-best friend/abuser showed up to the island uninvited while i was there. i’m not certain she realized it was me since i don’t use my real name on ac, but my friend apologized profusely for her being there uninvited and i told her it wasn’t her fault because it wasn’t. i also told her it was fine but it was not.
i still have anxiety dreams about my ex-friend hunting me down so it sent panic through me to have her near me in any way.
the last time i contacted her was through a letter saying that in one of the hardest times of my life, she did nothing but tear me down and make my life worse and that i don’t expect her to apologize for it. i didn’t put a return address on it since she had other ways of possibly contacting me. she did not, and unfriended me on everything i hadn’t already blocked her on.
there’s still a part of me that’s hurt. we were friends for 16 years. so i still have ways to go in terms of moving forward.
wish me luck 🍀
- milinocket

















