um rant type thing
when you don’t have a crush on someone but they like you so you date them just because that’s the normal thing to do. and you know the main reason they like you is because you changed yourself to fit them and you are pretty around them but you want to be loved. and you feel a bit guilty because in a sense you are leading them on. in a sense they are not falling in love with you, just the person you pretend to be. but they wouldn’t like you if you were yourself. now you feel scared around them and know wholeheartedly you don’t like them now that the adrenaline from them liking you has worn off.
theoretically third time this has happened.
um.
well.
any advice?
#rant post#random thoughts#i keep on making the same mistakes#ok if ur reading this and ur like the reddit teenager section and will say steak too juicy lobster too buttery#let it be know that i deeply researched ever single thing about it just so they could like me#AND I DIDN’T EVEN LIKE THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE#also anyone who knows me irl no you don’t#advice#pls give me advice#pls help#anyways#byeeeee