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[sunbathe]

[arthetic]

“I don’t feel the sickness yet, but it’s in the post. That’s for sure. I’m in the junkie limbo at the moment. Too ill to sleep. Too tired to stay awake, but the sickness is on its way. Sweat, chills, nausea. Pain and craving. A need like nothing else I’ve ever known will soon take hold of me. It’s on its way.”

Trainspotting (1996)

[bwaaandon]

I feel it.

[twitter-and-twine]

Bucket List:

Visit Japan for the spring cherry blossom season

[bwaaandon]

I’m so glad I got to go :)

[everydaylouie]

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[wolvesandclaws-blog]

Bewildered, I have to honestly say. I’m not sure what’s going on, but I kind of get an idea. I’m still trying to understand why I’m still being strong and holding up, tolerating the things I truthfully do not like. 

It’s been awhile since I’ve written something whole-hearted. I feel lost, and tired, and so, so overworked. In actuality, the night time has been more welcoming when autumn is nearing, inviting me to curl more tightly in my sheets, wrapping my legs with the warmth of disappearing certainty. 

I constantly catch myself staring off, then my vision starts to get blurry, and I bring myself back to state of “what-the-fuck-am-I-doing?” I’m so sorry. I don’t know what’s gotten into me lately. 

I keep saying I’m tired. I keep saying I don’t know. It’s all I really have. 

[wolvesandclaws-blog]

Fuck this. 

Fuck this.

I haven’t laid in bed like this in awhile, and I haven’t taken the time to just type everything out. I’ve been holding back, clenching onto my heart tighter than my own mind. I’m losing it, I just know. Under certain circumstances, everything is fine and I don’t feel like I’m out of my skin, but when those circumstances are even slightly aligned, everything leaves me behind. 

You know what? It’s fucking unfair, and I don’t care how bratty I sound right now. It’s unfair that I can’t find something new to commit to, or how I can’t fall back on the things I used to obsess over. 

I miss having a lamp that worked in my room. I miss being able to look at my wall and feel proud for the things I’ve put up. I miss being able to sleep comfortably at night without feeling like I’ve forgotten something, or feeling like I’m empty.

Empty.

E  m   p    t     y

I’m so sad. I don’t understand any of this. Is guidance what I seek? Is it comfort? Truth? 

Release. 

I just want to observe myself from an out of body kind of experience. I want to hit myself hard in the face. I know what’s wrong, I think. No, actually, I don’t. I mean, really, I don’t even know. I’m shaking my head, squinting my eyebrows, squeezing hard on my eyes, hoping to get some kind of realization.

It’s so false. All of this. 

[allhailqueenangie]

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[pushingpositivity]

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[supkathleen-deactivated20161004]

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[bwaaandon]

ylai-eelaine:

Passion | Desperately

[furiousgoldfish]

you don’t have to prove that someone is abusive in order to cut them out of your life, if they’re wasting your time and energy, draining you, making you feel miserable, putting way less effort in communicating than you are, blocking your thoughts and opinions, triggering you, making you cry, causing you pain, making you feel awful about yourself - you can cut them off with no further reason needed “I need different things in life right now” is a reason enough.

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[thecalminside]

“There are many ways to understand this. One simple way to know this is: today, if you lose your mental peace totally, you will go to a doctor. He will give you a pill. If you take this pill, your system will become peaceful. Maybe this will last just for a few hours, but you become peaceful. This pill is just a little bit of chemicals. These chemicals enter your system and make you peaceful. Or in other words, what you call peace is a certain kind of chemistry within you. Similarly, what you call joy, what you call love, what you call suffering, what you call misery, what you call fear, every human experience that you go through, has a chemical basis within you. Now the spiritual process is just to create the right kind of chemistry, where you are naturally peaceful, naturally joyous. When you are joyous by your own nature, when you don’t have to do anything to be happy, then the very dimension of your life, the very way you perceive and express yourself in the world will change. The very way you experience your life will change.”

Sadhguru

[wnq-writers]

I never really understood the depth of the oceans until your eyes locked mine and my heart filled with the weight of the sea.

patienceee (via wnq-writers)

[shiruki]

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[bwaaandon]

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Umpqua National Forest

[thepersonalquotes]

[bwaaandon]

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[abiding-in-peace]

In human life, if you feel that you have made a mistake, you don’t try to undo the past or the present, but you just accept where you are and work from there.

Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche (via abiding-in-peace)