• naomi •

I am not a one in a million kind of girl. I am a once in a lifetime kind of woman. Find me on instagram @junikasiadari. #RandomJune

[byjnka]

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.

Bill Cosby

[byjnka]

Wherever it maybe, the place where I am right now is my place.

When The Weather Is Fine

[byjnka]

a note by myself.

I'm a talkative person. I feel happy whenever I talk to other people. Whether it's serious things, like science, finance, social, politics, or other random things like trash.

What can we learn from trash? We already know that trash is a worthless item which is supposed to be thrown away. However, it can be recycled and reused to make other new products.

If these trash can be recycled and processed into something useful, and people should be more than that.

Problems always exist as long as we live. The point is we need to make sure that after every problem, whatever it is, we have to remember to get up and be a better person. Problems mean we need to learn to be better versions of ourselves.

[March 16, 2018]

[byjnka]

a note by myself.

How Can You?

How can you survive when the only option you have is to “give up"?

How can you love the people around you if they always give you reasons to "hate"?

How can you shine when circumstances “cover” you with dark clouds?

How could you live your life if the society set the “standard” for people to live?

How can you be excited if your greatest “fear” is to fulfill your dreams?

How can you really breathe if you are forced to keep “running”, without the opportunity to fight for what you believe in?

[March 21, 2018]

[byjnka]

Give yourself permission to immediately walk away from anything that gives you bad vibes. There is no need to explain or make sense of it. Just trust what you feel.

Sonia Chuquette

[positivelypositive]

❌

it takes guts to say no

contrary to popular belief, saying no takes lot of courage. any person with a consciousness feels severly bad if in any situation, they have to go against what the other person is saying. more so, if they love and respect the other person.

saying no, to maintain your peace, can be tough. it requires a lot of bravery too. however, once you do that for yourself, it can help you avoid circumstances that could have made your situation worse.

gather that courage. think deeply and realise what works for you and what doesn't. say no if you have to. nothing matters more than you ✨

[byjnka]

well said. it’s not easy at first, but my peace is matter.

[byjnka]

a note by myself.

It's not just you and me. This pandemic situation affects the whole world. The storm may be big, but it will pass. Be patient. Hang in there. As long as you still have the faith and desire to live, that is enough. Don't overthink about anything. Take care of your health and sanity. Your mental health is really matter in this though situation.

[September 23, 2020]

[quote-diaries]

“Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house; as if life was some kind of grocery list. But nobody ever asks if you are happy.” — Heath Ledger

[byjnka]

true!

[flowerytale]

Clarice Lispector ― Near to the Wild Heart

[byjnka]

i cannot agree more.

[byjnka]

sometimes we have to remove people without warning. we're getting too old to be explaining what they already know they're doing wrong.

amazingmovement.com

[byjnka]

a note by myself.

Aku pernah jatuh, jatuh cinta. Namun saat itu aku tidak tau bahwa cinta itu seperti itu. Waktu berlalu dan kau juga. Sesaat dan hilang. Akupun melupakanmu. 

Kini aku melihatmu. Hatiku tau itu kamu, namun pikiranku menolaknya.

Tahun-tahun yang sudah berlalu seketika runtuh saat sedetik kehadiranmu. Mungkin aku merindu, namun terlalu takut jika kembali berujung sia-sia.

Kulangkahkan kakiku dan berlalu. Mungkin mengabaikanmu akan melanjutkan kesepianku. Namun aku tau, menghentikan kesepian tidak akan membawamu kembali kepadaku.

[July 3, 2019] 

[byjnka]

a note by myself.

Terkadang orang sibuk merasa sibuk, tanpa menyadari bahwa ia hanya sibuk dengan kesibukannya saja. Namun, ada juga yang sedang sibuk merasa, ketika orang lain merasa sibuk.

Yang manakah dirimu? Atau tidak kedua-duanya?

[August 20, 2019]

[byjnka]

a note by myself.

Tiada yang salah dengan cinta. Sebab ia yang mengajarkanmu untuk selalu menerima. Cinta itu tidak usai. Cinta itu tak pernah ingkar. Dengan cinta kau dikuatkan. Dan dengan cinta kau merelakan.

[November 28, 2010]

[byjnka]

a poem by me.

SENJA.

Aku pernah ada di sana. Kala senja kita bersama, yang ku tau hanya bahagia.

Waktu berlalu, senjapun tak lagi sama. Senja kita kini berjalan semaunya.

Senja yang ku tau hangat, saat menyambut langit malam yang gemerlap. Namun kini hanya ada langit malam yang semakin pekat.

Senja yang sama, saat bersamamu, apakah senja yang sama yang merenggutmu dariku?

Aku menipu diriku dengan ilusi, senja itu belum tiba. Namun bagaimana kau bisa hadirkan langit malam tanpa dia? 

Mungkin bukan senja yang tiada, namun aku yang sudah tidak menyadari apa itu senja.

[July 3, 2019]

[byjnka]

words to my friends.

Akulah yang pertama, mendukung setiap langkah yang kaupunya.

Teriring doa, semoga sesuatu itu tidaklah menjadi sia-sia.

Suatu hari, jika kau buktikan itu salah, kau bisa pastikan, 

aku orang terakhir yang bersamamu di sana.

Tidak untuk mempersalahkan, namun menggenggam tanganmu untuk kembali melangkah.

[November 29, 2010]

[natanyanya]

seperti apa aku akan dikenang dan diceritakan ketika aku sudah tak ada lagi?

[byjnka]

mengingatkanku untuk berpikir tentang hal yang sama :)

[byjnka]

a note by myself.

I remember, once my friend asked me, “how can you love yourself so much and don’t really care when people ask about your weight?”

To be honest, I am not that good. Once or twice or maybe more, I want to be someone else. I want to look prettier, slimmer, etc. But I realise that being more is never enough. There are many sample in society that being greedy will take you nowhere. I pull back myself and learn to love who I am. At that time, I learn the true meaning of “grateful”.

I know I can’t handle what’s on people mind, what they talk about, and of course their feeling about me. I only responsible to handle what’s mine. Rather than being busy to think about why people think, say, and feel like that, it’s better for me to strengthen myself, not affected by the things that make me stop loving myself.

[someday in 2018]