i'm just big on men punishing themselves

online journal. NSFW. 22 y/o, he/him she/her hooligan/prophet poet. communist. play pathologic classic hd now. pathologic blog is @bachelor-dankovsky

[byronicwife]

my notes say "if i werent actively aware of the guillotine over my head i wouldn't remind myself that it's best to be positive about most circumstances"

[byronicwife]

as someone whos usually into size difference the stereotypical way if kim disco elysium is not domming that bear its not canon to me. he doms you the entire game practically.

[byronicwife]

lieutenant kim kitsuragi should be to the hilt in that mans ass and you know it. to deny it feels like to deny the existence of beauty on this earth

[byronicwife]

as someone whos usually into size difference the stereotypical way if kim disco elysium is not domming that bear its not canon to me. he doms you the entire game practically.

[byronicwife]

which btw if i ever get access to a printer its all over for everybody i would be printing out all the disco elysium art and the pathologic concept art and especially this picture of maria kaina & that daniil art i love so fucking much

[byronicwife]

sidenote as someone with no access to a printer i do not know how i am going to get some disco elysium art on my wall but i want it

[byronicwife]

artemy poster for my artemy wall arrived which is one of my gifts to myself post surgery and it is very nice :) and it has his tits exposed

[orcbara]

i swear to god if people don't start understanding that responding to doylist critique of a piece of media with watsonian exonerations is not an actual rebuttal

[orcbara]

somebody saying "hey i don't like that the only gay man in this story is a weird pervert and it portrays gay sexual promiscuity as a moral failing and character flaw" cannot be rebuked by arguing about how the character's backstory or personality traits explain their behaviour. the choices made by a writer are all fundamentally mutable; somebody saying an author's choices should have been different is not going to be persuaded by an argument that takes those choices as immovable fact

[arctasy]

when the character is obsessive and desperate and guilty and scared and ashamed and traumatized and repressed

[zen-zen-v]

Just helping him getting a book from the top shelf :'']

[peachylu-art]

big knight big knight

[byronicwife]

in any context where meta is involved (esp in coop/pvp/multiplayer games) what is meta is what is easiest. if its hard its unmeta despite its value if you learn it. this is why people say the knight dominates games and is impossible to win against despite being a "unmeta killer" and why people say astrologian in ffxiv is a terrible class to play despite it being the most effective healer.

[byronicwife]

dbd posting for once in my life basically for 5+ years ive never played killer because it made me feel bad and didnt interest me. and i was most importantly bad at it. and because my boyfriend hasnt played dbd in a while i wanted to encourage him to relearn killer. (hes a knight main) and so i have been testing killers to play and etc.

first i tried the artist and that didnt go so well but i was like im not gonna be discouraged! i can find a killer for me. i play vittorio and have since release on dbd and i love the knights character so i unlocked him. not planning to main him or anything just for the perks and to try out. and then i tried him in a bot match multiple times against my boyfriend + a few bots and i said to myself "wow this is an insanely fun killer to play i dont know why people act like hes not fun" and i lost every match and then DESPITE that i enjoy. it. and then i play a bot match enough to get the controls down and kill like half the bots and i thought: im gonna play knight in a real match as killer. probably inadvisable

i had only played anna maybe Once or Twice in a real match before (having determined then that i hated playing killer) and how this went is in my second/third ever real killer match i hooked every survivor and moried the last one. before this. when i played killer. i was not able to do jack shit which is why it made me feel so bad. every other killer i have tried actively fights me. i love knights as a survivor i can almost never win against one since (as you probably guessed from me playing vitt the knight counters me specifically) but wow. jesus. wow. i never thought id enjoy playing killer let alone win a match as one by a landslide

[mintcrows]

thinking about the knight but with long hair

[teletourism]

Diane, I am holding in my hands a labubu, a curious gift given to me by Audrey Horne. While I appreciate the sentiment, there is a sinsiter edge to its smile that unnerves me. I will turn him towards the wall when I sleep tonight.

[girllegundo]

you guys know that racism can be on accident, right. do you guys know what microaggressions are. do you know what internalized racism is. do you know how society bakes racist beliefs into people. do you know that you are not immune to racism. do you guys know that? because it doesn't seem like you guys know that.

[skopostheorie]

It is true that people in fandom equate top bottom with dom sub and probably mean the latter when they "headcanon" the former but I also think people need to be more open to the idea that D/s doesn't necessarily get indicated from personality either. Like for example a shy person who gets pushed around easily very well might enjoy having a dominant role with a partner they trust. That can even be affirming. Like BECAUSE of this issue you have in your real life to feel like someone will submit to YOU and defer to YOU is special for example. I think the idea that you just play the role that suits your personality in real life is part of why these same people seem to genuinely think being a Dom is like, kind of bad and scary

[ishimarukiyotaka]

some people act like nonbinary people are somehow more dangerous to trans rights for the crime of "being cringe" than like. Lawmakers