this is my story.

this. gets. personal.

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Why should I keep on going there when all I'm gonna do is get my hopes up?

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Can i really continue to hold back?

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Am i waiting for nothing?

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Just thinking about this already makes me want to cry im so confused

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I hate people who reply late I hate people who start a conversation and then don't act interest into talking to me I hate people who don't keep their word im loosing my fucking patience like can i just punch you in the face

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I'm loosing my fucking patience for people Fuck!

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Can u like not be so fucking cute SHIT MAN

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You really are changing.. Right in front of my eyes.

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I feel like im getting separated from you more and more.. Stay..

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I'll prove myself to you one day. I'll fall, but it doesn't mean i won't pick myself up right away. It might take a while, but i promise.

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Whats the worst thing that can happen?

Oh yeah... Loosing everything i have

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I need my time away from you so i can cool down and really think and settle down with this "reality check" but how is that going to work when i want to do is see you..

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What the fuck is wrong with me...

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"Here comes with the emotional shit again" Yeah im emotional, fuck you. I hate myself for actually letting myself to lie, let myself loose your trust and continue to do it....when those are the two things i can redeem myself from.

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I'm falling apart and i have to deal with it on my own.

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Wheres the neck and shoulder that i could lay on? Wheres the legs that i can intertwine with? Wheres the heart i can hear as you're sound asleep? Its not here anymore..