Juno

raver, furry, kinkster, goth

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

life is so painfully full circle. i remember when TØP was trending in middle school & now drag path is flooding my TL on socials

[retquits]

so don't get too comfortable.

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[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

is music that makes me feel like this good or bad? no wait, is feeling like this good or bad? no wait, are my feelings good or bad? no, wait, am i good or bad?

[wiles-art-blog]

Unicorn....

[graywalf]

the snoofing

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

lmfao remind me never to cut when i’m mad it always goes bad asf

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

beans are a lot easier to hit after i let myself get fat and ugly

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

being native and an addict makes me sad. that’s what the government wants me to be :(

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

(re?)discovering my chemical romance

their music is so comforting and nostalgic, although i don’t remember why i know so much of it because i don’t remember being into them when they were big in my younger years

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

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[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

i haven’t gotten dressed up in literal months, i think it’s been since november?? I forgot how beautiful i am

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

sometimes i think about how we were on our way to being happy and healthy together, and then he left me and fled my life

the last i heard of him he was slipping back into alcoholism, this time with a coke addiction. i’m not much better off though tbh i’m always shoving ket up my nose these days

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

this is no longer the case, for what it’s worth. although not by choice, more by financial duress

[ceruleanheaven]

the lion concerns himself with everything

[chilewithcarnage]

[treecitysessions]

Me realizing I’m still dealing with all the same exact issues I was dealing with in 5th grade but I’m a woman in her 20s now

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

did yk that if you use addiction as a method of self harm eventually people will lose patience with you and stage an intervention?

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

relapsed pretty heavily yesterday, smoked 2 joints, probably about 2g of weed. not happy or proud, feeling quiet low about it. the temptation is the drown out the disappointment by smoking more but naturally that will lead to more disappointment and then smoking more to hide it, so begins the cycle

so instead, today i’ll try to sit with my discomfort and upset, maybe try to figure out why i felt so compelled to relapse yesterday

[c0rv1d-b0n3s]

stupid of me to think relapsing could be a single day affair