argh! i just know best friend/fwb felix would turn into boyfriend felix so quickly.
you have been best friends with felix since childhood, saltburn basically being your home. the two of you are inseparable in so many ways.
felix is your everything and you’re his. there is never a day where you don’t imagine if there could be more with him. no one knows you like felix. no one loves you like him. and no one, especially, fucks you like felix.
the sex between you two starts off casual and full of angst, soon becoming the way you express your love for each other. you crave the way that felix caresses your body, his fingers lingering on your lips or your tits. felix equally craves the way you kiss or ride him. the soft “i love you”s between moans from the both of you never go unnoticed, love-drunk on each other’s touch.
during the school year, felix and you look for hookups to keep you occupied, but nothing ever compares to what you two have. after a hookup, you always throw on felix’s shirt which causes your mind to spiral at the thought of him, albeit thousands of miles away. the unspoken yet obvious bond adds so much to the sex.
it’s so obvious that the two of you are in love from the beginning. you should’ve known when felix got you a vintage copy of your favorite book for your birthday, costing him hundreds (nearly thousands) of dollars — or when you would hand write heartfelt letters daily to felix, sealing them with kisses when you couldn’t afford expensive gifts. felix keeps a drawer full of your letters, knowing exactly which one is his favorite.
one night during summer break, you’re laying in felix’s bed with his head between your legs and your hands in his hair. his hand rests on the tattoo on your thigh, one that matches the one on his finger. he looks up at you. “y/n?”
“i want to be more,” he says after a bit of silence. felix rests his chin on your stomach, you staring at him in awe. “be more than friends.”
you don’t say anything, which does not ease felix’s nerves. he looks at you, anxious for a response.
“so…. do you want to or not, y/n?” he laughs to himself, completely out of fear of rejection.
“duh felix! you can’t bring something this big up when you’re eating me out!” you laugh, noticing the huge grin on his face.
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