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1 know she’s all mellowed out and try1ng to get ahold of her 1ssues, but 1t’s st1ll so we1rd when she’s... n1ce to me, and genu1nely car1ng towards me. deep down 1 know she means 1t, but 1t feels forced?

#hashes up old gu1lt 1n me tbh...#1 dunno how to feel.#1 wanna be fr1ends aga1n! and 1’m so glad she’s do1ng better...#but SHOULD we?#she’s... already start1ng to become a f1xture 1n my h1ve.#1t m1ght be too late to go back now...

c-isnenegro

batmanisagatewaydrug-deactivate

unpopular opinion but it’s cool if you don’t want to be in love

batmanisagatewaydrug-deactivate

like, idk. I used to feel so compelled to make excuses for being single, whether it was self-deprecating jokes about myself or insisting that I was too busy for a relationship or making myself go out on uncomfortable and pointless dates just to make a show of trying to not be single. there’s such an expectation that if you’re single you should be actively working of changing that, and it’s like. nah. there are 9999 other things you can be focusing your time and energy on and if you don’t really feel like being in a relationship now or ever that’s cool.

dathen

True whether someone is aromantic or not

quietvoiced

d1stract ton1ght, bra1nstorm tomorrow.

1 th1nk 1’m st1ll 1n den1al...

#1t can’t be that bad...

1′m at such a we1rd place 1n my l1fe...

moved405928-blog

when u make a mistake

what a t1me to be rem1nded of the most recent hum1l1at1ng th1ng 1 d1d...

#that... yeah.#1'm gonna go ahead and forget about that...#fuck1ng s1gh.

bitchycode

okay, ser1ously? you can’t keep yank1ng me around l1ke th1s... 1t’s not cool. 1t’s confus1ng as hell, and 1 don’t wanna be strung along for the r1de anymore... whatever r1de 1t even turns out be1ng!

#part 1nf1n1ty of th1ngs 1 wanna say but never w1ll...#at least he's sorta aware he's do1ng 1t...#doesn't make 1t any less frustrat1ng.#okay 1t K!NDA does... and 1 forg1ve h1m... cause l1ke 1 feel that.#not know1ng what you want or how you want 1t...#1 guess 1'm just never on the rece1v1ng end of someone who's as f1ckle as 1 am.#man... th1s 1s a rude awaken1ng.

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#1’m a g1ant dunkass...

god, 1 can’t make any of my feel1ngs last.

#1 just need some space he says...#l1ke 1 d1dn't 1nvent that l1ne.#1 should've just let h1m k1ss me...#the l word came up aga1n... ughhh.#what's even happen1ng...

1 don’t know what to say here...

#1t's that wh1plash sh1t aga1n!#'rudy are we best fr1ends? can you conf1rm that we're best1es?'#'okay now that you sa1d that 1 th1nk we need some space.'#l1ke... what?#what am 1 supposed to say? or do?

man, 1 hate be1ng put on the spot l1ke th1s... he’s def1n1tely up there w1th my mult1tude of close hom1es. but 1 don’t know 1f 1′d say he’s been elevated to bff status yet... espec1ally w1th the uh, compl1cat1ons. 1′m consc1ously hold1ng h1m at arm d1stance now, l1ke... h1m k1ss1ng me l1ke that outta nowhere today d1dn’t help. 1′m just... 1 have to choose to play that off casually, cause 1 always have to. 1 always have to be the troll who just lets th1ngs happen to them 1n order to preserve relat1onsh1ps... wh1ch makes th1s sound really fuck1ng dramat1c, 1 mean, all he d1d was k1ss me... 1 dunno...

#1 just want th1ngs to feel as normal as they d1d earl1er today...#1 guess 1t couldn't hurt anyth1ng to say that he 1s.#1s my best fr1end...#bes1des 1 can have more than one!#and 1 won't even techn1cally be ly1ng.#chat logs

today was a good day! don’t th1nk about 1t too much... don’t do the overth1nk1ng th1ng...

#a lot of good th1ngs happened...#1'm just gonna take that pos1t1v1ty and run w1th 1t.

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