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[fromdarzaitoleeza]

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[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Alain de Botton, Essays in Love

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Trista Mateer ,“I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends”

[anxietyproblem]

[otipacuu]

x

[dumbest-bb]

I am not meant for casual. I was born for soul crushing devotion.

[mountaineer-at-heart-deactivate]

To a freakn fault

[wolkenleere]

And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

Unknown

[septemberkisses]

— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home

[weltonboys]

caitlyn siehl

[missinyouiskillingme]

When I told you we had to end it, that we had to go on our own separate paths, I wanted you to say no. I wanted you to tell me you would never let me go. I wanted you to say that you couldn’t imagine living life without me, that you would never love anyone as much as you loved me, even if it sounds a little selfish. I wanted you to fight for me, to stop me from leaving. But all you said was, “I’ve been thinking the same thing for a while now.”

[missinyouiskillingme]

I wanted you to fight for me..

[ihateyouvishal]

I will leave such an imprint on your heart that anyone you entertain after me will have to know me in order to understand you.

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Alice Oseman, Radio Silence

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

"Have you ever had that feeling—that you'd like to go to a whole different place and become a whole different self?"

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Louise Glück, from “Timor Mortis.”

[somedaybyallmeans]

If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more.

— Jane Austen

[soracities]

Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Véra

[lifeinpoetry]

Sometimes, I cry so hard I can feel it in my ribs. / I feel like the real me is backed into a corner inside me

— Ama Asantewa Diaka, from "Saturday Evening WhatsApp Message," Woman, Eat Me Whole

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

-Bylthe baird, if my body could speak

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

"When looking back doesn’t interest you any more you’re doing something right." - Unknown

[mymessyink]

“I have this feeling that it’s not over. It’s not that I think he’s gonna come running back, and we will live happily ever after. I’m not deluding myself like that, but I know somewhere deep down that we haven’t seen the last of each other. Maybe in a week or ten years down the road, I know we will find each other and smile. We were two scared, young kids in love, and I know that our flame burned one another to the point of indifference, but when we see each other again, I know we will smile at one another. We may never be the same, but I think that’s what made it so special. He was my first love, and that will never change.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[mymessyink]

“I haven’t seen you in months, but every time I walk outside, I’m terrified. I feel nerves buzz in the palms of my hands and a tingling shivers down my spine. I’m worried that when I see you I will forget how to breathe or my legs will stop working properly. You’ll send my body into shock. Do you have any idea what it’s like to be constantly scanning the crowd for the familiar spike of hair or the leather jacket you insisted made you look cool? I feel the weight of the possibility of your presence every time I walk outside. I haven’t seen you in months, and I don’t know whether I want that to change or not.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write