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𝐢'𝐝 𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐲

[caelusia]

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭 & 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠  for 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐚 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐲 of the anime ╱ manga series fairy tail. selective, unaffiliated, & private. mature content present ( 18+ ) minors, do not interact. please review all pages prior to following !

𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚢: 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚢

𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒  ╱  𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐄𝐑   ╱   𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ╱ 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄

[killrate]

‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’

♡ @caelusia

It’s difficult to imagine what it would feel like to go from having endless possibilities to look forward to, to losing all you know from one moment to the next.

Mary tries to put herself in the other’s shoes, and she just... Can’t. Her world would be flipped upside down. She’d feel vulnerable. Like everything she knows doesn’t even matter anymore because she cannot put it to use. Then, a voice in her head reminds her that knowledge always serves.

But no one wants pity, and those who do, tend to tell on themselves. Chelia is not one of those - so she must be careful with her words.

❝I’m going to tell you something, and you might not like to hear it, but I’m not going to tip-toe around you, out of respect. Because I’d like the same treatment.❞ She pauses, and turns in her seat fully towards the younger girl.

❝It’s okay to think on it... It’s normal. Just don’t lose yourself, wondering what may have been.❞ 

Her hands are balled up into fists at first, but she stretches her fingers out, awkwardly placing her hand on the other’s shoulder, with a gentle squeeze.

An attempt at reassurance, that she does not know if she can give. 

❝The worst thing you can do to yourself is stay stuck living in the past. Look forward. Your life is here.❞ She swallows hard, still keeping her eyes locked on Chelia’s.

❝... You didn’t need to do what you did. But you chose to. You didn’t need to save anyone, but you did. And I do hope that everyone who’s crossed you with that look, didn’t forget to also thank you.❞ 

Of course they’d pity her. Chelia was young, and had a future bright & full of possibilities. And Mary isn’t about to be that person who tells her to look onto all the new doors that are opening. Yes, she still has promise for other things; she can still heal, or teach, if she wanted to - even without magic. 

But Chelia does not need to hear that from her. The girl has a right to grieve.

❝Cry. Cry all you need to, for as long as you need to. No one has to know. But do not get lost.❞

[caelusia]

“ i push everyone away, but in a way, i am doing them a favor. ”

an uneasy feeling stirs ,  an ache in her chest she just can’t shake.  for as long as she could remember ,  chelia craved familial love.  there was a part of her that couldn’t forgive her mother for robbing them of the years they could’ve spent together ,  growing up.  like sisters.  she acted as though chelia couldn’t understand her choice to deny sherry a home.  as if she was just a naive child ,  unable to comprehend the so-called complexity of the world and how  ‘ tough decisions had to be made. ’  

a frown tugs at her lips ,  eyebrows knitting at her perturbed expression.   ❛  you shouldn’t say things like that ,  ❜   she replies ,  her voice raising slowly ,  almost angrily.  she already knew how sherry pushed people away ,  personally.  they’ve come so far since then ,  but at times it still felt like there was an invisible wall between them.  she was frustrated ,  yet understanding.  

chelia was the human embodiment of a life sherry could’ve had.  one with a mother figure to watch her grow up.  someone to tuck her in at night ,  and love her.  the thought of it haunted chelia with guilt.  but this wasn’t about her.  it was about sherry and her feelings  ––  ––  ––  her need for comfort when she had so little family left to give it.

in a fleeting moment ,  chelia reaches out ,  placing her hand atop of her cousin’s.  she squeezes gently ,  hoping she wouldn’t pull away.  her face softens ,  as does her voice as she smiles.   

❛  anyone would be lucky to have you in their life.  and i’m the luckiest of all to call you family.  ❜

𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒   ╱   accepting !

[lvnnsi]

02/05/17

[promptfairy]

𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    change gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“  crying is very punk,  trust me,  i do it all the time   &   i am a punk.  ” “  do i like him or is he just tall?  ” “  not to be dramatic but if i don’t get my life together i will die.  ” “  am i dramatic?  yes.  is it justified?  also yes.  ” “  everything that you feel is just a chemical reaction inside your head.  wow.  ” “  there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me.  it’s called the throne.  ” “  let’s get high!!   …   grades.  ” “  i think my gps secretly gets mad at me when i deliberately disobey its directions.  ” “  it’s a bird!  it’s a plane!  it’s   …   me, trying to outrun my feelings.  there i go.  ” “  i am here to say that i am a bisexual who loves mangoes.  ” “  why has no one fallen in love with me yet?  i’m so bored.  ” “  honestly,  i don’t even play an active role in my life.  shit just happens   &   i’m like  ‘  oh,  is this what we’re doing now?  okay.  ’  ” “  life hack  :  you don’t have to be a wolf to yell sad noises at the moon.  ” “  what the fuck do mirrors do when nobody is around?  ” “  it may look like i’m having deep thoughts,  but really,  i’m just thinking about what to eat next.  ” “  do i deserve back pain at this age?  ” “  i’m a simple person;  anything happens,  i cry.  ” “  i’ve mastered the skill of feeling guilty for asking for anything.  ” “  yes,  the rumors are true.  i’m a lovey-dovey dumbass.  ” “  i try not to sound like an asshole,  but it’s really hard because i am an asshole.  ” “  someone has to date me eventually,  right?  ” “  what circle of dante’s inferno did you crawl out of?  ” “  your inability to learn complicated handshakes is tearing this friendship apart.  ” “  there’s no way that  EVERYBODY  was kung-fu fighting.  ” “  saying my name is so intimate,  why would you do that to me?  ” “  don’t ask me about my sexuality.  you’re not gonna get a straight answer.  ” “  i would follow you to the ends of the earth with only mild complaining.  ” “  the first step to any murder is to have fun   &   be yourself.  ” “  i think i am subconsciously trying to ruin my own life.  ” “  i may seem like an angry person on the surface,  but deep down inside, i am actually angrier.  ” “  i push everyone away,  but in a way,  i am doing them a favor.  ” “  what do you mean a thesaurus isn’t a dinosaur?  ” “  i’m not even a hot mess.  i’m more like a lukewarm mess.  ” “  i’m not interested in being polite or heterosexual.  ” “  can someone please explain to me how i’m supposed to sleep for eight hours straight when i’m not even straight?  ” “  you’re not allowed to be busy,  you’re my only friend.  ” “  becoming older than ten years old was the biggest mistake of my life.  ” “  is it cold in here,  or is that just my heart?  ” “  if i sigh loudly enough,  will all my problems go away?  ” “  hey,  sorry i’m late.  i didn’t want to come.  ”

[caelusia]

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐓 .

▌ 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄  :    chelsie amelia blendy. ▌ 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍  :     single. ▌ 𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒 / 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒  :  sky god magic  ( pre-alvarez war ) ,  amateur healing practice ( post-alvarez war / non-magical ) ,  intermediate level martial arts. ▌ 𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑  :     cerulean. ▌ 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑  :     cherry pink. ▌ 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐒  :      sherry blendy ( cousin ) ,  nathanael blendy née beaumont ( father / deceased ) ,  lucille blendy ( mother ) ,  robert blendy ( uncle  / deceased ) ,  lily blendy ( aunt  / deceased ) ▌ 𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐒  :     none. but if she could choose any pet ,  she’d pick a chameleon or dog. ▌ 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄  :     unpleasant people ,  lazy people ,  sleeping in. ▌ 𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐄𝐒 / 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒  :      reading ,  cycling ,  ceramics ,  baking. ▌ 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄  :    only once. ▌ 𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌  :   fairy wren. ▌ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐒  :     nail biting ,  internal self depreciation ,  being unforgiving of personal mistakes and failures ,  impulsive behavior ,  cockiness. ▌ 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐒  :     sherry ,  jura. ▌ 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  :    lesbian. ▌ 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐆𝐄   /   𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒  :     she doesn’t have any strong desires for getting married ,  as love doesn’t need to be such an official process for her.  but children –– she would love to have kids & expand her family.  growing up alone ,  as an only child with just her mother ,  she was definitely deprived of having a big family. ▌ 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒  :    being vulnerable ( emotionally & physically ) ,  death. ▌ 𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒  :    light ,  comfortable ,  loose-fitted clothing.  contrary to canon depictions ,  she prefers shorts over skirts.  she also love sneakers ,  thin & sturdy & tied tightly.  she prefers pastels & light colors ,  while her idea of dressing up is wearing nice ,  lace up combat boots. ▌ 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄  :     sherry ,  wendy ,  her guild mates ,  her mother. ▌ 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐒  :      she makes friends pretty easily ,  no surprise.  she tends to approach friendships with the simple mindset ,  ‘how can i make this person smile?’  chelia is very easy going & enjoys finding creative ,  wholesome ways to show her affection.  after becoming close to someone ,  she tends to get very attached & it’s difficult for her to let people go ,  even if she’s upset with them. ▌ 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐊  :    hibiscus tea with honey & milk. ▌ 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐓  :   downtown crocus ,  in the art district. ▌ 𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐌 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐍  :   she doesn’t favor either ,  but she wouldn’t be opposed to dipping her feet in the ocean.  the only place she actually enjoys smiling in is a pool. ▌ 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄  :    chelia is drawn to strong people ,  physically & emotionally.  she values those who are hard-working & don’t just get things handed to them.  she likes deep people ,  even though people often see her as shallow.  she also ( ironically ) tends to be drawn toward people she can fix or help in some way ,  people that will open up to her with encouragement. ▌ 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐑𝐒  :      camping.  she like the sound of crickets & enjoys fresh ,  chilly air.  she wouldn’t pass up an opportunity to escape four cluttered walls.

TAGGED BY  :  went deep diving in jana’s blog & stole it : ) TAGGING  :  @killrate​ ,  @takusanno​ ,  @icehaloed​

[caelusia]

aloe~

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

chelia always tries to maintain her best face ,  no matter how difficult situations may become.  she thrives on positivity and often keeps that mindset during unfortunate circumstances.  grief is a newfound state of mind for her.  while she doesn’t like to talk about it ,  as many of her loved ones have experienced such devastation ,  chelia had a rather “privileged” childhood ,  in a traditional sense.  despite any emotional turmoil she received from her mother ,  chelia does recognize how easy she had it growing up.  and she’s grateful for this ,  of course.  however ,  this left her a little more vulnerable to the possibility of future heart ache.  she’s a child ,  even still at age 17.  her largest concerns thus far were long distance friendships ,  losing a magic battle ,  and people being unkind to her.  she never knew the weight of losing people or constants in her life until the war.  even when her father died ,  she was only a toddler and that lose didn’t hit quite as hard –– as the most of what she had of him were memories through the people who knew and loved him.

chelia ,  in grief ,  falls apart.  she does not know how to cope.  but it’s something she’s trying to work on.  after all ,  no one ever taught her how to deal with loss.  especially not her mother.  chelia feels too intensely and is too attached the comfort of permanence and stability.  chelia’s ( unhealthy ) strategy is to fake it until she makes it.  she tries not to stray from her daily life when grief hits.  she maintains her upbeat front and even lives in denial as long as possible.  avoidance is her main strategy ,  and she knows this isn’t ideal for processing grief.  chelia does not like discussing her depression or sadness.  she would take her worries to the grave if she could.

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]

[caelusia]

Mint !!

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous  &  moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

moral –– concerned with the principles of right and wrong behavior and the goodness or badness of human character.  ╱  concerned with or derived from the code of interpersonal behavior that is considered right or acceptable in a particular society.

virtuous –– having or showing high moral standards.

with these official definitions in mind ,  chelia doesn’t like the black and white concept of moral vs. immoral.  she likes to believe that people are generally capable of good   ––   “ good ” meaning ,  to her ,  they value and ultimately seek love.  but she recognizes that love isn’t that simple ,  even often dangerous and harmful.  chelia isn’t quick to be judgmental ,  and that goes for whether or not she believes someone’s a good or bad person.  being moral and doing what’s  “right”  by societal standards isn’t always what’s best ,  or what’s easy.  for example: being forced to kill someone for the sake of saving someone she loves  .  .  .  is it moral ,  because it’s done so for the sake of love ?  or is it immoral because all life should be valued and viewed as sacred ?  to her ,  those words shouldn’t be deciding factors on whether someone is good.  basically ,  those words are an unrealistic and incalculable depiction of how a person should  ╱  shouldn’t be.

in regards to chelia ,  she does not necessarily see herself as virtuous or moral.  but she does strive to be good.  she doesn’t think human nature is so simple ,  as it’s easy to succumb to negative feelings and make mistakes. morality and virtuousness are concepts that coincide with perfection and humans aren’t capable of being perfect, especially not chelia.

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]

[caelusia]

Which Marvel Character Are You?

Thor Odinson

you've seen a lot. the past few months probably feel like a blur. keep going. the good is right in your reach, just a little further. you have more talent than you know, and people are drawn to you. you're a beacon of light and kindness to those around you. you will be great because it's just who you are. go change the world one friend at a time.

tagged by: @killrate​ ♡ tagging: @takusanno​ , @icehaloed​ , @volleyvain​ , & anyone else who wants to do this!

[chewbacca]

🌼 [source: motherthemountain on instagram]

[promptfairy]

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

[caelusia]

♡  ╱  mary: @killrate​

she wasn’t normally like this — — — like a battered rose falling limp beneath an endless rain shower.  she was once the brisk air which pollinated fields of flowers.  she had a light which fed countless blooms ,  the seeds of her heart sowing freely.  she was a bird ,  flying upward as the sun paled in comparison to the vibrance of her wings.  now ,  she was something else entirely.  so she felt.  

she was just another victim of war.  that’s how other people saw her.  a flickering candle that dimmed the moment she lost her magic.  she hated the pitiful eyes that met her gaze ,  the half-hearted apologies people offered for her loss.  this wasn’t right.  she was still here — — — alive.  yet most around her acted as though she died on that battlefield.  she was more than her magic.  she wanted to be more.  

as the young girl circled the quiet woods ,  which intimately wrapped around lamia scale ,  she closes her eyes upon being touched by the gentle caress of the wind.  her brief reverie is broken at the sound of another ,  her dazed blue eyes finding the silhouette of a young woman.  her expression changes ,  a glow of curiosity brightening her.  she smiles ,  polite yet cautious.  just as her cousin once taught her.   

❛  whoa — — — you startled me ,   ❜   she exhales, relaxing her shoulders.   ❛  i didn’t expect to see someone else out here this early.  — — — business with the guild ,  i take it?  ❜ 

[twospringflowers]

[kimbeekitty]

An older Chelia design

[caelusia]

♡  ╱  sherry: @verticordiia

her fingers tighten around a small bundle of winter flowers.  biting the insides of her cheeks ,  she finds herself unconsciously fidgeting.  she follows close behind jura — — — resisting the urge to reach out and grab his hand ,  craving some semblance of comfort for what’s to come. she knew how this must have been difficult for him as well ,  perhaps more difficult — — — as he was the one to bring her home on that dark day.  trailing behind jura like a lost kitten ,  she quickens her steps to keep up with his long strides.  she couldn’t help but wonder why he was so reluctant to escort her here ,  wondering what tragic scene laid behind that hospital door.  she felt as though she was in a trance ,  as they arrive in sherry’s room before she could even blink. jura pulls a chair for her ,  allowing the two cousins a moment of privacy.  

chelia’s eyes become like glass, gulping quietly as she seats herself next to sherry’s hospital bed.  there was silence in the air for several minutes ,  a muggy quiet that felt like a dense fog. 

❛  hi  .  .  .  ❜   she finally mutters with a crack in her voice ,  eyes lowering to the flowers still in her hands.  she could’ve sworn they became more limp since entering. must be her imagination.   ❛  jura said you needed rest.  but i just had to see you.  ❜

[icegurt]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BidQmPeA99I/

[slubwub]