I’m Cal, 24 and FA. I’m fat and proud, I weigh 370lbs. I’ve been in the Feedism community for a few years, I post pictures sometimes under the “funk belly” tag.
I’m queer and I use she/her pronouns. My ask box is open for questions/comments/teasing, I’d also love to make friends in this community.
I occasionally write about Heated Rivalry wg, anything I write will be under the tags “chubby Shane Hollander” or “chubby Ilya Rozanov”.
the world needs more chubby shane hiccuping from being stuffed. there simply isn’t enough.
I COULDNT AGREE W YOU MORE ANON. I’m being so for real when I say I was literally thinking about this last night. Specifically re this post that I reblogged. Like it’s a cute image overall but also just hot to me personally to imagine Shane just sitting there so full he can’t help some little overstuffed hiccups. His belly shakes a bit with each one, it’s kind of painful on his packed stomach but the fact that he brought said hiccups on himself because he was greedy and ate so much makes him feel so incredibly debauched and indulgent. He’s groaning about it and Ilya (who also thinks the hiccups make Shane seem incredibly debauched and indulgent because what do you mean you just kept eating until you can’t even suck in [see the post] and also gave yourself involuntary hiccups from being too full, jesus) is teasing him about it as he should. He’s all, “Oh, did you give yourself the hiccups? I do not feel sorry for you 😌” “you should not have had dessert if you wanted to avoid this malysh 😌”
All this to say there is a clear gap in the market that we at Chubby Shane Hollander, Inc. could be doing more to fill, and I will get with the R&D department on this.
if you like fat people please fucking say it. expecially fat women. the thing about liking fat girls is that so many of them don't even know how much they need the kind of love you can give them. they need to know it's normal for someone to love their body because of how it looks. people talk all the time about how everyone who likes fat women is some evil 'feeder' predator that's going to destroy their 'victim's' life and personhood and i'm so fucking done with it because it's just fatphobic nonsense and kink-negative bullshit where people think that sexual desire has moral value again. it's the worried-for-your-health argument mixed up with a big ladleful of shame. please tell us you think we're sexy. love us in public and to your friends and family. be prepared for some of us to not know what to do with all that. keep doing it anyway. love us wholly, every bit of us, and incessantly. we need it.
feedism.net - help us expand and archive! (+ small updates)
hi wonderful folks 🥹💗. I haven’t been as active on here - life got busy and I’m autismly bad at managing multiple interests and commitments, but @doughyfatfox and I have been quietly adding and editing bits to the site. though lately I’ve been having a little dip in motivation + inspiration, and was planning on continuing to procrastinate on this;
I hate to admit that a teensy part of this was fuelled by the doomer in me, where I sometimes can only muster up the energy to exist as a fat queer in this fascist hellscape. until we got the news that @fatliberation’s blog got fucking nuked by tumblr!! (and thank fuck they reinstated it!! 😡) ohhh the rage and grief i feel for my community, enough to fuel me to get my grips back on archiving all the wonderful and important content we have!
so we wanted to put out another call-out for submissions and archive requests!
but can i also just quickly say, the submissions, love and encouragement we’ve received for this site has filled me with so much joy and purpose 😭💖. all your guestbook messages, lived experience, seeing the kink jars I’ve made on your blogs means the world to me and it does not go unseen. thank you for making me feel so connected to this community even at times when I struggle to actively engage in it 💗. anyway, back to the point of this post!!
what are we looking for?
we will always say anything you feel would fit the site (that’s community-centric, non-pornographic, archival, and even educational), email them over to [email protected], but we also have a couple of specific things we’d like to see more (and maybe even expand them into dedicated pages/projects 👀):
content to archive! stuff you don’t want to see get eternally lost into the ether ‼️🚨 - iconic tumblr posts, essays/articles about feedism that resonated with you, recipes, wg guides, fiction, anything! before the evil overlords of tumblr take our history away from us. please send us a link or even better, archived files of it. we currently have a system (and backlog 😅) of saving everything that has been submitted + stuff we personally want to archive in file and code form, and we publish it whenever we get permission and/or the content gets nuked. but there’s only two of us and a web’s worth of amazing feedist content, so any help in this effort would be massively appreciated.
personal definitions of feedism - the site currently has a “what is feedism?” page with an as-broad-as-possible definition of the kink. but we’re not looking to be an authority on the topic! we’d love to have a collection of definitions from different feedists - what this kink means to you, how you practice it, or how you might explain it to someone who has absolutely no idea what it is
feedist awakenings - on a similar note, we’d love to host submissions from all of you about how you realised you were into feedism!
memes - the queerer the better, duh
feedist history - @doughyfatfox has been hard at work building a chunky page about our community's history, hugely because there isn't a documented one yet! from the ancient venus of willendorf depths to magazines in the 80s-90s, we want to be as comprehensive as possible!
feedism and other kinks - this has been something we've always wanted to make space for on our site; the intersections of related kinks and how folks have experienced them, so we'd love to hear yours
lastly, a little update!
you might’ve noticed a domain change (well it’s a redirect!)… and we have someone special in our community we’d like to thank for that! the admin of another feedist site reached out a couple months ago offering to redirect feedism.net, which they own, to our site. not gonna lie, it feels a little daunting to have part-title to such an ✨ official ✨ domain, but if anything it has motivated us to try and live up to it by upping our archive + submission efforts.
we’re still feedism.neocities.org, just now with a fancy redirect if anyone were to wonder where feedism.net would bring them to.
that’s all from us! happy browsing, and snacking, and expanding 💓🐷
make him need to size up his gear. give him grizzly bear power on the ice. it takes so many calories to sustain a professional athlete; what happened there? is he bulking? did something happen? let the media speculate. let him get posted to an in-universe famous-dadbods twitter acct and people be in the comments like “it’s not a dadbod he’s only 25”. While they’re countries apart let the other one salivate whenever a new pic comes out and his secret fling has more heft to dig his fingers into next time they get to meet up . and then yes of course in the end they can retire and go full fat happy housecat
And I hope all my big girls lose all fear of taking up space. Fat women are discouraged for their existence on every level of society but we are beautiful and make the world worth living in.
(idk basically anything about hockey and idk if there such thing as a hockey sit down dinner/gala/award show BUT) it’s hot to think about ilya seated at another table and is dead center in shane’s line of sight. ilya is egging him on all night via text and eye fucking and shane is hard as hell and losing his mind
Ugh yes I love this scenario. Something similar came up recently at as a discussion point in a Chubby Shane Hollander Inc stakeholder meeting it’s such a good one (we were discussing chubby Ilya at the time but like the vibe still stands). I know several things about hockey but idk how award ceremonies and stuff work, so we can just pretend they work like that, because you’re right, it is hot.
Ilya’s raising his eyebrows at Shane from his table as if to say “what, that is all?” when he stops eating. Texting him about how he’s gotta be getting full at this point but if he has just a little more Ilya will make it so worth it. Shane sends him a sneaky photo of the view of his belly from above and his suit jacket is open and his shirt buttons are pulling a little and Ilya’s teasing him about how his belt must be getting tight and how he wants to be the one to loosen it for him, and Shane’s like “but you won’t be able to loosen it until after” and Ilya’s like “exactly 😈.” Shane’s making eye contact and putting something in his mouth whole. Ilya’s trying his best to be cool but he’s also bricked the fuck up they’re both just so hot for this they’re going at it crazy style later
Slasher summer but make it feedist! Chubby camp councillors squeezed into too small booty shorts, doughy bellies full of melty s’mores. Beefy horror villains pinning you against a tree with their massive gut!
hh.. gamer feedee that grazes allll day while theyre at their pc and late at night when they finally get off they rub their belly and they see the empty chip bag(s) and soda can(s) and pizza box and they think "i should have some dinner" because they only grazed all day, not a full meal, even if there's easily a few thousand calories sitting in their gut and their small intestine and they're bloated
a normal person would be humiliated looking this fat and full, i've been laying down in bed rubbing my gut after having spent the past 8 hours stuffing myself, smoking and drinking and eating.