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@californicationff
I miss this . I was watching a show on tvone and the main character on this story played the main girl on the show . I was like I wonder what happened to that story
Aw, I miss writing this! I wonder if it’s too late to come back lol.
I know you all are probably over me and my posts saying I'm coming back and then never doing so....I would be too lol. But you guys have to know its not because I don't want to, simply because being a pre med student and active student on campus with two jobs literally takes all of my time from me. But I'm going to do my best to post something this week during my spring break! I'm a little stuck though. Message me with anything you guys want to tell me or any ideas you have for where this should go and I'll try to use that for motivation. I'm so sorry for being the worst fic author ever guys lol.
#ltfanfics
#chrisbrownfanfics
Omg Did You Forget About Us Here?? WE NEED A UPDATE
No I didn't forget! Life and college has just been totally in the way these days! As soon as I get a free moment I'll try to update!
Yay finally you updated but kae better stay her little ass back I don't want serenity to whoop her ass she to grown for that lol
Lol yes girl I feel you!
Back in the lab (my room...at my desk) writing. Should have something for yall soon. That includes the Lies of Lust ff, for those that don't know I'm the writer of that too lol. So yall be on the lookout soon for updates!
I love your story because it's not alot of these types written. I hope you continue it.
Aw thank you! I'm definitely going to try!
Its been months since you last updated 😥 is this story over?
I just haven't had time and really didn't think anyone was still interested. I'll do my best to post a chapter soon!
I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO UPDATING! I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY IT! PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK! (:
Chapter VI:
C H R I S B R O W N:
I awoke to a pair of hands shaking the fuck out of my shoulders. I looked up and it was August with a cup of liquor dangling between his teeth. I looked at my phone for the time, it was only 5pm.
“Getting started early, huh Aug?” I asked him as I sat up on the bed, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes.
“Hell yeah! We in Norfolk nigga, turn the fuck up!” Trey said as he came into view with the Ciroc bottle August must have been drinking from too. I shook my head.
“Y’all are wild. What time does the show even start?”
“Doors open at 7, August goes on at 8. I go on at 9 and you go on at 10. Then we party until 2am nigga!” Trey answered as he tried to hand me the Ciroc bottle. I took it and sat it down on the table next to me.
“You not drinking?” August asked, already slurring his words.
“Nah, I’m good. We at the hotel right?” They both shook their heads yes. I text Big Pat and told him I was ready to check in. Which I was, I didn’t want to be under their scrutiny for not drinking with them any longer than I had to. I found my suitcases and my phone before meeting up with Pat at the back of the bus. We were able to out the bus and into the lobby successfully, it was the task of getting to my room that was about to be a challenge.
“You’re going to have to take the emergency stairs Boss Man. You run the risk of getting seen on the elevator and the main stairs,” Pat said as he passed me my room key. I was on the top floor of this damn building, in one of the condos. I’ll be damned if I take my ass up 13 flights of steps so I made my way to the elevator with my luggage.
“You sure about this?” Pat’s nervous ass asked.
“Yeah nigga, just don’t let anyone else get on the elevator.”
“Nigga this not my shit, I can’t keep people from getting on the elevator. My job is to keep them from touching you. Just don’t bring any attention to yourself. Put your fucking hood on, help me out here.” I rolled my eyes as I put my hood on and pressed the button for the 13th floor. We rode without interruptions until the 5th floor but even then it was just old ass people that couldn’t give a rat’s ass about me that got on. I was beginning to get stuffy so I took my hood off once we got to the 10th floor.
“Oh my God,” was all I heard as the doors opened. I looked up and almost fell to the fuckin’ floor. I managed to avoid her for years now and all of a sudden…
“Chris?!”
“Kae?! Yo, what the fuck is up?” I asked as she got onto the elevator. She went to hug me and surprisingly I hugged her back, with a stiff ass arm though.
“Nothing really, just out here for Hampton’s homecoming. What are you doing out here?”
“I’m out here for homecoming events too, with Trey and August. I think we at Old Dominion University tonight.”
“Oh okay, that’s wassup. You uhhh…you look great. How’s the marriage and father life treating you?” she asked as she pointed to my wedding band. I looked down at it and smiled.
“Great. I’ve never been happier.” I saw her face drop as soon as I said that. I didn’t mean to hurt her but…it was the truth. “How are you though? The modeling thing still working out?” I asked, trying to switch the subject as we got to my floor.
“Yeah, everything is great. I’m not the happiest that I’ve been but I’m doing alright. Man, it’s been years Chris…why no contact whatsoever?” I scratched my head as I looked down at the foot caught in between the elevator doors to keep it open.
“I just been focusing on my career and my family Kae. I didn’t need any distractions. I gotta go though. Take care.” I told her before heading towards my room door.
S E R E N I T Y:
“Xavier Maurice Brown, if you don’t sit your lil butt down somewhere,” I said through gritted teeth. This boy little boy managed to climb on top of the latter that’s in the graffiti room in the 2.5 seconds I was gone. I picked him up and set him down on his feet by me as we watched Leah paint. She’s the spitting image of her father. She spent most of her time down here with him. She has her own little section of the wall with her own little set of paint, brushes, and even spray paint. There’s been many of evenings I would be out doing something like buying groceries or getting some other shopping done while Chris watched the kids and I would come home to Leah being an absolute mess. There would be paint all on her face, in her hair, and all over her clothes. She loved painting more than anything though, so I could never be upset at the mess I was always left cleaning up.
“Mommy! Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!” X and Gabbi started yelling together. I couldn’t help but laugh to myself as I wrapped them both in my arms.
“Yes babies?” I asked them as Leah put down her paint brush and ran into an open space in my arms as well.
“Daddy!” X said as he started pointing to my cell phone sitting on the floor beside me. I looked at the time and figured Chris should be able to talk, so I FaceTimed him.
“Wassup Beautiful?” he answered. The kids lit up with smiles from ear to ear. I can’t even lie, I did too.
“Oh, you got the whole crew with you! Look at my beautiful ass kids. Hey babies!” I rolled my eyes at his use of profanity but I wasn’t going to bring it up, I’ll let the kids enjoy this moment.
“Da-da! Hi Da-da!” Gabbi said as she took the phone and held it extremely close to her face, planting kisses all over it.
“Aw thanks for my kisses Gabbs, Da-da needed those man. What y’all up to?” he asked as I wiped the front camera free of Gabbi’s juicy kisses. I then gave the phone to Leah.
“Go show Da-da what you painted,” I said as I nudged her towards her latest creation.
“Wow Lee-lee, that’s amazing baby. I can’t wait to see it in person. Make sure you keep up the good work while I’m gone, okay?” She shook her head and ran back towards me with the phone. I then passed it to X.
“You tell Da-da how you climbed the latter in the graffiti room?” X immediately started shaking his head trying to deny it and I burst into laughter.
“You did what?! Boy, you bet not let mommy catch you doing that again. You hear me?” X just started smiling and biting on his fingers, something he always did when he got nervous or could tell he was in trouble for some reason.
“Other than that, they’ve been perfect, little angels so far. We’ll see how long that lasts though,” I told Chris.
“That’s good. Aye, Da-da loves y’all man. Stay good and lookout for one another, aight?” They all shook their heads before blowing kisses into the phone. Then they took off to play with the various toys and games that found their way down here too.
“So, how is everything?” I asked him.
“Everything is cool. I just finished getting dressed. The show starts in an hour but I don’t go on until 10. What about you, you good? Miss me yet? I miss you, so damn much.” I blushed as I pushed my hair behind my ear.
“I miss you more, Brown. I’m not going to hold you up though, I know you got things to do. The kids just wanted to say hello.”
“Just the kids?”
“No, I wanted to talk to you too babe.”
“Good, that’s what I like to hear. But look, I don’t get out of here until 2am. Go cook for the kids then put them down for bed so you can nap until then. I got some things planned for us later.” I rolled my eyes, he done lost his mind.
“Like what?” I asked. He just grinned while biting his lip. I looked away from the screen, he was not about to set up a damn thirst trap just like that.
“Wear my favorite color panties….actually, don’t wear any at all. That’s all I’m saying. I gotta go though, baby. I love you,” he said before bringing the phone up to his face and kissing the screen. I giggled as I did the same before hanging up. I then gathered my babies and we made our way to the kitchen. I sat each of them on the counter and began our nightly routine. First, I’d clean their faces and their little hands off while asking them what they wanted for dinner. After we came to a conclusion, I’d set every ingredient we needed out and would let them help me prep before actually cooking as much as possible. They get a kick out of it and so do I. It’s the little moments like this you begin to cherish over anything else in life.
Are you not updating this anymore?
I am actually! You can expect a new chapter very soon!
i pray Chris don't do no stupid shit while he there to make him lose his family
Have some faith in my Chrissy lmaooo. Thanks for reading!
That was soo adorably sad... Felt like I was leaving my babies & I don't even have any. I think Chris & Serenity will do just fine.. at least for now... & can I say you are my favorite FF writer, I've read all of your stories lol
Awww you have no idea how much that means to me! Thanks for reading!!!
That was too cute!
(: thanks for reading!
Please don't let Chris go on your and mess up!
have some faith in chrissy pooh. lol
Aww!!!!!
d'awwww. ikr!
Chapter 5 is up! Hope yall enjoy! Let me know what you think! (in my askbox) ;)
Chapter V
C H R I S:
"Bae, can you please stop crying?" It seemed like I was asking Serenity that at every red light we got to as I drove to the landing spot for then private jet.
"I'm not crying, it's this new contact solution, it produces more tears," she said as she put her sunglasses on her face. I couldn't help but laugh.
"But bae...you don't wear contacts."
"I do now."
"Since when?"
"Since now, just shut the hell up and drive Christopher."
"Watch ya mouth in front of my kids woman." She instantly took her glasses off and looked at me. I knew that would change her mood around.
"Christopher Maurice Brown, you have some nerve---"
"Aye X, what you up to back there man?" I asked as I looked through the rearview mirror, teasingly cutting Serenity off. This kid was back there messing up his sister's hair while they were asleep. I caught him red handed with crystals and flowers off of Leah's headband.
"Leave your sisters alone man, always doing something devilish. Give me what you got in your hand before you swallow it somehow, knowing you." I said as I put my hand behind me and waited for him to drop the shit in my hand. This lil nigga always messing with something.
"Alright, now sit back and behave yourself man. We almost there." I knew he was beginning to get restless. We only been riding for 20 minutes but for a 2 year old that refused to take a nap I knew he'd be all over the place.
"Just think, you're leaving me with that for 3 months or more," Serenity said as she dropped her head in her hands. I was glad we pulled up to our destination because I had some serious talking to do to my wife and I couldn't do it while driving.
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"Look at Uncle Tyga's lil gangstas! Yall getting big man," Tyga said as he opened the door to my Range and helped unbuckle the kids and set them on their feet.
"Aye, yall go play with Uncle Tyga and King for a minute while I talk to mommy," I told the kids. I laughed as they took off before I could even finish my sentence. I found Serenity still in the car with her head down focusing on the blank screen on her phone. I went and opened her door, she still didn't move from her position.
"Bae, look at me," I told her. She slowly lifted her head up and stared at me behind her sunglasses. I gently slid them off of her face where more tears were openly displayed.
"What is the real reason you're upset boo? I know it's not because I'm leaving you by yourself with the kids. You're stronger than any woman I know. You're an even better mother. What's really going on?" She just looked at me then shook her head, looking down at her hands. I picked her head back up with a finger under her chin.
"You don't trust me, do you?" I asked her.
"Chris, I trust you. I just don't trust other people."
"Nah, you don't trust me and I can't be mad because I've made it this way. Look, nothing means more to me than you and the three mini versions of me over there. I won't sacrifice yall over anything or anyone and I mean that shit from the bottom of my heart. Without yall, I'm no longer me. Does that make sense? If I didn't have yall...there would literally be no me. I sound soft as shit right now but it's the truth. I love my kids and I love you, so damn much. You just have to trust in that." I wiped away the rest of her tears and kissed her lips. I looked in her eyes for answers, I'm still not sure she brought all of that. Either way, it wasn't a lie...I meant all of it.
"I love you too, Chris. I trust you babe.--"
"Aye, hurry that shit up. Yall gotta leave soon," Tyga said. I only asked this nigga to come so he could help Serenity out with the kids. He irritating the hell out of me though, should've let him stay at home or something. I just shot him the bird as I finished my conversation, they can wait. Shit.
"Do you really?" I asked Serenity.
"Yes, I trust you. Promise to call or Face Time every night?"
"I promise...shit, I'm calling every morning, before I get on stage, and even after."
"Sounds good. One more thing though, babe."
"What's that?"
"You promise you won't drink while you're there?" I knew my previous problem with drinking was a touchy subject for her, shit it was a sensitive subject for me too. I can tell that's what she's been worried about the whole time.
"I promise I won't lay a finger on a champagne flute, a bottle, or a shot glass. You got my word." Her eyes lit up at my statement and I finally felt the tension between us disappear.
"Good. Have a good time though babe," she said before looking over my shoulder. "Trey and August, y'all better keep an eye on my husband. Call me if he's acting up." I quickly burried my face in her neck from embarrassment.
"Shit. You know those niggas gon clown me on the plane right," I told her.
"So, they're not married with three kids. Nothing they say even matters. I can't help that I care about you," she said as she kissed my cheek. I swear I grew weak in my knees like a female with her voice right in my ear. This girl was like a drug, or maybe she was my alcohol...my own kind of addiction that was perfectly healthy for me to have, she's one of those beneficial addictions.
"I love you so much. I swear those words don't even seem like they match the feelings I have for you."
"I know, I feel the same way. Go get the kids and say goodbye to them." As if right on cue all three of them came running around the corner of the truck, wrapping their little arms around my legs. The shit almost had me choked up my damn self. I've never really been away from them this long, the fuck am I going to do without Leah waking me up by jumping in our bed almost every morning. Or how will I carry on with my day without hearing X call me from down the hall then unsteadily run towards me and into my arms. Or how will I even go on without Gabbi making me steal cookies out of the cookie jar when her mom isn't looking around the same time every day. Shit, I had to hurry up and swat my own tears away...I didn't want them to see me cry like a punk.
"Big X! I need you to take care of your mom and sisters while I'm away. Can you handle that?" I asked him as I picked him up. He quickly shook his head, smiling from ear to ear. I hugged him and kissed him on his cheek before handing him to Serenity.
"Gabbs! I need you to not get sick while I'm gone, seriously. Other than that, can you be a good girl for mommy?" She shook her head too as she wrapped her arms around my neck, nestling her head on my shoulder. I bit my lip as I pushed more of these punk ass tears back. She always does this when she thinks we're going home and I'm about to put her down for a nap. I kissed her too before handing her to Serenity, she already looked confused as to why I didn't pack her up in the car and head home for her nap. I sighed as I felt Leah tug on my basketball shorts, like I had forgotten her. I looked down to see those hazel eyes staring back at up at me, full with tears. She's the only one that sort of understood I wasn't coming back tomorrow, or even the next day after that. I picked her up.
"Lee-lee, my first born. I love you, baby girl. I need you to help your mom hold down the house and help with the twins however you can too. Make sure you look after them and be a good big sister, alright?" She was the only one that didn't shake her head, she just rubbed at her red eyes.
"You come back?" she asked.
"Of course I'm coming back. I can't leave you here. Who else is going to scare away the monsters under your bed? Who else is going to help you paint pictures on the walls in the graffiti room? Nobody but Da-da can do those things, so yes...I'm coming back." I planted kisses all over her face before setting her back down on her feet. I then helped the twins down out of the truck so Serenity could get out. I wrapped my arms around her tightly then kissed her again.
"I love you. I love all of you, okay? I'll be calling soon!" I told them as I gathered my things out of the car then headed to the jet. I dapped up Trey, August, and Big Pat before I boarded the plane behind them. I sat down on the couch nearest the window so I could see my family. Leah looked so upset as Serenity held her in her arms. Serenity even started crying again. As the jet's engine roared and the pilot signaled us to buckle up, my own tears won against my fight of keeping them hidden. As we drove down the runway, my family waved at me as I waved back, my face still glued to the window. We then began to lift into the air and my wife and kids became harder and harder to see, until they fully disappeared. I sat back in my seat and let my head fall in my hands. Yeah, it's only a little over three months but it's the first time I've ever been away since Leah was born. I've basically been at home writing and preparing for this album with my family for almost four years. I took a step out of the spotlight to help Serenity build a strong foundation for our family. I wanted my kids to know their Da-da loved them more than life itself. I feel like I accomplished that too, or else it wouldn't have been so hard to leave them.
"You gon be aight man, I went through the same with my nieces. It's gon be aight, we gotchu' if you need anything," August said as he put a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and dapped him up.
"Thanks man. I think I'll head to the back and nap for a bit, let me know when we almost there." I told both Aug and Trey before I got up and walked to one of the beds in the back. I pulled the curtain back and laid down. I pulled my phone out of my pocket, turned to a picture of Serenity and the kids and put it on the pillow next to me before trying to drift off to sleep.
